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lutfiah

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About Me

For i am the first and the last, I am the venerated and the despised, I am the prostitute and the saint, I am the wife and the virgin, I am the mother and the daughter, I am the arms of my mother, I am barren and my children are many, I am the married woman and the spinster, I am the woman who gives birth and she, who never procreated, I am the consolation for the pain of birth, I am the wife and the husband, And it was my man who created me, I am the mother of my father, I am the sister of my husband, And he is my rejected son, Always respect me, For I am the shameful and the magnificent one.Hymn to Isis

My Blog

i'm coming home in june

i'll be home in june we'll spend warm afternoons discussing what to do with the rest of our lives i'll be coming home soon sometimes u need to get away from getting away from it all when u need a brea...
Posted by lutfiah on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 11:46:00 PST

come full circle

so here i am again, my last entry was more than a year ago. my life has taken such strange n unpredictable turns. i'm still battling my demons, still drifting trying to find myself, still trying my da...
Posted by lutfiah on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

all is lost

i face the darkness once more. and as if i was ever foolish enuf to believe that what i've been thru could only make me stronger, i face the weakling that is my own pathetic existance. did i ever thin...
Posted by lutfiah on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

u n me versus the world

have u ever noticed how oppurtunities come in twos? like major life changing ones? and then u have to give one good thing to have a chance at the other? and then u screw it up and u wish u had chosen ...
Posted by lutfiah on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

hopelessness

sometimes u just feel like u don't hv control over nething. when u think dat if ur good, good things will come to be, but dats not the way it works is it? ur mistakes come back to haunt u and ppll mea...
Posted by lutfiah on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

to mirza...

i wrote a good omelet i wrote a good omelet... and ate a hot poem... after loving u buttoned my car... and drove my coat home... in the rain... after loving u i goed on red... and stopped o...
Posted by lutfiah on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my very first journal entry

so, my frens got me to join yet another online community. i hv to say, the irony of it all... how technology is supposedly bringing us closer together. when instead of actually meeting ur frens face t...
Posted by lutfiah on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST