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[Lolita] Touching you makes me feel alive...

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I'm flesh and blood
but not human...
My name is Heather and I'm probably one of the most interesting people you'll meet.
I like a variety of different things. Things I'm sure most wouldn't like. Then again, if you are cool, maybe you will. Hehe. I am a vegitarian, have been for like...2 years now. I don't agree with other vegitarians trying to force their lifestyle on others but I respect you if you're accepting of it. I run in to too many people who tease me because I don't eat meat. Screw them. I am also usually very VERY ditzy so...just be careful.
I adore meeting new people, especially people who share the same interests as me. I'll like just about any kind of person actually. The only hard part is people approaching me, some see my kindness as a threat while others see my appearance as frightning.
Friends tell me I am too nice, too polite, and too forgiving. While this is all true, I am certainly not naive. Just because I would give the world to you does not make me a pushover.
I am personally a sucker for anything [and in most cases, ANYONE] who I consider to be beautiful. Remember, however that I have my own eye for beautiful. I don't expect you to agree with me. Hell, I'd be shocked if you did.
I love photography and takeing long walks through graveyards. Graveyards are one of the prettiest places I believe to exist. I am really looking for someone who would share that passion with me, of laying beneath the setting sun amongst the gravestones. It paints such a beautiful picture.
When I become an adult I want to become a makeup artist or photographer, I'm not sure which yet though.
I'm an open book when it comes to a lot of things so if there is anything you want to know about me. Just message me and ask away darling, I don't bite...hard.
An Amazing Video:
Quiz Results
Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?
You Are a Classic Beauty!
You have a timeless beauty that looks great in every decade
Instead following trends, you stick to what works
And this means you never skimp on your beauty routine
Upside? Your classic looks tends to attract gentlemen - not boys. What Type of Beauty Are You?
You Are a Light Pink Rose
You represent sweetness and grace.
Your vibe: Kind and gentle
Falling in love with you: is like falling in love with a best friend What Color Rose Are You?
People Envy Your Compassion
You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them. What Do People Envy About You?
Your Linguistic Profile:
50% General American English
35% Yankee
10% Upper Midwestern
0% Dixie
0% Midwestern What Kind of American English Do You Speak?
Your 80s Theme Song Is:
Every Rose Has Its Thorn by Poison What's Your 80s Theme Song?
You Are: 80% Dog, 20% Cat
You and dogs definitely have a lot in common.
You're both goofy, happy, and content with the small things in life.
However, you're definitely not as needy as the average dog. You need your down time occasionally. Are You More Cat or Dog?
You Are a Realist
You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass.
You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is...
But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on.
You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope. Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?
You Are 55% Open
You are a fairly open person, but you also like to maintain your privacy.
You definitely will tell all (okay, almost all) to your closest friends...
But strangers and acquaintances only get a peek into your life. How Open Are You?
You Are Sunset
Even though you still may be young, you already feel like you've accomplished a lot in life.
And you feel free to pave your own path now, and you're not even sure where it will take you.
Maybe you'll pursue higher education in a subject you enjoy - or travel the world for a few years.
Either way, you approach life with a relaxed, open attitude. And that will take you far! What Time Of Day Are You?
Your Love Life Secrets Are
Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.
Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships.
It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off.
In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.
Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go. Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed
The True You
You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.
With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.
You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.
You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out. Who's The True You?
Your Personality Is
Idealist (NF)
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. The Three Question Personality Test
Men See You As Understated
You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman.
You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men.
Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you.
You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well How Do Men See You?
You Are a Sensitive Kisser
For you, kissing is a way to connect
And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy
It may take you a while to kiss someone...
But when you do, it's total fireworks What's Your Kissing Style?
Your Psyche is Violet
You are spiritual, intuitive, and serene.
People trust you to rescue them from bad situations, and you usually come through.
While you are quite enlightened, you find that your path is very lonely.
When you are too violet: you can't connect to ordinary life or ordinary people
When you don't have enough violet: you lack wisdom and can't learn from the past What Color Is Your Psyche?
Your Lust Quotient: 44%
You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it.
Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild! How Much Lust Do You Have?
Your Eyes Should Be Green
Your eyes reflect: Striking attractiveness and danger
What's hidden behind your eyes: A vivid inner world What Color Should Your Eyes Be?
You Are a Newborn Soul
You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance.
On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others.
You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative.
Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you.
Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter.
You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything.
You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships.
Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily.
Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
You Are a Daisy
You see the world with an artist's eye.
Finding beauty is easy for you - even in the dullest of moments.
You notice all of the colors of the world, from fresh grass to sunsets.
You are a total optimist and hedonist. You love to drink life in. What Flower Are You?
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect
Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.
You have the confidence to make the first move.
And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.
Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?
You Are a Ring Finger
You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything.
You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word.
Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world.
You get along well with: The Pinky
Stay away from: The Index Finger What Finger Are You?
You Are From Venus
You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious.
A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host.
You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all.
Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform.
Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it. What Planet Are You From?
Your Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is medium.
You probably have had a couple significant loves.
And you may have even had your heart broken.
But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.
Dominance:
Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered. The Five Variable Love Test
Guys Like That You're Sensitive
And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships! What Do Guys Like About You?
You Are a Purple Flower
A purple flower tends to represent success, grace, and elegance.
At times, you are faithful like a violet.
And other times, you represent luxury, like a wisteria.
And more than you wish, you find yourself heartbroken like a lilac. What Color Flower Are You?

