sex. music. sex. intimate social gatherings. grimey dive bars. sex in grimey dive bars. pretty people. not-so-pretty people. touring with my band. producing/creating music with reason & cubase. graphics. drinking way too much, way too often. smoking. food. porn. food in porn. talking to a beautiful girl with amazing eyes all night until the sun comes up, falling in love with her and then getting my heart broken. making lists... then throwing them away. saying "fuck it".
meeting new people...and then alienating them. causing problems for everyone ...mostly myself. lying around and doing nothing on a beautiful day... or a shitty day. sitting on the beach and staring into the waves untill you get the subtle feeling that shit just may work out after all... or not.
finding out how/why things work. learning how to fucking spell. doing all the wrong things for all the right reasons. doing all the right things for all the wrong reasons. trying to remember what the fuck i did last night and how i got home and where the hell my pants are. and, of course... sex. sex. more sex. i fucking love sex.
I'd like to meet:
someone who's honest that i could trust.... or someone who's dirty that i could fuck. maybe a few humans. bi-peds. quadra-peds. friendly flora. you. your mom. your sister... and Mitch Hedberg.
R.I.P. Mitch Hedberg 1968-2005
Music:
AC/DC, tricky, MetallicA, Tom Waits, any strip club music, dieselboy, dark atmospheric drum 'n' bass, portishead, fleetwood mac, pink floyd, 30 seconds to mars, bjork, dj shadow, ours, cold, orgy, any music that fits the mood of the situation.
Movies:
spun, sin city, batman begins, fear and loathing in las vegas, pi, airplane, what's eating gilbert grape?,true romance,
raising arizona... anything by the cohen bros., shawshank redemption, matrix, quality porn... ok, any porn... ok, ALL porn... fight club,
pirates of the caribbean, usual suspects, american beauty, leon the professional, requiem for a dream, memento, scarface, se7en, x files, american pie, spies like us, godfather 1, the alien series (1 & 2 being my favorites in that order), fletch, the shinning, the howling, the river's edge, monsters inc., back to the future... johnny depp, crispin glover, kevin spacey, goodfellas ("what, am i fucking funny to you??? how the fuck am i funny?? funny how? what? like a fuckin' clown? huh? naw, i wanna know... he says i'm funny... what the fuck is so funny about me???? how the fuck am i funny?!?!!?") traffic... blah... blah... blah... i'm sure you haven't even
made it THIS far anyway so i'll shut the fuck up.....
Television:
battle star galactica, heroes, prison break, law and order, ci, svu, and of course the original, the 4400, mythbusters, drawn together, daily show...
Books:
ADULT ATTENTION... DE... F... what was the question?
oh, the giving tree, the street of crocodiles by Bruno Schulz, a confession by Leo Tolstoy, Siddhartha by hermann hesse, the bell jar... uh... i'll add more later.
Heroes:
my grandfather. he and I didn't get along at all throughout my childhood...
as he neared the end of his life, we finally became great friends and helped each other through very difficult times. he was a rock. a solid man who taught me to be strong, stand on my own and always take care of myself.so my grandfather is my hero... well, him, and ugly guys who nail smokin' broads. we salute you.
