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I hate fucked up families.[throws food at the television set]

About Me

* I'm a very eccentric person and only a couple of people have actually been brave enough to get to know me better.* * I'm obsessed with caffeine. Give it to me NOW.* * Being in the acting business is my dream and I am going to make it happen.* * I can bet you that when you first see me you think I'm someone I'm really not.* * Some people view me as either shy, cold, or random, but I am can be quite compassionate(once you get to know me or if you do).* * I watch about 2-4 movies a week so feel free to ask me about some films.* * I go to an all girls school, and no I would not think it's hot to "get it on with another girl".* * Though movies are a huge part of my life, I never agree with the Academy.* * I love diet soda and really eclectic ones like diet orange soda or diet vanilla cherry dr. pepper.Give Me DIET SODA!* * My mom is my best friend and fuck you if you pity me*

My Interests

acting+ obsessing+ DDR( just got it on 12/25/06 and am already kickin' ass!)+ swimming+reading+ journaling+writing+ dreaming+ watching movies+ listening to music+ film+ my hair out+working out+ caffeine+ improv+yoga+ Queer As Folk+ traveling.
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Which Daria character are you?

Daria
You're Daria, the title character! You're the poster child for sarcasm. Although quite intelligent, you have a hidden vulnerability from feeling so different.

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What house of 1000 corpses character are you?

Baby
This sexy blonde is just like her mother, Mother Firefly. She is cute, funny, and evil. She seems to be "murder buddies" with Otis. Oh and, her favorite movie star isn't Marilyn Monroe.

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I'd like to meet:

The lady in the radiator and a leprechan.

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NEW ABOUT ME SURVEY...BETTER!!
Name? Clara
Hair? sandy blonde
Eyes? greenish hazelish
Height? 5'5"
Hometown? Baltimore
Birthplace? Maryland General Hospital
Sign? aquarius
Left/Right handed? right
Heritage? Hungarian, Italian, you name it
Favorite Season? fall and winter
Favorite Color? depends on my mood
Favorite Cd? Smashing Pumpkins Greatest Hits
Favorite Movie? May
Favorite day of the week? Friday
Favorite number? 666 (haha)
Favorite animals? dogs
What pets do you have? Poodle
Favorite car? Mustang
Favorite Sport? swimming
What did you wear today? layers..
Favorite Food? everything
Do you smoke? I just quit
Do you drink? no
Do you do drugs? no
Do you like your life? it's tolerable
Favorite fast food? Popeye's
What did you eat today? nothing
How many piercings do you have? 6
How many tatoos do you have? none yet
What is your weakness? people being nice to me
What is your greatest fear? getting fat and failing in life
Where would you most like to travel to? Prague
Favorite band/artist? Yeah Yeah Yeahs, The Cranberries and read my list on the left, idiot
Do you like indoors or outdoors better? both
What is your favorite pastime? movies,journaling and books
Favorite holiday? Halloween, babe
Most missed memory? 2003
Biggest Regret? hurting my family
Ever been in love? yes
Someone you love? my Mom
Something you hate? uhh most of today's celebrities, people coughing and anti- abortion protests
Do you think you are attractive? .........
Do you believe in yourself? .........
What do you wish you could change about yourself? um i'm not saying publicly
Favorite junk food? reeses and ice cream
Favorite t.v. show? Queer as Folk
Most important quality in a friend? trust and good listening skills
Most important quality in a boy/girl friend? trust and good listening skills (hey, it's important)
Do you cry when you watch a sad movie? yes, sadly
Do you shower everyday? pretty much
Do you get along with your parents? def
Do you go to school and/or have a job? i go to school, babysit and do plays sometimes outside of school
Are you .. for more than 2 hours a day? uh sometimes
Sox or Yankees? Yankees
Coke or pepsi? Pepsi and why did you only capitalize Coke?
coffee or tea? coffee
Night or day? night
Raine or shine? shine with snow
Sugar or Salt? both
beer or alcohol? i don't drink
cat or dog? dog
make love or fuck? agh go learn to ask better questions
chocolate or vanilla? both
ideal job? acting
favorite ice cream? brownie batter
favorite video game? Sopranos
favorite website? myspace and youtube.com i think
What one thing do you want the most? to be happy
Do you have siblings? no
Do you sing? i can
Do you dance? i can
Ideal Boy or Girl
hair color? black, brown, or blonde
eye color? green or hazel or brown
height? taller than 5'6"
weight? i don't care, as long as he isn't obese
style? whatever he likes
what first attracts you to a person? if we can relate to each other
are looks the most important quality? no
do you like men and women? nooooo, only men
what about if you were drunk? noooooooooo, only men i said!
would you prefer the person to be rich? no
do you want someone older or younger than you? I'm open to all ages! And I mean ALL ages^_^
What personality trait is most important? sense of humor and compassion
Final Questions
What is your screen name? sadporcelaindoll and balloonnosegirl
Do you like meeting new people? pretty much, just not egotisticle ones
What is your best quality? that's for you to judge

