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About Me


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Story Of My Life... I'm Just Like A Mermaid, With A Shoe...
Wed27Feb08
I have a small crush on Zaid
Sun28Oct07
I'm disappointed right now. I'm tired of people who try so hard to get to me and try to make me see how much they care and then when I loosen up and think maybe this person is really true, they just throw my heart on the ground and play soccer with it.
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I should argue in great detail the sense in which my simplicity conceals complexity, and my apparent artlessness the highest riches in art. That is what this page is for.
Don't be afraid to add me or talk to me just because I have alot of friends on here. I don't go around just adding random people all the time. If I add you, there's a reason. But mostly, I just have so many because I always accept everyone who requests me.
That being said... I love your comments and e-mails SEND MORE!!! I read each and every one of them. It just may take a little while for me to get back to you because I do get so many, but I will always try to reply or at least send a comment back sooner or later.
But if you e-mail me and just say oooh I want to fuck you or you have some big ol titties, your e-mail will be deleted.
P.S. I know how big my chest is, you don't need to tell me. Lol!
I'm Bethenia Jane Dixon XIV.
I'm classy, sweet, analytical, refined, laid back, curvy, spontaneous, open minded, elegant, artistic & intelligent.
My eyes change colours naturally between green, grey and blue.
I'm always right.
I love people.
People annoy me.
I contradict myself all the time.
Centipedes really scare me. I dont know why.
I love pictures, cuddling, candles & inscense, singing, dancing in the rain, kisses and hugs, driving, my mom & niece and Jimi Hendrix.
I have a tattoo of Jimi's face on my back.
I hate when people e-mail me and ask what my name is, where I'm from or how old I am!!! I know not many people actually read everyones whole profiles, but isn't that one of the first things we all look at??? Geeze people...
I always wear high heels. But if my feet start to hurt, I'll just take off my shoes, no matter where I am. I hate wearing shoes anyways.
I can be a little fiesty and sarcastic (in a playful, not mean way).
I love painting and writing poetry but haven't really done anything new in a while.
Be my new inspiration.
I sleep with 5 pillows on my bed. 2 under my head, 1 under my feet, and 2 beside me to wrap my arms around.
I need a vacation from my mind.
I've never been pampered or spoiled and I'm not a gold digger but it would be nice to just see what its like to have someone fully show that they care for me.
I smoke Djarum Black Clove Cigarettes.
I love watching the shadows of the smoke dance upon my wall.
I believe in the value of grace and poise reguardless of social status.
I love going new places & driving around getting lost in a big city. Wanna come along?
My Goals:
Most importantly, to be a good wife and mother someday.
I would love to own a hotel. I would like it to have art all along the hallways to be coencided with an art gallery. It should have a grand ballroom, coffee shop, hair salon, acessories shop, gourmet restaurant, and casual dining restaurant all on the bottom floor. In the basement a smoke and brandy room with a poker/pool section, and a very swank, high class night club on the roof. Then after the first hotel is going well, I'd like to expand to a few other countries. That way I'd have a free place to stay when traveling and I'd travel free after taking it out of my taxes for business expenses. And I'd use that opportunity to learn other languages and learn about other cultures/religions.
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My Interests



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Shopping; Talking On The Phone; Singing; Listening To Music; Going To Movies/Concerts/Museums/Historic Sites; Meeting New People; Painting; Writing Poetry/Lyrics; Learning About Other Cultures/Religions/Languages; Playing Pool; Driving; Traveling; Taking Pictures; Reading; Learning; Cooking; Gardening; Hanging Out With Friends; Staying At Home; Trying New Things; Relaxing; Sleeping; Playing Dress-Up

I'd like to meet:

Everyone all over the world, especially in the 252 area!

I'm looking for friends right now with the potential of love, but NOT looking for "friends with benefits". I don't care about race. I like all types of people and love learning about other cultures. So I want someone openminded and cultured.

I like guys that are spontaneous, openminded, generous, sweet but not in a cheesy way, not shorter than me, intelligent but not in a dorky way, if things are going bad he knows how to make money if he has to, not alot of hair on his chest back or butt, respectful, can show affection to me at anytime even in front of his friends, affectionate but not too clingy, jealous enough to show me he cares but not posessive, can stick up for me even when im wrong and i know im wrong he still is on my side, knows how to make me feel like im special to him, can handle me being sarcastic and analytical.

But these aren't things I absolutely must have, just things that I like. Really it just depends on the guy. Some things I may like in one guy, and another guy may have the same exact trait but I may not like it in the second guy.

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Music:



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Country, Rap, Rock, Metal, Electronic, Pop, Classical, Vacuum Cleaner Noises, Blues, Jazz, Industrial, Latin, New age, Ambient, Dance, Soul, Reggae, Folk, Punk

I love songs from commercials. Alot of the songs on the playlists are from various commercials.

