I Am A Rockstar.
cowards die many times before there death.
no one can hurt you without your consent and im not giving in.
Im Ashley Abdenour. Im 16 years old, and im going somewhere. I have more than alot of people. Im an entertainment promoter who lives in Michigan. I promote everything from hardcore to rap. I started on my own and eventually made the connections. I've worked for several big time bands and promoters. I've worked for HellCity Records and i am currently working for UBLVD. My life is amazing. Im currently looking to start getting more involved with booking shows and maybe managing bands. If your intrested with working with me message me sometime. Im about going somewhere, I wanna see my name in lights and that's where there gonna be cause I will have my way. I've got something going for me and im not gonna let anyone fuck it up.
Keep talking shit, your making me famous.
I set the bar very high, so show me how high you can raise it.
I wanna love like the lyrics to my favorite songs.
After all I was just the girl who inspired a half decent song with a cliche chorus.
You'll never look as half as good as me,
It would take alot more money.
Breaking Hearts Has Never Looked So Cool.
I am the therapist through your speakers.
Kill Them Not Yourself.
I dont back down to no one.
Music means more to me than anything. More than anyone ever will. You could never measure up to my connection with music. You will never no what it feels like for me when I go to a show. My life is music. No one will understand it. And if you did you would be my soul mate cause my love for music is deeper than any ocean. It’s the emotions and feelings and the courage to put it out there for everyone to hear. The courage for the whole world to judge you and you having no say in it but what you put into that song. The words to the lyrics to your favorite song is more than just catchy phrases its someone’s true feelings, there emotions being put out there, its showing the world who you are and what you’ve been through or where your going. Its having the confidence to get on that stage and show everyone your low points and your high points. Every song in the world connects to something in my life that has happened or is going to happen. The joy & sorrow it brings me and the incredible emotions I get from hearing simple words from another’s mouth which takes me over and it makes me who I am. The passion from another’s voice the word’s coming out of there mouth it means something, its their being, them showing themselves, and us judging them. It takes an incredible person to do that. You have to be strong and passionate. To feel all the glory you have to imagine yourself as that person, take their words and make them your own. Take those emotions and be your self it’s the way to find your true self. Show the world who you are and the way I do that is through music. There is no better way. A musician puts it all on the line for us, we could have the gratitude to let their words have an effect on us.
All I ever do is wish things were different. The envy is destroying me and it is obvious. A year ago my life changed I became who I wanted to be and since then i've been making improvements on that person and new instalments on who that person is. In the mist of it all I changed who that person was because I became that person and I realised this wasn't who I want to be anymore. I've grown out of what I wanted. I noticed I could get to where I wanted and be content. But that's not what I want, I like change. Basically I grew up. I also realised all I ever wanted was tons of friends well I achieved that goal and I hated it. I know alot of people but only a few I need. You have to be an amazing person for me to actually trust you. Most people lie to my face so I choose wisely on who I let. Life goes by to fast to waste it on other people than yourself. Keep talking shit, you're making me famous. I have traveled far too many times to comprehend the sensation of stability. Nevertheless, that doesn't mean I don't know where I'm going. I enjoy dreaming. I also enjoy pursuing my dreams. And I have come too far to stop now. So you'll be seeing me at the top one day, I can assure you. Perfection is perfect hell. Ashley Abdenour I am the mess you made. I have anxiety. My dreams include touring the world. Im 16. My life is the music industry. needs concerts. Trust me I dont care what you think. Talking shit is jelousy. Chances are I wont trust you. I depend on myself, other's just let me down. Im a vegetarian. I live a soap opera. Im a music promoter in Detroit, Michigan. I will probably argue with you about music in one conversation or another. I care too much. It takes me a long time to move on. I've got dignity. I've forgave too much in my life, I got to stop doing that. I've been around the block and back a few too many times, lived through alot, learned alot, dont fuck with me. I am honest. I am driven. I am going somewhere. I am someone. Remember my name. I will do anything to have it all. I've learned don't give a fuck about people. They're out to get you and in one action or another they'll hurt you. Trust no one lies are common. Cocky. Gorgeous. Loves Literature. Music is my passion. Im gonna make my dreams come true. Aims for your heart. Genuine. Exhilarating. Sing you something you won't forget. Hates stereotypes. Pushes Boundaries. Loves Life. Confident. Charismatic. Believes theres always something more to accomplish. Too young to be content and to have everything figured out. Hates cowards and liars. Loves films. Feels like I owe people. There is a time to give, a time to share. For me, it's right here, right now. Third Eye Blind. Loves to know I can control you. I've got secrets, and im not going to tell you them. Tries to hide feelings but isint very good at it. I have enough probelm's with my life I dont need to start shit with you. My opinon on love changes everyday one minute it is fuck love, fuck trust, they dont exist. Chances are no one will ever have my heart. I cant love. The next it is im madly In love with love. I cant make up my mind because no one has ever given me what I needed and i've never seen love overcome all obstacles because it cant. I am selfish. I know what I deserve and I wont settle for less. I love The boys who hate to love because they are just like me. I've lived, loved, cried, died, hated, lied. Been through the regrets and I learned alot. Honestly im sick of this world's bullshit so if your gonna bullshit me leave me the fuck alone. I see through people. I'll read right through you. I've met alot of people and I know alot more than you probably will ever about life. I've gone through more than you can imagine and I have one sanity and thats music and if you ever tried to take that from me you will be digging your own grave.
