About Me
EDITING. EDITING.EDITING.
My birth Certificate says 'Kaelin', born Aug 9th
but my name carved into my friends heads is 'kiki' and i feel like everyday is my birthday, my friends treat me so well, I wouldn't give them up for the world, they are amazing, if you're random and funny, i'll love you. I don't try to be anyone else, and no one can make me act differnt than the way I am,im probly 100% my actual self when I meet someone.
My moods can change when I think about people sometimes, or when my life isn't always at its top. But the rest of the time which is about 99.9% of the time
I'm happy and acting like a fool. I love the way I act not always mature, but I know when to be and when not to be.
I don't think that anyone is ugly, everyone is beautiful.
My biggist hero(s) are my parents, they rasied me better than most parents. They have and will always be there to help me with everything that I need help with. I know that I can tell them anything I want to, and I know that they will always be there to pick me up when im down. I love them. Everyone loves my parents, it a curse or something, they just do forever.
I know that one day something bad will come and sometimes we lose friends and it hurts, but i'll stay strong when that comes and somehow end up knowing and loving them just like I did before.
I'm usually never in the middle of drama, which is very awkward for a person my age, but it's true, I never talk bad about people, unless theres a reason I have to. I love pretty much everyone :]
We scream loud at the top of our loungs to feel so alive.
Im probly one of the most outgoing people you'll meet, it depends who i'm with and what mood im in though :]
I love to yell stupid things, I don't care what people say to me, if you're going to be an ass, i'll just ignore you.
yell my name, I might look back.
Im the girl at school who doesnt look back when someone makes fun of her, I love the way I am and wouldn't change it for the most gorgeous of boys, or the most trueist of friends. If you like me, like me for me.
DONT COPY ME. hair. clothes. style. makeup. please please dont, if you were me you would know how annoying it is :[ If you had the same shirt I wouldn't say you copied me though :] but if you were pretty close to me, and knew me in real life, yea i would call it copying. sorry.
I giggle alot, whenever, and when im nervious stfu, kthanx.
Thousands of candles can be lit from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared. remember that from the momment you read this till the day that you pass away.
I dont copy people, im myself, and dont follow trends, i only wear something i like, not because its what i think is 'in' thats stupid, following what others do just because its a popualr style to fit in with others. i encourage uniqueness with everyone
“No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path.â€
A jug fills drop by drop, whats worth having is worth waiting for. Nothing ever comes to me easy, nothing, im not perfect, im not amazing, im just...me. Im used to having to wait for something perfect ot drop into my hands and take it as quick as im able to, because i know that if i dont take it then, then its never coming back. I try so hard to make things easy on myself, but somehow I always take the long way around, rather than the shortcut that is obvious, but i guess i dont notice whats right infront of my eyes.
Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense. Really take that in. Don't start anything, even if you saw it, or THINK that you saw it, you could just be thinking too much. Dont say anything unless you heard it straight from the persons mouth because its stupid how many people can say soemthing and the people who dont think believe them and start telling people and it gos around like a forest fire and it takes awhile to die down. Please just dont start anything, don't say anything just to start drama or get someone upset, or have someone hate someone else, its stupid and imature :[ There has to be evil so that good can prove its purity above it, i know thats true, but the thing is, spread whatever you want and it'll come back and hit you right on the back of the head and you'll be screwed.
However many holy words you read, However many you speak, What good will they do you If you do not act upon them?
WORLD PEACE
I really think its possible if you really want it.
Life has ups and life has downs, but suicude isn't something I believe in. and give all of your heart into makeing things perfect, i think that the world could be a perfect place one day.
“Dream and be big.â€
My plan is once I graduate im going to live in Cali or New York City as a photographer, photo editor something like that, It's always been my dream. I write alot too, Never entered anything, but people tell me all the time to do it, but I never do. Pretty much the thing is I write books and poetry, I've been good at writing since I was in 4th grade, I've gotten things taken from me in class because when i'm bored I'll write and write till my hand can't write anymore But I always make mistakes when it comes to grammer and spelling etc. Just the writing is my passion.
I've won awards for paintings, and drawing. I guess being creative is my thing. But out of them all, photography is my favorite; as for now, I don't have a really nice camera, one I can deal with I guess but i'm trying to get a really nice one soon :]
Since I was 7 i've wanted to be famous, somehow. Usualy with music, i've played Guitar, Drums, Keyboard, Flute, alot of stuff I guess you can say but none of it really stuck, I still play Flute and Keyboard, only becuase they sound so beautiful blah blah blah.
Im not concited, trust me. I'm a myspace whore, yea, but I'm not a concited bitch who thinks the world revolves around them.
Everything you say to me, does hurt. Even though i act like it doesn't it does. But i've learned to deal with it, so say what you want.
In fear and Faith;