.J I N T A R A

does anyone know.....what do youu do when life is failing you?....i try so hard to hold on ....to see good people and to hold on.....to keep a smile on my face and on in my heart, but when life keeps finding ways to trip you up....how long can one person hold on before they loose it? i work hard i try to wait for brighter days. i have great friends, family, faith and hope most the time, but im sad to say its all running low. im not sure how much longer i can take this SHIT. this is me just gettin it out the only way i can....i just dont wanna freak out and take shit on the ones i love whos fault it is not.i just dont get it ....i believe in karma and i just dont get how im here like this...all who know me know how much i do for others and how much i care. im loving and open and i just not sure how things can be like this. i know everyone goes through rough times, but this is kinda more then that. even when things are hard i usally feel the light shinning out of me and i know i glow with love........ CANT FIND MY LIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!
.I ALSO DONT ADD EVERYONE SORRY.
if you wanna add, talk to me first. dont be shy.
IF YOUR OLD AND CREEPY PLEASE DONT ADD ME ITS JUST PLAIN WEIRD.
hello old men.! stop emailing me. i dont need to read your messages.

because I dont respond to every message.
or because we've lost touch.
guess what?
I dont think Im better than anyone.
I do believe actions speak louder than words
but sometimes words can leave the biger scares.
id rather be loved by one and hated by 99
than to get 100 bullshit.
LIFE IS GREAT.

Im just the girl you point out when you see me.
Hug the second time.
and talk about for the rest of your life.