My Interests

Beauty
Art
Warm Vanilla Body Spray
The Gothic Lolita Style
Marilyn Manson
Accents
Uniqueness
Painting
MUSIC
Drawing/Doodling
Anime
Romance
Vampires
Lace
Victorian-styled dresses
Corsets
Lauri Ylonen
Being treated as an equal
Laughing
Roses
The Rain
Storms
Horror Movies
Graveyards
Photography
Spending time with those that I love
J-Rock
Cartoons
Movies
Making myself look weird
The look on people's faces when I tell them I can't swim or ride a bike.
Piercings
Merton from Big Wolf On Campus!!
More to come...

I'd like to meet:

BILLY MARTIN
Someone to love and to love me. =/ ["Love is when that special someone sticks around with you until you realize that you love them back and if you don't they're still there waiting for the day you'll realize that no one else can love you in that way..."]
Marilyn Manson
Richard O'Brien
Patricia Quinn
Mana
Ville Valo
Lauri Ylonen
The City Drive

Music:

Dead Or Alive
Negative
L-60°
Malice In Wonderland
The Jade
Bon Jovi
Rolling Stones
Goo Goo Dolls
Eurythmics
Elvis Presley
Def Leppard
George Michael
Beach Boys
And One
The Beatles
Robert Palmer
Depeche Mode
Duran Duran
Michael Jackson
Prince
Guns N' Roses
Iron Maiden
Madonna
Paula Abdul
AC/DC
Quiet Riot
Journey
vU2
Van Halen
Whitesnake
Cyndi Lauper
Rick Springfield
Soft Cell
Christina Aguilera
Berlin
Judas Priest
Pussycat Dolls
Bonnie Tyler
The Police
The City Drive
Marilyn Manson
Placebo
The Rasmus
Bif Naked
Jack Off Jill
Twisted Sister
Drowning Pool
H.I.M
t.A.T.u
Kill Hannah
Alice In Chains
Nirvana
Alexis Machine
Malice Mizer
Gackt
Ozzy Osborne
Dir En Grey
The Deftones
The Darkness
Disturbed
The Killers
koRn
Slipknot
Culture Club
Wednesday 13
The Murderdolls
The 69 Eyes
Icon & The Black Roses
Evanescence
Muse
Kittie
Breaking Benjamin
Lacuna Coil
Skinny Puppy
KISS
Poison
Ratt
Garbage
Orgy
Crimson Glory
The Cure
Cradle Of Filth
Good Charlotte
Godsmack
Dry Cell
Static X
Motley Crüe
Nine Inch Nails
Rob Zombie
Nightwish
Emilie Autumn
RazorBladeKisses
Big Boy
Dope Stars Inc.
Landon Pigg

Movies:

The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Shock Treatment
The Crow
Edward Scissorhands
The Nightmare Before Christmas
The Corpse Bride
The Queen Of The Damned
Interview With A Vampire
Hedwig & The Angry Inch
Elvira's Haunted Mansion
Party Monster
Van Helsing
Bram Stoker's Dracula
Frankenstien


Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?



