poisonedgrace

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There are layers and layers of meaning surrounding us in our every day lives. How perceptive are you? Do you dig for the truth? Or do you just accept everything with no concept of the mystery of it all? Unravel me. I promise I am well worth it.
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I n e v e r know what to p ut h er e...
Probably the best way to get to know me is through my blog, or just talking with me. I don't have a lot of blogs here on myspace, but I DO have a ton over on my LiveJournal (there's a link below). Those date back YEARS in my life.
I tend to wear my heart out on my sleeve. If i'm happy, you know it, if I'm sad it's obvious, if I'm angry you might not know (sometimes i tend to be OVER polite) unless you know me fairly well. I'm usually direct and straight forward, but I am VERY shy. Shy like you wouldn't believe. If you see me out and about, feel free to come and say hi. I dont bite often. As long as you aren't a complete assbasket, and are polite, it'll be great!
I have trouble meeting people, and making friends. My shyness tends to limit me a whole lot. I'm really trying hard to get over that some. I've made a lot of advances in that area recently. Sometimes I just need someone to charge up and introduce themselves. I may see you, and even recognize you, but I may just be too shy to say something first. I'm not snobby or mean. Just quiet :P
I like to meet cool new people and do new things. I enjoy a good time as much as the next person, but I might have a s light ly different idea of what a good time IS.
Feel free to add me, or message me, or chat on AIM (screen name below, in the list). I'll talk to anyone, until I have a reason not to :)
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it's like a story,
a faery tale,
of things that could have been,
but went wrong somewhere along the way
something that should have been
good, and pure, and elegant,
but somehow ended up filled with venom and spite.
there will be no flow ers at th e end of this day.
no dancing
no angels
no poise
and
no g r ace
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"Every normal man must be tempted, at times, to spit on his hands, to hoist the black flag, and begin slitting throats."
-H. L. Mencken
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"Man will never be free until the last king is strangled with the entrails of the last priest."
-Denis Diderot
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"Howbeit he will not stretch out his hand to the g rave, th o ugh they cry in his d estruction.
Did not I weep for h i m that wa s in trouble?
was not my soul grieved for the poor?
When I looked for good, then evil came unto me:
and when I waited for light, there came darkness.
My bowels boiled, and rested not:
the d ays of affliction pr e vented me.
I went mourning without the sun:
I stood up, a nd I crie d in the congregation.
I am a brother to dragons, and a companion to owls.
My skin is black upon me, and my bones are burned with heat.
My harp also is turned to mourning,
and my organ into the voice of them that weep."
-The Book of Job, 30:24 - 30:31
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"Oh people, know that you have commited great sins. If you ask me what proof I have for these words, I say it is because I am the Wrath of God. If you had not commited great sins, God would not have sent a punishment like me upon you."
-Genghis Khan
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"You who so plod amid serious things that you feel it shame to give yourself up even for a few short moments to mirth and joyousness in the land of Fancy; you who think that life hath nought to do with innocent laughter that can harm no one; these pages are not for you. Clap to the leaves and go no farther than this..."
-Howard Pyle
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"This you knows: the years travel fast and time after time I done the tell. But this ain't one body's tell; it's the tell of us all, and you've got to listen it and member, 'cause what you hears today you gotta tell the birthed tomorrow. I's lookin behind us now, into history back. I sees those of us that got the luck and started the haul for home and I 'members how it led us here and how we was heartbroke cause we seen what they once was. One look and we knew'd we'd got it straight. Those what had gone before had the knowin' and the doin' of things beyond our reckonin', even beyond our dreamin'. Time counts and keeps countin' and we knows now, findin' the trick of what's been and lost ain't no easy ride. But that's our trek. We gotta travel it and there ain't nobody knows where it's gonna lead. Still, in all, every night we does the tell so that we member who we was and where we came from. But most of all we 'members the man who finded us, him that came the salvage, and we lights the city not just for him but for all of 'em that are still out there, cause we knows there'll come a night when they sees the distant light and they'll be comin' home."
-Beyond Thunderdome
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"And while waiting for a few belated cowardices, since you value in a writer all lack of descriptive or didactic flair, I pass you these few foul pages from the diary of a Damned Soul."
-A. Rimbaud
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Because we are all so much more than our names...
I live in Austin Tx.
I work for a very large non-profit organization.
I stayed briefly in Los Angeles, in Seattle, and in Bradford, Ontario, Can ada.
I grew up in a swamp...
'Gators and all.
I will constantly be adding things to this list.
I was a Cub Scout.
I have been obsessed with pirates since i was old en ough to walk.
I tend to be very shy.
But I've been working on it and I'm doing much better.
I didn't have my first haircut until i was 4 years old.
I am constantly looking for 'home'...
It's a feeling, not a place....
I find it on occasion...
I am always hopeful I can find it again.
I'm a dreamer.
My coat is brown.
I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve.
I like to create.
I study chinese martial arts.
I love to learn new things.
I really like it when you can just sit and stare at the night sky with someone and feel content.
I value imagination more than most things.
I don't have much self-esteem...
Often I pretend that I do though.
That's another one of those things I'm always working on.
When I fall asleep at night, I want to be a better person than I was when I woke up that morning.
You should too.
I tend to cast a really good looking shadow .
I believe.
I like to make little things.
I got kicked of elementary school and Jr High at least once per grade.
I'm more romantic than I like to admit.
I do not believe in pandas.
I tend to be a worrier.
So me time s, I'm funny.
I b l ush ve ry easily. The 'little things' are the most important things in life...
Because really, what are the big things? Just a bunch of little things added up.
I like to paint a lot...
I'm not so good at it :P
I have been attacked by a kangaroo...
And a raccoon...
Not at the same time.
I am too loyal for my own good.
I am a p rince.
I am a frog.
I am a space man.
I am a pirate.
I am j u st me.
I really like good quotes.
Some songs are written about my life, I'm sure of it...
Similarly, some movies are too.
I can be very sarcastic.
I got to pet a rhino once. I have a lot of different interests.
I have been know n to get all poetical like.
There was once a reward out for my capture...
I was never captured...
And now, it's too late.
I'm kinda scared of rabbits.
I am fiercely passionate.
I have a genet....
Who is a complete bastard.
I try to be considerate.
I have been told that my feet are "like a princess' feet."
When I am happy, I practically bu zz with energy.
I think books may be the most important thing in the wor l d.
I am poison fre e . Which means:
I do not smoke.
I do not drink.
I do not do any drug s .
I never have (no, not even once).
And I never will....
Ever.
So, tell us... who are you ?
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«| I Want Your Teeth |»
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I live with Nigel Rupert Toastwater (the third).
Who is also now listed as an interest for a few LJ users. He's very vain, he'd be proud. He has his own FAQ - Read it Here . If you have a lot of questions, please read the FAQ first, since it likely answers them already. If it does not, please feel free to ask away.
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official representation:
poisonedgrace dot com
my livejournal (very active)
blogspot (not active)
xanga (not active)
myspace (you're already here, duh!)
AIM = poisonedgrace
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also, friendster, screen name poisonedgrace, but it's completely incomprehensible to me, and thus inactive maybe others, i'll add them as i remember.
«|» Revolve «|»
"why wouldst thou be a breeder of sinners?
I am myself indifferent honest;
but yet I could accuse me of such things that it
were better my mother had not borne me:
I am very proud, revengeful, ambitious,
with more offences at my beck
than I have thoughts to put them in,
imagination to give them shape,
or time to act them in.
What should such fellows as I do crawling between earth and heaven?
We are arrant knaves, all;
believe none of us."
Hamlet- Act 3, Scene 1
Here's my 2007 Halloween costume: