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If I believe in any God at all, my God exists in music. I know this because music makes me happy and that's the point of having a God. - Jason Mraz 12/24/07
"No, for heaven's sake, not only does he not miss notes, I think he creates them where they weren't before. And then it sounds like I've been missing them all along." - Fan comment about Jason Mraz
THIS VIDEO says it all. My traveling for music, love, and inspiration is wrapped up in this ONE song that features 5 of the most talented, loving, and generous guys in my life. Great music, amazing people, loving words, smiles all around. This is what life is all about.
So, you want to know me? I'll do my best to give it to you straight. No sugar coating. Ok, so where do I start? Music is what feeds my soul. I'm in love with Jason Mraz's music, but I listen to a ton of other things as well. It all depends on my mood.
I'm a Pisces. I'm emotional, undecisive, creative, flirty, a daydreamer and ..did I say emotional?
I have road rage. Get the hell out of my way. It's the long petal on the right, nice blinker a$$wipe, helloo...are you awake? Come on people...drive a car you can handle..
I love helping others..but sometimes I hate people. I'm extremely giving when I care about a person but if I think you may screw me over in the long run I will most likely back off and not give as much. I was walked all over in high school. It wasn't until college in Colorado that I learned how true friends should be. I no longer let people walk all over me or use me for their needs.
I'm not religious. I used to be, but then I realized I was only trying to find comfort in something that wasn't there. I am my own god. If I want something to happen in my life..I work towards it. I don't ask to be given something I don't deserve. I admire people who have strong spiritual and/or religious beliefs. Just please don't throw them on me.
I love my rabbits. They are the most important thing in my life. Only rabbit owners understand how much love, affection, courage, passion, patience, energy, and wisdom they have to share. Want to know more about rabbits? Ask me. I'm happy to help you learn what amazing creatures they are.
I'm addicted to text messaging. Never give me your number if you aren't expecting a buttload of messages. I hate talking on the phone. If you call, and I don't answer...it's not that I don't like you..it's that I hate talking on the phone. I gotta schedule a time to sit down and REALLY talk to you.
I dabble in nature and wedding photography. It is purely a hobby in which I get immense pleasure out of when looking at my results. Getting paid to do it would just take the fun out of it.
I don't know what I want to do with my life. I'm constantly trying to figure it out. I know what makes me happy outside of work, but I don't know what will keep me satisfied in work itself.
I don't know if I believe in forever when it comes to love. I'd like to say I do, but I watch couples and wonder if I could ever really put up with someone and vice versa. I want love though. I want to be accepted by someone for all my perfections and all my flaws. I want someone to be next to my side for all those great days..all those horrible days...and all the boring mundane days. EDIT 10/23/08 - I have found that man and he is SO amazing that I feel like maybe i'm dreaming. I am so happy and feel so loved and accepted. I don't know how I got so lucky. If you read this, know that you mean the world to me.
Two quotes I heard recently that really struck me were, "I just want to be able to be me and have that be ok" AND "To truely love someone is to know the song that is in their heart and sing it to them when they have forgotten"
I love my family. I have the most understanding awesome parents in the world. I just wish I felt deserving of them. I also have the most beautiful, intelligent, loving, compassionate sister in the world who I also feel completely inadequate around.
My life isn't always rainbows and butterflies, sometimes its diarrhea and avalanches but it's the family, friends, and music I surround myself with that helps me through it all. I don't know what I would do without each and every one of you in my life!
