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Lost for words.

Where do I get off this ride?!

About Me

My general demeanor is friendly and I love to make people laugh. The more friendly you are the faster I'll open up to you. When I meet someone, I usually find what I think are the best qualities about them and tell them right away. I can be the timid intellectual at times and be a total self confident asshole on occasion. I have a few things I love in life and I hold on to them ferociously. I have very simple tastes and I just as simply pleased. I can veiw things with a detached perspective and I offer my opinion with out being asked. If I get angry it doesn't last long. I "reset" any ill will I have usually overnight. So you could say I'm a "new man" in the morning. I have had some very bad experiences with religion and this has made my outlook on the whole thing very poor. I don't hate religion. I just don't like the way it's used by a lot of people in society. To me they are just stories put together to streamline a moral factor that society can live by. The moment people start inflicting harm on one another for not accepting the story or moral is when you have failed to see the point of the religion. That is my opinion. Do not try to "save" me unless I ask for salvation. I don't mind you discussing your views on your religion and I will listen to you. Don't try to press your views on religion on me unless you can debate them without having a social seizure. I am not a sheep or lamb or any other form of livestock. Don't expect me to chew my cuds while you dictate my existence. If you start assuming you are the only true view or the only path openly it's just rude, and I will let you know so. I can be critical of outspoken religious views once I get past my initial shyness. I despise men who hound and drool over women openly or keep tabs on their latest scores to boast about. Please forgive me if I do not share your enthusiasm for giving women the reason to call us pigs. I am very protective of my friends. If you are close to me, you are a part of me, and I will defend you the same. Feel free to message me. I am always open to conversation. Even if you are just passing by and want to say hi. It's always nice to meet someone new.

My Interests

I play the electric/acoustic guitar as a serious hobby. I am self taught and can usually figure out songs by ear. I want to learn the violin and piano. I love electronics and video games. I like Anime. I like the fresh feeling of the "out-doors" but I almost always have a "bear ripping through the tent and eating me" nightmare while camping. Fishing I find strangly appealing. I enjoy going to the movies and imitating the funnier parts of it later. I am all about inside jokes with my friends. I love the martial arts.

I'd like to meet:

Someone down to earth, cool and with a good sense of humor. Someone that I can't get mad at because they can always make me laugh, no matter how much I try to pull off a serious face. I am off line sometimes for several days at a time. (Most likely playing FFXI or some other video game to hold my interest. I will try to get back to you as often as I can.

Music:


Movies:

Don't feel like naming all of them but there is A LOT. Office Space, Slackers, Kill Bill 1 & 2, Pulp Fiction, X-men, Brave Heart, Gladiator, American History X, Blade, Underworld, Crash, Memento, Pan's Labyrinth, Grandma's Boy, LOTR etc... I have a lot of favorite movies made by Quentin.

Television:

Family Guy, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Bleach, and South Park are a few. Discovery Channel and Animal Planet are a good source of seemingly useless facts about things I may never actually need to know lol. Still, very entertaining.

Books:

I like Stephen Kings work and most fantasy/horror.

Heroes:

If there was someone in charge of Karma. That would be my hero. (Occasionally instantaneous and at most times also hilarious).

My Blog

Wandering.

It seems I have gone and done it again. I have abandoned the company of my shadow to bath in the beautiful light of her. White washed with unreasonable emotions that I have long since suppressed. ...
Posted by Lost for words. on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 01:31:00 PST

Decaying Heart.

Slowly now... ...lingering motion. Split in two, now pierced devotion. I am gone to the world, I sleep in the grave. I feel for your shadow, from where I've been laid. So, like the phantom I trail you...
Posted by Lost for words. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST