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About Me

i am a combination of polar oppositesâ€¦ i am a thinker, a fool, a philosopher, a savage, a five-year-old boy, a thousands-year-old soul, an angel, a demon, a romantic, a cynic, a volcano, a dead fish, a sheep, a wolf, a hawk, a chicken, a warrior, a refugee, a coward, a heroâ€¦ and trust me, i'm a liar
i love comics, cartoons and silly things...
Pearls Before Swine
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January 15: the Day of Heroic Inevitability
Those born on this day inevitably encounter the theme of heroism in their lives, it is incumbent on them, at some point in time, to find their fearless center and after discovering it rely on it thereafter in crisis and stress situations. Often those born on this day are unaware of their heroic nature until fate calls up a challenge which reveals it in full flower. Up to this time, it is quite likely that they lead a fairly moderate, perhaps ordinary life. The event or events that lead to this self-actualization are likely to occur in their late twenties.
Jan 15 people often manifest some form of hero worship or rather romantic fixation in their childhood, with a real fantasy figure. This person may even be one of their parents, but most likely a surrogate to whom they are drawn. Assuming the role of hero or heroine can be like an act of initiation, a rite of passage, for Jan. 15 individuals, and they may have difficulty furthering their development until it has taken place. Some born on this day only fulfill such a destiny when they themselves become parents and occupy a heroic place in their own childâ€™s eyes.
Tarot: The Devil, indicates a fear/desire dynamic working where sexual attraction, irrationality and passion are concerned.
Strengths: Idealistic, Pleasure-Loving, Heroic.
Weaknesses: Indulgent, Insecure, Idolizing.
Source: Goldschneider, Gary. The Secret Language of Birthdays.Canada:HarperCollins,1998

My Interests

i love modern art, classical music, 80's rock, math and science, philosophy.... and fried chicken... and classic Italian soft-porn... and everything from Thailand and France

Sea Change by abstract expressionist Jackson Pollock 1947 (Seattle Art Museum)

I'd like to meet:

a girl with a big heart, big hips, and big breasts...

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Music:

from the Pacific Northwest, Heart with Ann and Nancy Wilson... such talented, classy rocker babes...

These Dreams/Heart 1986

Spare a little candle, save some light for me
Figures up ahead moving in the trees
White skin in linen, perfume on my wrist
And the full moon that hangs over
These dreams in the mist

These dreams go on when I close my eyes
Every second of the night, I live another life
These dreams that sleep when it's cold outside
Every moment I'm awake, the further I'm away

Is it cloak 'n dagger, could it be Spring or Fall
I walk without a cut through a stained glass wall
Weaker in my eyesight, the candle in my grip
And words that have no form
are falling from my lips

These dreams go on when I close my eyes
Every second of the night, I live another life
These dreams that sleep when it's cold outside
Every moment I'm awake, the further I'm away

There's something out there, I can't resist
I need to hide away from the pain
There's something out there, I can't resist

The sweetest song is silence that I've ever heard
Funny how your feet in dreams never touch the earth
In a wood full of princes, freedom is the kiss
But the prince hides his face
from the dreams in the mist

These dreams go on when I close my eyes
Every second of the night, I live another life
These dreams that sleep when it's cold outside
Every moment I'm awake, the further I'm away

Movies:

Bedazzled (2000)
wishes do come true... at a cost too dear

Television:

MadTV is only TV show i watch. most of the time the sketches are obnoxious, offensive, and "politically incorrect". MadTV is, well, mad crazy. but at least it is honest in what it tries to convey. it's the only distraction that keeps me in touch with reality... i love the show... nothing's ever made me laugh so hard...

Books:

i thought that everything happens for a reason, only it's a reason that is forever unknown to me, a reason that reveals nothing but my dire need for an answer, even an awswer as clueless as the question.

"Every existing thing is borne without reason, prolongs itself out of weakness and dies by chance." -- Jean-Paul Sartre

Heroes:

Jesus Christ, Mahatma Gandhi, Nelson Mandela, Martin Luther King Jr., great men who risk persecution to fight for love, peace, justice and humanity for mankind...

my brother Harry, who is younger but wiser and stronger, my sister Christine, who is sweet, caring and courageous, my sister Mai, who is intelligent, passionate and resourceful...

and my parents, who endured hardship and adversities to raise us to who we are today.

My Blog

i like reality TV, i do

For the past few days i've been feeling trapped, short of developing claustrophobia. My trusty VW Jetta just died last week and i feel as if i just became paralyzed. On my days off, i normally stay in...
Posted by thomas® on Tue, 22 May 2007 11:07:00 PST

of samurais and cowboys

There's a fairy tale, and it goes like this... Once upon a time a cowboy and a samurai got into a very nasty argument. No one, however, knew what really had happened. To make a short story long, they...
Posted by thomas® on Wed, 09 May 2007 02:04:00 PST

myspace, a place for friends

I would call myspace a place for spam, or so it seems. Recently, i would log on my myspace only to find out that i've got friend requests everyday day from hot women. By hot, i mean every single one...
Posted by thomas® on Tue, 01 May 2007 10:07:00 PST

Dear Meditrina

I lost my virginity to you at the sweet age of 16, at a wild party with my mates in highschool. Darling, I still don't know your name, i only know that the ancient Romans refers to you as Meditrina, t...
Posted by thomas® on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 04:04:00 PST

to fight or not to fight...

Just because i am asian and athletic, many people asked me if i know karate. I told them i know just a little bit. And i was more than being truthful. It's a fact that in Asian countries, martial art ...
Posted by thomas® on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 10:02:00 PST

for love or money

I thought that it would be perfect when people could earn a good living doing what they love. But this world is far from perfect, and often people commit themselves to their jobs not because of a pass...
Posted by thomas® on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 10:57:00 PST

spring break, spring fever, spring forward..

Just like on the days that i have to report to duty, this morning i woke up when my cellphone alarm clock rang. I reached for it and looked at the time, it was 5:15am. On my computer screen, the...
Posted by thomas® on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 10:11:00 PST

why am i still single?

I'm still single because i am short, bald, fat and ugly rather odd and quirky. My sister Mai thinks i am eccentric. So does my sister Christine, who is a little sympathetic about that. My brother Harr...
Posted by thomas® on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 07:39:00 PST

finally a relief

the boss that i held in contempt did not show up for work last week. rumor has it that he quit... i feel as if an emormous weight had been lifted off my shoulder.... where ever he is now, i'd like to ...
Posted by thomas® on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 01:07:00 PST

where are my top myspace friends?

i choose not to have my top friends to be displayed... when i first started myspace, i have my top 4 friends appeared in the order of who added me first.... of course that includes Tom Anderson, who w...
Posted by thomas® on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 12:18:00 PST