I have one outlet in life and that's the therapists through my speakers.
My Life
Music.
Concerts.
Promotions.
Internship.
Record Label.
Meeting bands.
Art.
Designing Clothes.
Following Dreams.
Make-up.
Hair.
New Releases.
Bands.
Vegetarian.
Growing up.
Rockstars.
Boys.
Idols.
Family.
Friends.
Modeling.
Writting.
Obsessions.
Addictions.
Sound like fun?
It is.
p.s.please be patient with me I get alot of messages and comments a day, I will check you out and I will answer you back just give me time. I am a very busy girl.
I am your mystery.
I set your trends.
I do your hair
I make your clothes
and
I know your bands
I'm going to be famous. mark my words.
screenname:Ashley Violence
LJ:ximnotlikethemx
I am what Society Hates.
Ashley Abdenour=music. honest. driven. confident. enjoys tea. loyal. virgin. constantly missunderstood. vegetarian. tutu's. opinionated yet open minded. independent. stronger every day. digs rockstars. i care too much. i hope you take a piece of me with you.
I will do anything to have it all.
My life goal is to change the scene. Its supposed to be about the music not what your wearing, what the band looks like, or who your going with. MUSIC people not all the other bullshit. Its my mission. Music is about emotions and its not transparent like your personalty.
Dont message me how hot I am or how you want to fuck me, I allready know that im pretty gorgeous, but if your hot maybe i'll give you a chance.=]
I am what society hates.
I go through more in a month then you go through in a year.
Im the flower they place on your casket.
Music is my life.
I am 16 years young.
I am a sophmore at RHS.
I keep Arizona Tea by the gallon.
Fridge stocked with Vitamin Water.
I move alot.
Im cocky.
I call everyone Hun&Love.so get over it.
Mommy's little monster.
I could give a flying fuck what you think of me.
At the end of the day the only one that's there is yourself.
I meet the bands you dream of in your sleep.
Im a music promoter. Local&Famous.
My life is concerts.
Im a groupie.dealwithit.
I have alot of friends and a few I would die without.
My family is everything.
I love myself.
I have two myspace's.
Sucker For Famous Faces.
Mark My Fucking Words, Im Going To Be Famous.
Someday you will ache like I ache.
Were Bringing Trashy Back. yup .
Let Me Show You How To Live.
Dont hate me cause im friends with the bands you dream of in your sleep hate me cause you dont take the opportunties that are given in life.
You all can live my life.
You just need to grab life by the song.
Lyrics are all you need to survive.
Trust me there my life savior.
This is not conceited I just believe in myself.
You should too.
We are soceity's enemy.
We are the only one's who can face our fear's.
Headstrong, we prove that we will make them proud to call us their children.
No matter how much you wanna argue, your hair style, the clothes you wear, and the bands you've liked have changed within the past 7 years. All of that is just part of life. Have a good time. Quit trying to belong.
Don't worry about people accepting you,
cuz you have to accept yourself first.
In reality that's really all we are all trying for- to be content."
-tony lovato
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