Television:

Big Wolf On Campus
X-Men:Evoloution
Fushigi Yugi (Mysterious Play)
Avatar:The Last Airbender
Teen Titans
Sailor Moon
Princess Tutu
Revolutionary Girl Utena
Hurcules: The Legendary Journeys
Xena: Warrior Princess
Beastmaster
Angel
How Do I Look?
What Not To Wear
Charmed
Inuyasha
Wolf's Rain
WWE Wrestling
Queer Eye For The Straight Guy
The Golden Girls
The Addams Family
Naruto
And probably more...o.o; I think...

Books:

Model
Hana-Kimi
Girl Got Game
Fruits Basket
The Vampire Kisses Series
All Of Anne Rice's Novels
Harry Potter
Inuyasha
Wolf's Rain
Hot Gimmick
Fooly Cooly
The Lord Of The Flies
And Others...

My Blog

TAKE THIS FOR ME!

1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Fave Color:4. Are you a virgin?5. Would you fuck me?HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...1. Are we friends?2. Do you have a crush on me?3. Would you kiss me?4. ...with tongue?5. Would ...
Posted by [Lolita] Touching you makes me feel alive... on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 01:05:00 PST

Signs!

  Hey everyone. I am obsessed with signs so make me one please and comment it. Don't worry, I'll return the favor! ^__^ Hugs and kisses,   Heather        ...
Posted by [Lolita] Touching you makes me feel alive... on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 12:50:00 PST

Love Like Winter

Warn your warmth to turn away,Here it's december,Everyday. Press your lips to the sculptures,And surely you'll stay. [distant:] love like winterFor of sugar and ice,I am made. I am madeIt's in the blo...
Posted by [Lolita] Touching you makes me feel alive... on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 01:40:00 PST

|<.1.5.5.

You'll never understand,the meaning in the end,we're standing at the gate,you'll meet the darker fate,your purity and rage,your passion and your hate,you promised more than bliss,with your God and wit...
Posted by [Lolita] Touching you makes me feel alive... on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 09:53:00 PST

My Trait Snapshot:

My Trait Snapshot: messy, irritable, depressed, fragile, worrying, emotionally sensitive, does not like to lead, phobic, weird, suspicious, low self control, paranoid, frequently second guesses self,...
Posted by [Lolita] Touching you makes me feel alive... on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 12:33:00 PST

Take This For Me PLEASE! :3

How old do I look?[ ] Pre-teen 11-12[ ] Early teens 13-15[ ] Mid-teens 16-17[ ] Late teens 18-19[ ] Early twenties 20-23[ ] Mid twenties 24-26[ ] Late twenties 27-29[ ] Early thirties 30-33[ ] Mid thi...
Posted by [Lolita] Touching you makes me feel alive... on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 12:18:00 PST

Oww....pain. D:

Rawr!  I'm sad. My wisdom teeth are coming in and it hurts! *cries*
Posted by [Lolita] Touching you makes me feel alive... on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 11:47:00 PST

God....

My bird died this morning.   I FUCKING HATE THIS!
Posted by [Lolita] Touching you makes me feel alive... on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 02:38:00 PST

THE BEST SONG IS...

VampireSight  By: Alexis Machine   Seriously! It is the best song on the universe! Go listen! NOW!!!...
Posted by [Lolita] Touching you makes me feel alive... on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 02:09:00 PST

Meow. <3

MISSION-GET THROUGH THIS MASSIVE QUIZ TRUTHFULLY.DONT DIE ON THE WAY!1.) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water? I start the water and then get in.2.) Do ...
Posted by [Lolita] Touching you makes me feel alive... on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 11:20:00 PST