tetris the board game...making sweet love to elves...having sex on people's mom's cars...games of strip Magic the gathering... and worrying about dragons ...
non creepy people... the amish... luddites... hooderites... count stabula... people I already know...the rolling bears... banksy... fafi... lil' Scrappy... people with sweet sweet cable... someone to play d&d with... more of a crew for my final fantasy game (I can't kill skeletons and zombies alone)... anyone enthusiastic about anything...prolly Estelle Getty...people to bite... some more bruises... Alan Turing...creepy dudes... prime numbers... girls that don't piss me off... busby berkley... boys who can lift me up... book recommendations... cryptographers... twiddly boxes... braids down to my waist... a working car stereo... Emil Beaulieu... complete idiots... a new job...gold spray paint...a unicorn... new shoes...Cicciolina... various dictionaries...ganache rosettes...new brakes... shiny things... a bus pass... eight medium guitar picks between my bottom left canine and bottom left lateral incisor...language lessons...30+ year olds...some vans slip ons... some constructive motivation... some clothes I don't hate...more time... a pegacorn... pudding... inappropriate conversations with exes...a new phone... a burrito... the front wall of my house pushed forward several feet and converted into a nice windowed nook thing...my room clean... fluent Italian... good TV... blood oranges...someone to play house with...chandeliers... evil shenanigans... people who actually call me back... bleh... a state of hopelessness... sleep... someone to marry me so I can be a housewife... a record player... a vacation... me not awake for 18+ hrs straight... a sandwich... working droids... no homework... me not utterly nervous... the boys with the cars that go boom... some boards with good visible wood grain... Linnea... more toys... about tree fitty... me not spending my money on toys, sushi, candy and dictionaries instead of a record player... vocabulary squirrels... a better job... limited edition candy... an octopus... your fingers crossed for me... and yet more toys... new computer... some DMT... bleh... me starting my paintings... my damned twiddly box... no more school... Suzette Golden... storage boxes... an art show... me getting off my ass and doing something... less flakey/neglectful friends... antlers...people who return phone calls...japanese fashion mags... scars... a boat from adam... a clean room...CPR nitrous hits... drunk people that don't publicly demean me... the fourth volume of the Seven Soldiers ... not sad... people I like that aren't so fucked up... a change of pace... Nick Feather in this town... someone who's got my back ... a vacation... books on Winsor McCay... holding hands and waking up in "your" arms... Vans (36 dollars at the skateboard shop)... what?...someone without a ridiculous existential crisis... my lonely teardrop...decent internet connection... $240 worth of Pudding- worth of pudding... scare quotes...men who don't find having desire to be hard... shiny latex legs ...an army of twelve year old girls...an effing record player...some sort of sugar parent...more storage space...some one to cook for me... a projector so Estelle Getty will be life size...gas money...vampire fronts...cake in my mouth...felt chandelier...new car...internet connection...bad crystal habit...sweet new shoes...the neighbs...millenium falcon-the earring...gold and green...me rearranging my room...my room rearranging the way I want...my couch not water logged...clean room...boyf-mehbe...Chrissie D'esopo (again)...more sweet necklaces...baroque/roccoco... a new brush... cute plastic chinatown crap...50 toys hanging off my phone...Fam-mart...power drill...cable...booger dog...prime numbers...me drunker perhaps...tea...20 gallons of water...alex& chloe jewelry... non secular gifts... crazy big rings... fluent spanish...more space...a new job...my hands not so dry...my room clean (again)...candy...me and you huffing paint in your garage...shorty tigers yo...new debit card...jewelry, and lots of it... fifteen cuckoo clocks...rosetta stones for italian and japanese and spanish...boys that don't think you want to date them the moment you show interest in them...stuff...you not sucking as much as you do(you know who you are)...shiny...a march bus pass...me with less sniffles...you with my cold, you fucking fool...2nd season of Venture bros...DETHKLOK...pillsx3...some sort of goal...cute shoes I can walk around in...a less "extraordinary" job...a tattoo I want...someone who doesn't make me feel so goddamn old...someone who doesn't make me feel so goddamned awkward...colors in arithmatic...Eric Cartman...another injury?...you, spraypaint,some booze,and me...you loving me(back)... some goals...me not so full of food...horchata...a boston terrier...pine trees on my calves...stuff...japanese fashion mags...boys...my toys on a display shelf... a non sugar diet... no more cake job...magazines put away... some ambition...
the rolling bears
yeah sure
sure
The OED
The comatose, and the undead...