grandma |
my grandmother is in the hospital. she's been in and out for the last several weeks, not eating for days at a time and in enough pain to actually tell someone about it...which for my grandmother is r... Posted by p e t e on Thu, 17 May 2007 02:30:00 PST |
baby you're a rich man |
in the silence i ponder a hundred other realities besides the one i'm in. i do this all the time. for the one reality that i am inside of, there are infinite others i could be in at this moment&othe... Posted by p e t e on Mon, 14 May 2007 01:55:00 PST |
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Two monsters live in the back clouds of my mind on wheels--one reasons with one feeling. On certain days they dance in the sun and the grey, but not as beautifully as you. Posted by p e t e on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 10:22:00 PST |
some people deserve your money. |
i think this won't be a normal one of my blogs...i have two nephews--the beautiful children of my amazing sister. the youngest, benson, is 3, and his older brother, Lukas, is 5.i don't necessarily be... Posted by p e t e on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 07:11:00 PST |
sunk |
pregnant raindrops bloatedsymphonically explodeddirt, acid, ugly dollars and broken cents scatteredrusted anchors pierced in lungslooking at you for breath amongst ideas tired and dream-fragments...r... Posted by p e t e on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 01:34:00 PST |
it's better to burn out... (crying in public pt. 2) |
i don't blog much lately, so i'm over-doing it today to make up.yes, the answer to your question is i did cry last friday when i saw brian wilson. twice. not just because the music was amazing. tha... Posted by p e t e on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 11:28:00 PST |
the best friend request i've ever gotten |
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file&friendid=152425430 Posted by p e t e on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 10:31:00 PST |
do |
the older i get, the world seems stranger and stranger to me. every day, everyone wakes up and gets ready and "does something". something that they very well may not want to do, and almost definitel... Posted by p e t e on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 10:09:00 PST |
thxgvng |
Holidays don't usually do much for me. I know that's probably not surprising to anyone given my usual depressing and pessimistic blogs. Sometimes I read back through these and think that I sound too... Posted by p e t e on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 02:52:00 PST |
being... |
my feelings are always real, but i sometimes think my perspective rarely is...i underplay. underestimate. devalue when i shouldn't. ascribe shame where it's not necessary.i hold a light in my hand,... Posted by p e t e on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 10:43:00 PST |