~pick up the pieces~

------------ ------------________________________________________________ ____ Well what can I say? I'm the most easy going person I know. I dont like things getting to complicated or stressful in my life, I like things simple and fun. I try to keep an open mind about everything and towards everyone. I enjoy meeting new people and going new places I've never been. My guitar is very important in my life, I don't know what I would do without it, I play guitar everyday and I enjoy all different kinds of music. People who share the same love for music quickly create a mental bond where they understand eachother in a way. And that is a good asset in life. If everything in your life is going down hill, you can hear that one favorite song you love and you forget all about your problems for those few minutes of peace. Music gets in your soul....like love, theres power and emotion inside and that plays a big part of who I am. I also like being outside even if Im not doing anything but sitting down, I love going to the beach and just listening to the ocean and the breeze. Like I said I enjoy the simple life. I know many people want to be rich and be someone important but I'm happy the way things are now, living in the present taking in as much good times as I can, cause that is what you remember the most isn't it? Whats important to people are the moments and memories that can't be taken from them, and will be with them forever. Don't take life to seriously....you'll never get out alive, Back to my guitar. I can't get enough actually, its the first thing I do pretty much every morning. I also enjoy teaching people and watching them learn and become interested is a great feeling to deliver to someone. I'd rather listen to someone try to play then show off my own skills. My roomate and I only have one surfboard between us, but we manage. I couldn't begin to describe how much I love the beach, any beach, just take me to the water and its all good, no one can find me there you know? Not that I like to hide.....ok I do, but only from crazy people like you =) I'm not one of those guys who goes out clubbin' trying to pick up chicks for one night stands. I mean, I'll dance with girls and kiss them and have a good time like everyone else, but I pretty much never take it to that level. I have to know you, you have to know me, or it won't happen....sorry. I feel like people don't understand me as much as I understand myself but I guess its like that for everybody. I don't feel like I know you. But I'd like to, who are you? talk to me, I'll listen to what you have to say, tell me a story, what have you been through, what mistakes have you made so that I can learn from them, I'll tell you mine. But don't think you can just walk right into my bubble, no sir-y. Why should I fear something I've never faced? +we don't need no education+all in all your just a...nother brick in the wall. Sorry I got side tracked, I'm listening to music right now. For those of you who don't know what I just said......get off my page. And whats the deal with airline food? A four hour flight from Tennessee to California, heres a bag of peanuts and a cup of sprite, enloy the flight. I really don't enjoy flying for the most part, I can't sit still long enough to not wonder what else is going on. Is that wierd? Your wierd, everyones wierd to someone else. Shut up! I don't what to talk about it anymore. I'm pretty picky about things, even girls, I mean I can say "oh yeah shes hot, look at the ass on that, look what shes wearing, damn," but when its to the bottom line you better impress me or we're just friends. To be a friend with benifits there are rules, I had to of dated you for a good period of time, a space between being intimate, and no strings attatched the next morning, "I'll call you sometime." But I don't have any of those anymore, I moved away from all that jazz, its not really my thing anymore. I'm older and smarter then that now. Not that I don't have some good memories. Oh how I miss my friends I moved away from, but thats the price you pay to be where you love to be, California. Is that something you would do? Give up a familiar something for another something you've always wanted just like that out of the blue? Well I did, and its a great expierience so far, anything new actually is cool to me. Its not so difficult to get along with me, give me respect and listen to what I say (I mean listen and respond) and I'll do the same for you. I really can't think of any enemies I might have or anyone who has a problem with me. If I did I would have to fix it right away. I don't like people sore at me, I'll say I'm sorry, let you hit me, give you a hug (everyone wants a hug) anything to make us be friends. Is that wierd? Your wierd. Back to my bubble....you can't come in, who are you? do you want to hurt me? could you hurt me? hurt me hurt me. Two words that can cause so much damage its not even funny, thats why my bubble is made with very strong soap =) Well I am interested in you already and I hardly know you, tell me about yourself, send me a picture, be my friend, do you want to be my friend.....get out. I don't like your face anymore, your making me uneasy, I don't even know you.....or do I? Whats on your mind? Do you ever have trouble falling asleep? If I can't sleep I play guitar or play on my computer. I hate it when I sign on at a late hour and no one is on to talk to, maybe I'm the crazy one, who goes on the computer at three in the morning? Maybe I'm typing a little to much, would you believe me if I said this is'nt nearly half the things about me? How long will I slide? Sorry I think a lot, is that wierd? Your wierd. At the moment I actually feel a little lonley. I just moved away from my home where I lived for six years. I miss that comfort, you know? But I still wouldn't trade it for the world. Its hard to find love when your looking for it, however, it seems to find you when you turn your head away. Its funny how that works. I HATE that, if I like a girl I'll ask her out and try to get to know her better, but if she refuses I usually don't ask again unless she gives me signs to keep trying. Two chances is what I usually give her, but there always exceptions. How good do we get along? do you meet my standards? fit my profile? If so I might try a little harder to keep you around. Damn I want to go to the beach right now, its only 1:47am, and of course stay for the sunrise. I was supposed to go today but stuff kept getting in the way, thats why I want to go so bad right now. Who wants to come? Kris? Andrea? Max? Yesenia? Zara? Mike? Lets all go together, how sick would that be if they all did? No no its to late, they'd say "whats wrong with you? I'm sleeping" so I wont bother anyone. I wish I lived at the beach. Open my big glass windows at 6:00am to watch the sun. I should write a song about that. I could call it "six a.m. sunrise".HAHA. I'm sure you've stopped reading by now, but who cares what you think, this is me. ************************************************ 3 years later...wow i havnt written on this page in a long time. Things are very different now. I live with my brother, Kris, Jeremy and Jesse. I was just recently added to the band "Rent To Own" however still learning the songs and writing ones with them. Ive been single for a good while now and Ive seem to just recently have been fully over it. I guess things dont happen for a reason as well as they do happen for one. My friend circles have acutually grown and Ive met some amaizing people. Im still the same guy though. Ive also been seeing family more often in the last 3 months then I did the last 3 years, its been a lot of fun. I miss my parents and my sister though they live across the US. Oh yea! Im getting a motorcycle too. I know its gonna be blue and perhaps yamaha. Since gas prices are high it will be perfect for getting great gas mileage and Ive always wanted one! well thats about all the recent stuff. 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