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Music:

New Order/Billy Idol/ The Breeders/Superchick/ Billy Joel/The Yeah YEah YEahs/ The Killers/Genesis/Crosby, Stills, Nash, and Young/ Black Sabbath/ Modest Mouse/ Marilyn Manson/Plumb/ Beck/ The Mighty Mighty Bosstones/ Cradle of Filth/ U2(from the 80s album WAR)/John Lennon/ The Cure/David Bowie/ System of a Down/ Blink 182/Smashing Pumpkins/ The Carpenters(Just Karen)/ Darkthrone/ The Psychedelic Furs/ The Cranberries/ Weird Al/The Beatles/The Smiths/ Harry Chapin/ Neil Young/ Keane/Linkin Park/ Bruce Springsteen/ 10,000 Maniacs/James Taylor/ Katy Rose/The Simple Minds/ Radiohead/ Kenna/ The White Stripes/ Tears for Fears/ Coldplay/ Alanis Morissette/ Blondie/ Bethlehem/ Tracey Chapman/Sia/ Elton John/Counting Crows/Soundtracks, especially from House of 1000 Corpses/ Garbage/The Ramones/The Birthday Massacre/ Bob Marley/R.E.M./Depeche Mode/Daft Punk/Dir En Gray/ Rob Zombie/Nelly Furtado/ Tori Amos/ Jane's Addiction/Afi/ Euro-Pop + other foreign music and no country( with the exception of Johnny Cash)/ no Christian Rock like Creed.

Movies:

Requiem for a Dream& May&Mulholland Drive&Pi& Clerks II& Eraserhead& Dancer in the Dark& Little Otik& Midnight Express& Factory Girl& Parents& Addam's Family Values& Martin& Ordinary People& But I'm a Cheerleader&The Exorcist& Election&The Magdalene Sisters& Tesis& Land of the Dead& Day of the Dead& The Terminator& Road Warrior& Blade Runner&American Psycho& Big Girls Don't Cry& Carrie& Sex Lies and Videotape& House of 1000 Corpses&Rosemary's Baby& Come and See&Downfall& UHF& Amadeus& Kung Pow: Enter the Fist& Blue Velvet&Pulp Fiction& Goodfellas& Girl Interrupted& Session 9& Dawn of the Dead (both)& Ghostworld& Buffalo 66'& Shaun of the Dead&Welcome to the Dollhouse & Henry: A Portrait of a Serial Killer&Thirteen&The Believer&Sophie's Choice&Rocky Horror Picture Show& Texas Chainsaw Massacre(original)& Re-Animator& Amelie&Waiting For Guffman&American Beauty& Mommie Dearest&Being John Malkavich& A Clockwork Orange& Hedwig and the Angry Inch& The Shining& Wolf Creek& Hard Candy& Gummo&Julien Donkey-Boy& KIDS& A Patch of Blue&Roger and Me& The U.S. Vs. John Lennon&The Elephant Man&Tarnation& Taxi Driver& Brazil& The Squid and the Whale&Party Monster and much more folks!!!!

