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Jaded

There's a difference in what we long for, what we settle for, and who we're meant for.

About Me

Right now, I am about to move into an apartment on highway 280, Im going to school for civil engineering. I am a very carazy and goofy person, and I love myself for it. Sometimes I feel sorry for myself a little to much and I have to tell myself to stop being a loser and snap out of it. I have some awesome friends, and have had some amazing experiences; my life would not be the same without any of it. "Live life with no regrets" I stand by that and I always will. What doesn't kill you will ultimately make you stronger. I love to go on dates, movies, dinner, or otherwise. It's always fun to get to know someone new. If you want to know more....then just ask!!
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Out on your own
cold and alone again
can this be what you really wanted, baby?
Blame it on me
set your guilt free
nothing can hold you back now
Now that you're gone
I feel like myself again
grieving the things I can't repair and willing....
To let you blame it on me
and set your guilt free
I don't want to hold you back now love
I can't change who I am
not this time, I won't lie to keep you near me
and in this short life,
there's no time to waste on giving up
MY LOVE WASN'T ENOUGH
And you can blame it on me
just set your guilt free, baby
I don't want to hold you back now love
Dominant Personality: UnderstandingGood Traits: You gravitate towards people,
and are a shoulder to lean on. You give advice
at any given time.Bad Traits: You aren't close with any one
person. You immerse yourself in other people's
problems and forget your own.People see you as: Friendly, secretive, and
popular. People envy you, and may try and use
you as a toolYou're most like: Grace. You both have
positive relationships with people. Neither of
you have close friends, but unlike graceful
people, you try to help people out and aren't
as arrogant.You need more: Solitude. You hardly get the
chance to breathe when you take on the world's
problems. You can't take other's
responsibilities or put them before your own.
Be selfish once in a while and discover who you
really are.
What's your dominant trait? (10 unique results)
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Your IQ Is 140
Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius
Your General Knowledge is Genius A Quick and Dirty IQ Test
You Are 26 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act?
You Are the Helper
2 You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.You connect with people who are charming and charismatic. What number are you?
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My Interests

Women, sports, cars, partying, living it up, school, money, movies, going to dinner, my family, friends, anything else, just ask!
Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating
You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility. What's Your Ideal Relationship?
How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You give and take equally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?
JOEY
Jis forJoyous
Ois forOptimistic
Eis forEnlightened
Yis forYummy What Does Your Name Mean?
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?Take the quiz: "What kind of bf/gf are you?((with pix))"

romantic
You are the perfect boyfriend/girlfriend...you know just they way to be in a relationship! Don't change anything and good luck!

I'd like to meet:

I would always love to meet some new friends, I'm always up for that, people with a great personality like mine, 'wink wink', I do, and always will love women! Even ones that break my heart....

You Are Balanced - Realist - Powerful
You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally.
You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go.
Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control.
Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow.

You are a realist when it comes to luck.
You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random.
You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...
But you do your best to try to make your own luck.

When it comes to who's in charge, it's you.
Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler.
You don't care much about what others think.
But they better care what you think! The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test
Your Brain's Pattern
Your brain is always looking for the connections in life.
You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first.
You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker.
You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white. What Pattern Is Your Brain?
Your Personality Profile
You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.

You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming! The World's Shortest Personality TestTake the quiz: "Devil or Angel?"

White Devil

You'd be a white devil, mostly evil, but you do have a consience, and you know when something is serious... You care about some things, but mostly just do what you wanna do.

Music:

I love all kinds of music as long as it is good music...I dont discriminate!Dont have a video for this one yet. : (Take the quiz:
what kind of drug are you? (includes pictures)

xtc.
you are xtc.amazing, wild, sexy and young.

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Movies:

I could not live without comedies. I really just love to laugh, and movies that do that are great! Old School, Bruce Almighty, Anchorman...just to name a few of the classics.
BUTTERFLY EYES
You have Butterfly
Eyes!
Positive Traits: Thoughtful,
Intelligent, Humble, Clever, Open
Minded
Negative Traits: Elitist,
Conceited, Apathetic, Cold, Sarcastic
Your eyes are the windows to your soul. What type of eyes do you have?
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Your Values Profile
Loyalty:
You value loyalty highly.
You're completely devoted to your friends and family.
Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them.
Just make sure they're equally loyal to you!
Honesty:
You value honesty a fair amount.
You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.
If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.
In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity."
Generosity:
You value generosity a fair amount.
You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take.
Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need.
But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"!
Humility:
You value humility a fair amount.
You tend to be an easy going, humble person.
But occasionally your ego takes over.
You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best.
Tolerance:
You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...
You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them. The Five Factor Values Test

Television:

Don't really have much time for tv anymore, but when I do, South Park, grey's anatomy(wonder who got me hooked on that ; ) lots of other stuff, just kind of browse till I find something good

Books:

Pretty much schoolbooks right now, I just don't have much time for reading right now.


You Are a Prophet Soul
You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.
Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.
Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.
No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.

You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.
Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.
A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.
You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Heroes:

My family,my friends, Will ferrel, just to name one or two.
You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. How Boyish or Girlish Are You?
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My Blog

Familiarity...realizations....the epicenter of me

You know what hurts the worst about being without someone is losing that familiarity and having to build that with someone else. It's the hardest thing in the world. I know now why people always go ba...
Posted by Jaded on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 12:55:00 PST

Lacrymosa

This song......speaks the truth! It expresses very well how I feel at this moment in time.Out on your owncold and alone againcan this be what you really wanted, baby?Blame it on meset your guilt freen...
Posted by Jaded on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 02:54:00 PST

How to deal?

I don't know what to do, I feel like my whole world has come crashing down.I judt simply don't know what to do. She was my world, my everything, my lover, my bebe, my best friend, my inspiration to be...
Posted by Jaded on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 12:16:00 PST

Hmmm....

Sometimes you think you have things all figured out, but then you realize that you just don't. I thought I had life figured out, but I don't. Feelings change, circumstances unravel that were unforseen...
Posted by Jaded on Mon, 01 May 2006 09:58:00 PST

Tag......

So....I got tagged; therefore,  I am supposed to write a blog about six "weird" things  or facts about me ...haha, thanks Steph!(You knew I would have some weird things, didn't you?) and the...
Posted by Jaded on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 03:44:00 PST

Treasure the time you have with your family....because you never know

So, about 7 oclock I got a call from my mom telling me that there had been a motorcycle accident in my hometown and she was 1) making sure it wasnt me and 2) letting me know so I could find out if it ...
Posted by Jaded on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 09:11:00 PST

A song...

The pressure is building I want to break awayMotivation is lacking the point starts to fadeI look to the bottom still empty still the sameI'm waiting for something to show me the wayTo the path that I...
Posted by Jaded on Thu, 16 Feb 2006 03:34:00 PST

Weakness is not an attribute that Im going to have

I swear sometimes I think I lead a worthless life....I don't know what the hell is up with me today, I just feel like absolute garbage. Not physically though....emotionally. Im physically and emotiona...
Posted by Jaded on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 06:17:00 PST

A Week Of Dreams

A Week of DreamsAs I lie hereGazing upon youStaring at the oneWho has given me happinessFor so long, But I can't help but wonder....Is this a dream?Is this a dream?I often wonderCause if it isMay I ne...
Posted by Jaded on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 04:10:00 PST

A couple of old songs I heard today....

Let Me Love You(Mario)Baby I just don't get itDo you enjoy being hurt?I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirtYou don't believe his storiesYou know that they're all liesBad as you are,...
Posted by Jaded on Tue, 31 Jan 2006 04:25:00 PST