control...crave it...
Once upon a time there lived a...& she...
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so much!!!
Kitt.E.Katt's ADDICTION...& again...& again... ...mmm...& again..."dying to survive..." ...IN LOVE...♥i'm yours to keep...if want to...♥♥...but i hear you wanna ditch me...♥
...thru all the heartache she began to think that...
Then one day a good friend Matt wrote this to Katt...sheIt always a difficult situation when something you thought could really be worth investing in is all of sudden ripped from you for perhaps foolish reasons. Everyone hopes to find that thing in someone what makes them the one that will fulfill the emptiness that is inherent within all of us. We search and search and finally someone comes around that could change everything but unfortunately it doesn't work out for whatever reason. The frustration builds and your left wondering "Will this ever end?" It's tough. We are all searching. He couldn't handle who you were. The intricate aspects of your behavior. Better to understand that now. Sometimes having everything in common isn't all that is needed. Sometimes understanding, accepting and forgiveness mean more in the long run...'Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.'
yet she still felt very confused...
he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not, I love him, I love him not, I love him, I love him not...I love me, I love me not, I hate him...I hate him not...he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not, I love him, I love him not, I love him, I love him not...I love me, I love me not, I hate him...I hate him..not... &BEING PASSIONATE ABOUT WHAT I DO.........WHICH ENTAILS...........CREATING, THINKING, IMAGINING, DREAMING, , DRAWING, DESIGNING, EMBELLISHING, CRYING, SMILING, LAUGHING, FAILING, SUCCEEDING, YELLING, STRESSING, ACCOMPLISHING, MAKING, LOVING, DETESTING, SWEATING, BLEEDING, HURTING, NURTURING, LEAVING, PERSISTING, TOLERATING....***THIS IS THE MESS I WORK IN...well this pic is kinda old...the wall is finally painted and drawn on=)... you get the idea...
♥Hyte♥ ♥corset on Kaila reconstructed by Kitt.E.Katt♥
instant......gratification....I would love to have this...looooovveyyy...I have a serious texting...ADDICTION...to...yes...bad for your health...but it's pink!so you may need this...♥♥♥I wish i had....because they never shatter and breakbut then again...i can just use...heh hehthrough all the BS, heartache and jerks...can't help but to believe that...again... ..
