Abra Cadaver [Hates to sleep alone]

About Me

If there is one thing I want to believe
still exists in this monotone lifetime, it is idealism.
And Lou Reed.
I have been astonished that Men could die Martyrs for religion - I have shuddered at it.
I shudder no more - I could be martyred for my religion
love is my religion - I could die for that.
I could die for you.
-John Keats

My Interests

Voguing-it.

I'd like to meet:

Party on Wayne!
Party on Garth!
P.S. I will kill whoever took my Wayne's World boxset. You have been forewarned...

Music:

"Talking about music is like dancing about architecture...It's a stupid thing to do."
-Elvis Costello
Anything and everything.
I am partial to music where you might pass out of asphyxiation from hair spray at a concert though.

*creams self*

Movies:

Heroes:

My fucking heros.

My Blog

Keats must be rolling over in his grave.

Small life update as of June 23/2007. Where do I even start....this has been a rather difficult month for me. Full of heartache and despair, and what seems like a never ending road of diss...
Posted by Abra Cadaver [Hates to sleep alone] on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 11:03:00 PST

material for the dead poets.

It wasn't until recently that I thought, or rather, knew, I would never need Jeff again. Of everything bad and corrupt he stands for- he could have asked me to marry him and I...
Posted by Abra Cadaver [Hates to sleep alone] on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 09:14:00 PST

Cue the singing sea creatures.

Evaluation of life...in list form![-]Things making me happy[-]-The techno-remix version of Little Mermaid's "Kiss the Girl".-Purcell meowing goodbye to me every morning from the living room window.-Th...
Posted by Abra Cadaver [Hates to sleep alone] on Fri, 18 May 2007 01:18:00 PST

I dropped acid in Babylon.

This is more so for me to 'get some things off my chest', as I've been a cloudy haze of emotion and thoughts lately. But I like to keep my friends updated on the recent events of my life, as to...
Posted by Abra Cadaver [Hates to sleep alone] on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 07:47:00 PST

Jeff.

I really fucking miss Jeff today.I don't know what the hell is wrong with me- I know damn well we could never be together. All the fights, the violent conversations, the lies, the lack of trust....
Posted by Abra Cadaver [Hates to sleep alone] on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 01:29:00 PST

I'm about to go Bipolar-bear on you guys.

I'm just in a badass mood right now.It's not towards myself, it's towards everyone else.Seriously, how extrodinarily difficult is it to pick up a god damn phone to say "Hi"? Or you know, ACTUALLY come...
Posted by Abra Cadaver [Hates to sleep alone] on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 04:07:00 PST

I only learn the hard way.

Things I have learned this week.-People will only accept the truth when they want to. You can't convince someone of something they don't want to realize.-Being with someone who is exactly like you in ...
Posted by Abra Cadaver [Hates to sleep alone] on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 01:01:00 PST

The devil came back from Georgia.

What did I learn in Georgia...not what I thought I would.But I did realize this: Everyone has a story. It seems so simple but it's amazing the lives the people lead who sit next to you...who you never...
Posted by Abra Cadaver [Hates to sleep alone] on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 08:28:00 PST

Who are you Tristan Laine?

Those of you who know me fairly well..know that I have never been in any type of "real" relationship. Which I've always been fine with, I never felt the need to rely on others for happiness. But most ...
Posted by Abra Cadaver [Hates to sleep alone] on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 08:44:00 PST

Don't hate me Alyssa...

Well, today (yesterday) was Valentine's Day. Yeah, super.Anyways, I spent it with a night of margaritas and crazy ass board games that no one but Joe could understand. (Although I did acquire some sor...
Posted by Abra Cadaver [Hates to sleep alone] on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 01:06:00 PST