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joshua

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About Me

photos of hong kong
photos of hainan, china.
i will not add you unless you email me first... or i know you in real life
(or unless you're a really kick-ass band) btw, my lat name is

Matrisciana


how goes it? aloha. i don't think you completely understand where i come from. i've been around a bit. so to speak. i haven't been to south america. or iceland. or greenland for that matter. i hear there are pirana. and polar bears, respectively. i was born in england, and i want to go back to australia. but for now i am in beautiful southern california. oh wait, i just moved to even more beautiful hawaii and i still can hardly complain about anything. in fact, i can't. really really super cant.
everyone tries to figure out things. all the time. especially girls, who should stop that shit. don't try to figure anything out. unless it's what you believe in. then what you need to do is address the music, and open up a little bit. that's what i like to do. take it for what it is. i have an idea of what is right and wrong and try my hardest to do accordingly. im not interested in sex right now. i've got bigger fish to fry and better things to do with my time than continually chase the little pink flowers around like an idiot with nothing better to do.i love photography, film and everything in between. like art. and music. i also love drinking alcohol. but thats one of the many things i dont do anymore. i've been sober now for over a year... it's one accomplishment that im immensely proud of. i think the first thing i must confess is i am a bit of a computer nut. although most people have no idea. and right now i don't actually own a computer. im also a bit of a video junkie. but again, most people dont know it. guns. buzzwords like pd-150 and fedora always perk my interest (the drink or the hat).
i also want to live in a hemp house, write a hemp cookbook with hemp ink, wear hemp clothes dyed with hemp dye, and have a doctor recommend hemp medicine. i think i belong on an island where people dont speak english, where food is found, and clothes are made. where all i need to wear are sandals, if that, all year round. where no one needs a car because walking is the best way and music is the cynosure of communication. hawaii is the closest thing to that right now and funnily enough i dont smoke anymore. dont ask me to be your myspace friend unless ive met you before, or if youve at least sent me an email to tell me your name. you little myspace sluts you.
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My Interests

im interested in everything and everyone. for at least 5 minutes. life interests me right now. mostly the things you cant see or hear, but the ones that can see and hear you. the whole concept of living and how some people choose to do it, and some dont somewhat blows my mind and freaks me out at the same time.most, well some, girls are really boring. if your boring, dont talk to me. understand. i like people who believe in things. the more unique, the better. write it down. what the heck you believe in. atheist is a copout in my book. some people believe aliens from other planets populated earth. big red flag. you know who you are.
my biggest goal is to feast on every kind of food constantly for, oh i don't know, a thousand years. if i could just eat all the time forever.... i would be complete. to live in my own little world. o wait, i already do. but where other people live in my little world too. i invite some people in, but a worlds a hard thing to share when it's been yours for so long. plus most people aren't be able to handle it. pussies. it's intense, let me tell you.
i want to learn. all the time. i need people to fuel this unsatiable desire for culture and clarity. so if you have anything to say, dont pass up the opportunity to speak it out. to me. i'll listen to any topic, as long as it does not involve tv, celebrities, reality or award shows. i hate that shit. pass on a meme.

I'd like to meet:

i'd kinda just like to meet a girl who doesn't party.

Music:

Molly Zenobia, Adam Freeland, Amy Winehouse, Hotel Costes, thievery corporation, 10 ft Ganja Plant, iZ, The Jade Gourd, Röyksopp, Ben Othman, stephane pompougnac, Dave Mathews, Sublime, Maroon 5, Cursive, The Used, The Cure, The Beatles, Perfect Circle, Tool, Velvet Underground, Radiohead, Bob Marley, Atmosphere, Mars Volta, At The Drive In, Thrice, Weezer, Mars + Mystre, Strokes, Bjork, Elton John, Rx Bandits, Sigur Ros, Sting, Police, thursday, jet, Reel Big Fish, Chili Peppers, Prince, Poe, Nora Jones, Bright Eyes, goo goo dolls, Linkin Park, Matchbox 20, Inubus, Coldplay, Groove Armada, Jurassic 5, The Killers, Michael Jackson, Modest Mouse, Pearl Jam, madonna, manu chao long beach dub allstars, foo fighters, eminem, the doors, bush, sean paul, supreme beings of leisure, White Stripes, eve6, Pepper, the beatles, panic! at the disco.

