I'm Alisha, but call me "Aly" I'm just me...on my page I'm not going to try to impress you or anyone but if it happens Awesome! everything i say on here is me I'm not a fake Biotch, i don't do that shit. I'm always a little different each day my past has definitely made an impact on me and my life and who i am today. I'm Tattooed, have a piercing. love coffee, occasionally drink energy drinks, sometimes looking for a new look, my makeup, and hair I've colored my hair 5 different colors. I'm loving me. i get a little detached from earth sometimes, find my way back though. i seem quiet, but I'm open..im different.Things I'm pretty sure you don't know is that my souls been shredded in many ways, i have had some real trust issues in the past, i was pretty naive, and gullible back then, not knowing my place in the world, loosing my parents (separation then divorce at 16yrs) guys abusing me emotionally and physically, after being with me for my first a guy saying so whats up with your sister (Code: your sisters looking good) disappearing without telling me its over, breaking up with me because they thought something and didn't want to understand, being hurt from a girl and not able to trust any girl to be faithful, drinking and smoking, me never feeling good enough, guys showing me how perfect we could be and not showing it would go anywhere.. promises broken, no mother to comfort or rely on, a father to much depressed to not see his problems.. only having my little sister to watch me go through all this... its a miracle. kinda shocking how sain i came out of it all. i know the worst can happen. and all i can do is look forward, make a decisions and hope it's the right one.
Scott, my boyfriend, someday permanent whole of my heart :], is the best thing that's ever happen to me, he takes care of me, he loves me, and is always there, and never makes me feel in harms way, keeps me safe and I'm just so lucky and feel so special to meet a human being, a man, so wonderful makes me feel so warm and special and perfect. I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!i have Faith i have God into my life.
