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Just what I always wanted?

I am here for Friends

My Interests

Music:

Silence. Be quiet already.

Movies:

Stay by my side as my light grows dim /as my blood slows down and my nerves shatter with stabbing pain / as my heart grows weak / and the wheels of my being turn slowly / Stay by my side /as my fragile body is racked by pain /which verges on truth / and manic time / continues scattering dust / and furious life bursts out in flames. Stay by my side / as I fade / so you can point to the end of my struggle /and the twilight of eternal days / at the low, dark edge of life

Books:

I must soon declare my own war on their war I must hold to my last piece of ground I must protect the small space I have made that has allowed me life

Heroes:

Every one of my friends that won't take and won't break.

My Blog

Burning karma

Man, when it rains and all that.For those of you that don't know, that earlier run of blogs with the amazing job shit ended in disappointment and a depressing revelation. I worked for the new company,...
Posted by Just what I always wanted? on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 01:53:00 PST

Blessed oblivion

For those of you that don't know, I am a chronic insomniac. Insomnia is interesting, as it's not classified as a disease like some other intangible oddities (ADHD or impotence for example) which can g...
Posted by Just what I always wanted? on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 10:34:00 PST

Mark Twain

This may be my favorite piece of writing ever, even now I crack up laughing when I read this. It's Mark Twain from Innocents Abroad. One of the best examples of the American sense of humor. I cut and ...
Posted by Just what I always wanted? on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 04:22:00 PST

Henry

Henry, my nephew. March 31, 8lbs 2ozp.s. Note that he already has the hairline, it's not receding, we just come like that!...
Posted by Just what I always wanted? on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 08:56:00 PST

Test test testing

Been working this one through, it feels about 70%:Is it over yet?It's taking forever.Every day rolls relentlessly back around,like the slow second hand swing of a cheap wall clock.hoping and waiting f...
Posted by Just what I always wanted? on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 12:55:00 PST

AND JUST WHEN YOU THOUGHT IT WAS OVER-

He kept right on going.I gave notice today. I used the leverage from all the shit I mentioned in my previous blogs to wrangle myself a MUCH better position from a much more prominent company doing muc...
Posted by Just what I always wanted? on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 11:41:00 PST

For Fred-Baby

One of my scout leaders was my friend PJ's uncle. We called him Uncle Sam, even though his real name was Norman. He lived with PJ's family in the spare room.He was a kid-toucher. Boys mostly.We all kn...
Posted by Just what I always wanted? on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 08:46:00 PST

And now that you've read the good news...

My grandmother has fallen twice in the last 2 weeks. The first time she cracked both her shins and required stitches. They can't give her stitches as her skin is too thin to hold them. So she has to s...
Posted by Just what I always wanted? on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 11:19:00 PST

FOR FUCK'S SAKE IT'S SNOWING AGAIN

Today's predicted 1-3" ending at noon has turned into 8-10" ending at 6pm. We had 6" on the ground by 8:30am. I think the weather service has no fucking clue. Yesterday was 58 degrees and sunny.I hav...
Posted by Just what I always wanted? on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 09:11:00 PST

We are no longer fucking around

Ok, to hell with the MINI-LIFE-1-GALLON-AQUARIUM-OF-DEATH. I have returned that vile instrument of torture to the depths from which it spawned. I think of those brave piscean adventurers the same way ...
Posted by Just what I always wanted? on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 08:16:00 PST