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From Your Girlfriend ♥
i always knew you as ren's brother or the drum major but never did i think back then that i would fall in love with you. i remember when we first started talking, it was just kinda outta nowhere but we had such an enjoyable first conversation...but then again it was on aim. all the unnecessary "LOL" makes all instant messages look happy. =P everyday we'd talk and we became such good friends in a short amount of time. on May 27, 2006, you picked me up after i worked swapmeet and we ate at taco bell so you can have your first caramel apple empanada. whoever thought that was going to be the beginning of something wonderful? =) i still remember my first impressions of you when we first went out alone. i thought you were cute but you seemed shy, quiet and serious. lol i was pretty amused when i saw you laugh at the little boy's crack at taco bell because i think that really was the first time i had seen you laugh. i'll be honest, i was really nervous being with you alone for the first time, but just sitting with you in the booth, i found comfort in you so quickly. it probably explains why you became my best friend so fast. the next weekend, June 2, 2006 was the noble regiment banquet. i had already developed a crush on you and so seeing you all dressed up gave me butterflies in my stomach 0=)
i remember we danced together and i wanted to yell at the DJ to just play a slow song so i could slow dance with you. that whole evening, i was actually hoping a slow song would play so i could've had an excuse to kiss you on the cheek XP after banquet, you took me home and we cuddled in your car for a bit and outside my house, you gave me a long hug. i knew i was really starting to like you. lol when i got in my house that night, i couldnt stop smiling. you were such a sweetheart. the weekend after banquet, June 10, 2006, you and i went to 6 flags. i had a whole day alone with you. we both liked each other but we were pretty much embarassed to say anything. it was so cute how we would have our flirty moments =P "can i hold you, im cold" lol. do you remember the fireworks? something about that moment was just so wow. i dont know if i ever told you, but i was imagining myself kissing you during that moment =P its just so cute that you had the same thought but u never told me til later on. June 24, 2006, you and i went to go watch The Lakehouse. by that time, it was SO obvious we both really liked each other, but yet neither one of us would admit it. i think later that night gave it away...when we had our first kiss
June 30, 2006
would've happened. yup - OUR day
you're cute, you're sweet, you love God, you hardly ever get mad, we still have never fought up to this day and best of all, you showed me what true love is. i loved how back when i used to go to nogales, i couldnt wait for school to end because i'd walk to your house and spend time with you. i miss living down the street from you. the biggest test of our relationship was when i moved to corona in october. that was so painful letting go but worst of all, i was scared that i was going to lose you. i had my tearful nights but the complete opposite happened. we grew even closer than ever. each waking morning, our love for each other exponentially grew 0=) we're so much closer now than we were in october and i couldn't thank God enough for all He has done for us. i still miss seeing you every day but you're in my mind and my heart every single day and i think that's good enough. i've never met a man that could make me smile the way you do. i've never met a man that could make me laugh the way you do even if im really, really sick in bed. i've never met a man that truly isn't afraid to be himself around me like you. i've never met a man...that gives his all, to show how much he loves me, the way you do. Jason Pico, i thank God for having you in my life,
i love you ♥