To listen to these songs, pause the first playlist and then click the song you want to hear on this playlist.

The pink playlists are all songs that have any mention of or refer to any kind of Cadillac. Also includes songs from Cadillac commercials.

To listen to these songs, pause the first playlist and then click the song you want to hear on this playlist.

To listen to these songs, pause the first playlist and then click the song you want to hear on this playlist.

To listen to these songs, pause the first playlist and then click the song you want to hear on this playlist.

To listen to these songs, pause the first playlist and then click the song you want to hear on this playlist.

To listen to these songs, pause the first playlist and then click the song you want to hear on this playlist.

To listen to these songs, pause the first playlist and then click the song you want to hear on this playlist.

To listen to these songs, pause the first playlist and then click the song you want to hear on this playlist.

To listen to these songs, pause the first playlist and then click the song you want to hear on this playlist.

To listen to these songs, pause the first playlist and then click the song you want to hear on this playlist.

To listen to these songs, pause the first playlist and then click the song you want to hear on this playlist.

Carolina Songs

To listen to these songs, pause the first playlist and then click the song you want to hear on this playlist.

Songs That Remind Me Of Jermaine

Movies:



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Television:



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You Should Be an Artist
You are incredibly creative, spontaneous, and unique.
No one can guess what you're going to do next, but it's usually something amazing.
You can't deal with routine, rules, or structure. You're easily bored.
As long as you are able to innovate and break the rules, you are extremely successful.

You do best when you:

- Can work by yourself
- Can express your personality in your work

You would also be a good journalist or actor. What Should You Be When You Grow Up?
Your Guy Could Bring You Home
When it comes to meeting the parents, you're cool and calm.
In fact, you're so self assured, you may forget to try to impress them.
Work that famous charm a little more, and your boyfriend's family will be loving you. Would He Bring You Home to Mom?

Books:



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Ancient, Auto-biography, Biography, Classic, Fiction, History, Home & Garden, Philosophy, Political, Reference, Poetry, Religious, Satire

Heroes:



Jermaine O'dell Morris (R.I.P. I Love You), My Mom, My niece, Carlita... Weird how you can admire and respect someone who's only 2 years old

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My Blog

Breast Cancer

In October this year I will be walking 39 miles in two days in Charlotte, NC in the AVON Walk For Breast Cancer. I need to raise $1,800 to participate and the money goes to local hospitals and care ce...
Posted by 252 on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 11:31:00 PST

Time Slowed

One long introspective current drippingOff serrated edgesThis is my momentIn which all the pieces come togetherTo fall apart.Time is a bastardWho moves at his own pase,Giving no concern or care To tho...
Posted by 252 on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 07:42:00 PST

Painless

Now you are goneCatatonic, lost in spaceBetween the blink of an eye And the full bright of the moonA body lies dormantAnd I am merely hereEntanced by your lying smiles,Your misleading, false biography...
Posted by 252 on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 04:33:00 PST

Porcelain Heart

Mannequin posingIn the department store window...Rarest ruby paint splattering its perfect form:A face so coldWith the tears descending down.Porcelain heart, who knew it could feel? She has dreams, sh...
Posted by 252 on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 04:12:00 PST

Tearful Prisoner

Running hopelessly into the nightAs an orphan of the lightI am the bearer of my fearsPrisoner of my tearsBlurring my eyesBlinding my mindThis downpour of painContinuously beats upon my heart in vainHa...
Posted by 252 on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 03:30:00 PST

I Feel Like Slapping Somebody Today

Sometimes I feel like spending the rest of my life tracking down everyone I ever met before. Then going up to all the people and just slap them saying "You stole a piece of my heart and I want it back...
Posted by 252 on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 05:18:00 PST

No Words

There are no words(Even though I have used them)To describe this intrigueFor the one who captivates meCaptures my eyesAnd won't let me goHolds me closeTo his heartThen pushes me awayBecause others are...
Posted by 252 on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 04:32:00 PST

Wasting Away

I wrote this a long time ago and honestly can't remember if it is all my own. I know at least part of it came from a song but not sure if I took a portion of a song and added on my own words or what. ...
Posted by 252 on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 07:31:00 PST

Foolish and Wise

(This is not to be taken seriously.This isn't to be read as facts, opinions or desires.It is to be read as poetry.It's obvious that these words were not thought outOr even re-read.) If it were not a s...
Posted by 252 on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 12:44:00 PST

Awake Again

Xanax wore off... Now I'm awake again,Alone with myself. too many thoughtsbumping into each otherwithout a buffer zone...out of money but not patience or hope...keeping my hands busyand my heart in pl...
Posted by 252 on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 05:20:00 PST