Television:

Queer as Folk, Nip/Tuck, Sex and the City, Carnivale, Da Ali G Show, ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS!!, French and Saunders, Monty Python's Flying Circus, Black Adder, Mr. Bean, The Benny Hill Show, America's Next Top Model, How Do I Look?, Whatever is on Food Network, The Tom Green Show, Jamie Kennedy Experiment, Next and whatever else is on on MTV or VH1, The Osbournes(only the first season, mind you),Flavor of Love, Seinfeld, Curb Your Enthusiasm, America's Next Top Model, The Andy Milonakis Show, The Andy Dick Show, The Assistant, Mind of Mencia, Crank Yankers, In Living Color, Mad TV, Old SNL episodes, The Ben Stiller Show, Beat the Geeks, Animal Cops, and Project Runway

Books:

Wasted, Sybil, White Oleander, Disco Bloodbath: A Fabulous But True Story of Murder in Clubland, ANYTHING by Bukowski and Plath, Brave New Girl,The Exorcist, The Scottish Play!,Lolita, Survivor, Choke,The Perks of Being a Wallflower, The Lovely Bones, Looking for Alaska, Kissing Doorknobs, Upstream, Rosemary's Baby, A Tree Grows in Brooklyn,Bright Lights Big City, Harpo Speaks!, Dancing on My Grave,The World According to Garp, Fight Club, Night, Myrtle of Willendorf (ag, spelling), A Child Called "It", Samarai Girl series, Violet+Claire, Wasteland,The Catcher In the Rye, Girl Interrupted, Dancing on the Edge, The Painted Bird, Echo, Amie, Mommie Dearest, What Happened to Lani Garver, The Daughters of the Moon series, Hunger Point, American Psycho, The Bad Seed, The Bell Jar, Just Listen, A Confederacy of Dunces, Party Girl, Magic, Cut, The Passion of Alice, Carrie, She's Come Undone, Sophie's Choice, and Running With Scissors

Heroes:

No one! Haha!

My Blog

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad.

Right now I'm thinking about the song Mad World and how it's so easy to fall into a song. I know that's really corny to say, but that's how I feel. Today I slept most of the day even though I had...
Posted by last star on the left on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 03:10:00 PST

Awareness (taken from Jamie)

Light a Candle For Eating Disorder Awareness National Eating Disorder Awareness Week is February 25th- March 5th 2007! Please join me in lighting one candle tonight. Light a candle to shed light on ...
Posted by last star on the left on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 04:39:00 PST

Survey A.K.A I'm too lazy to write anything

Anorexia [x] you have dry skin. [if only you knew] you're very weak. [XXXXXXXXXX] you hate your body. [to rid myself of sin XX] you starve yourself. [XXXXXhello?] you have low self esteem. [X] you use...
Posted by last star on the left on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 07:53:00 PST

I'm not a slave to a world that doesn't give a shit...

i feel pretty depressed right now about everything, but yet i'm still moving around and doing as much as i can before school starts. since i've been off my ADHD medicine i've been ultra hyper, sensiti...
Posted by last star on the left on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 07:15:00 PST

blank...

Dying Is an art, like everything else. I do it exceptionally well. I do it so it feels like hell. I do it so it feels real. I guess you could say I've a call. It's easy enough to do it in a cell. It...
Posted by last star on the left on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 07:45:00 PST

It's only the last song...

Finish the sentence.. [61] i feel: placid, but paranoid i want: happiness i am making: a future i am wearing: pajamas i am trying to decide: if I want to get better my best friend is: S...
Posted by last star on the left on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 04:08:00 PST

yes..

130 Random QuestionsWhen was the last time you cried?:yesterday Have you ever faked sick?:I don't to get out of school, I do it when I'm feeling apathetic What was the last lie you said?:"I already ha...
Posted by last star on the left on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 07:06:00 PST

Born to Run..

Today wasn't very bad at all. I got an (wouldn't you like to know) on my Macbeth paper and re-took that failed Geometry test from decades ago. English today was really good but surreal because we got ...
Posted by last star on the left on Tue, 23 May 2006 04:59:00 PST

my life without me

lately i've been thinking about how fast the years are flying by. it makes me feel sick. i never seem to focus on what's happening now; i only focus on past and future things. i haven't really felt li...
Posted by last star on the left on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 07:27:00 PST

Vow

I go to see Sharon today and I'm really happy to go pour out what I want to say. My Mom is complaining about my eating because I'm eating less(i'm eating less because I have a cold and can't taste a g...
Posted by last star on the left on Wed, 01 Feb 2006 10:05:00 PST