Movies:

trainspotting. donniedarko. fightclub. boondocksaints. thebiglebowski. darkcity. thegodfather. pulpfiction. memento. clockworkorange. indianajones. usualsuspects. amelie. americanbeauty. killbill. reseviordogs.runronnierun thedaytheearthstoodstill. toystory. harvey. 12monkeys. mulhollanddrive. beingjohnmalkovich. theterminator. imeanthegovernator. snatch. lockstockand2smokingbarrels. adaptation. theothers. breakfastattiffanys. layercake. sealab2021. iceharvest.thankyouforsmoking.itsallgonepetetong. vforvendetta. crank.

Television:

i never watch television. ever. okay, when im at friends houses i do occasionally. but tv rots your brain. honestly! its brainwashing! there is a transformation in the mindset of the entire nations tv-watching population! the government is trying to break down your ability for individual thought and reasoning, they want your soul. in fact its not the government. its satan. he lives in the television. he eats your soul in an individually wrapped tv dinner....... okay. im done now.

Books:

books? what the hell are they? i read alot of poetry. i can only read very short books because i dont have the attention-span to read a long ones. i read books that are stuffed full with information. or pictures of beautiful silicon-pumped naked women. well. not really.
actually i think pornography is demeaning and vile. i keep telling myself that. madonna think otherwise.

Heroes:

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My Blog

Love Love Revolution

I've realized that this world really doesn't have anything for me.And I've noticed that the more i disconnect myself from the material, the more vivid the experience of living becomes.The past couple ...
Posted by joshua on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 11:28:00 PST

in reminiscence

Time can change perspective. Given enough time, any perspective can ultimately change.Who we are is determined by our core principals, the values that we do not allow to change.For me, these are simpl...
Posted by joshua on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 12:49:00 PST

baliagain

Considering that the first time I arrived in Bali was not as you might say, under the most comfortable circumstances, this time has been quite the opposite.Our group of 120 people (from all over the w...
Posted by joshua on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 03:09:00 PST

light through the water

From time to time I enjoy to look at things that i often take for granted, just stare at them an inhale thier beauty, hoping that some of the intricacies and tiny miracles that usually pass me by will...
Posted by joshua on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 03:08:00 PST

Poetic Pillar

This week has been timely marked as one of the most hopeful. It's been a time where I've felt the rewards were beyond my achievements, yet this only furthers my self-perpetuated vindication of skeleto...
Posted by joshua on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 03:27:00 PST

and there was strange....

Persuade me, therefore I am. Alone until the next moment, swiftly fading. My reunion with death has reached it's year mark, a Father's day not to be forgotten. Scarred upon my memory and permanently a...
Posted by joshua on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 11:48:00 PST

Sri Lanka (on my way)

Sri Lanka is a little country off the south tip of India.It was devastated in 2004 when the entire country was flooded by a tsunami. There are still repercussions from that day. Currently there is a c...
Posted by joshua on Thu, 03 May 2007 02:09:00 PST

NATIVE AMERICAN CODE OF ETHICS

1. Rise with the sun to pray. Pray alone. Pray often. The Great Spirit will listen, if you only speak.2. Be tolerant of those who are lost on their path. Ignorance, conceit, anger, jealousy and greed ...
Posted by joshua on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 02:39:00 PST

An essay by Einstein

"How strange is the lot of us mortals! Each of us is here for a brief sojourn; for what purpose he knows not, though he sometimes thinks he senses it. But without deeper reflection one knows from dail...
Posted by joshua on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 01:31:00 PST

one more leg (and then an arm)

part one of the journey is about to conclude... on to the next part: London!I've been with fam now the past ten days ish, and it's been mixed. Heaps of time to reflect on ... just things, things i'd d...
Posted by joshua on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 05:34:00 PST