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desiree

entre los labios y la voz, algo se va muriendo. algo con alas de pájaro, algo de angustia y d

About Me



RANDOM & NOT-SO-JUICY TIDBITS:
    i now own several dresses. someday i will take new pictures. i prefer olive oil tasting to wine tasting. i found home once and i will find it again. i easily get lost in the details. i still sleep with my baby blanket. my memory is awful. i am a web developer with no website. i can squeeze the positive out of any situation. my sisters are my best friends. i've checked myspace 3 times this year... don't count on it

My Interests

I SMILE FOR: my baby sisters, the beach, girlies, music, ubuntu, cookouts and pitchins, diedrich's coffee, monkeys, skulls, toys and childhood things, tattoos, dia de los muertos, art, good poems, charcoal on my hands, stars, soy ice cream, new tasty vegan foods, slurpees, mountain dew pitch black, code that works on the first try

TOPICS OF DISCUSSION: linux, anthropology, international relations, foreign policy, religion, civil rights, politics, technology, labor, nonhuman primates, web development

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Music:

MUSIC (THE SHORT LIST): thursday, senses fail, ani difranco, the cure, cursive, evanescence, emiliana torrini, depeche mode, bright eyes, johnny cash, chevelle, coheed and cambria, blonde redhead, damien rice, postal service, psychadelic furs, a perfect circle, new order, sigur ros, get up kids, bullet for my valentine, mazzy star, portishead, tori amos, morissey, the smiths, dresden dolls, dropkick murphys, metric...

INFLUENTIAL AUTHORS: pablo neruda, daniel quinn, octavio paz, mario vargas llosa, isabel allende, inga muscio, betty smith, howard zinn, charles bukowski, john robbins

Movies:

SOCIAL TIME: road trips, cuddling, watching movies, coffee, shows, going places with my baby sister, exploring, cookouts, pitchins, movie nights

PERSONAL TIME: sitting at the beach, charcoal drawing, playing with linux distros, reading, writing, web development

Television:

MOVING PICTURES: serial experiments lain, breakfast at tiffany's, ghost in the shell, firefly and serenity, fifth element, dummy, instinct, the hours, finding neverland, meet joe black, garden state, pretty in pink, amelie, the godfather, gia, the wicker man (1973, uncensored version), the dancer upstairs, frida, hedwig and the angry inch, fight club, pirates of the caribbean, the corpse bride, high fidelity, the boondock saints, hackers...

Heroes:

RSS MONKEY: mother jones, the progressive, human rights watch, slashdot, linux.com, linux security, linux today, linux journal, tux magazine, a list apart, bbc news, ny times...

My Blog

hour 26

disconnected can't stop moving and shaking can't sleep or can't stay awake, carrying around dead weight on the back of my legs and inside my spine wishing i could scrape it off and out, and i can fe...
Posted by desiree on Wed, 12 Oct 2005 08:24:00 PST

invalid

don't let me forget to tell you i'm sorry and i tried to save the world but  my 9 oclock ran over i canceled the 2 and three o clock came too soon and i never had a moment to find the solution ...
Posted by desiree on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

oh god...

i want...
Posted by desiree on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my sheets at that time were...

cornflower blue, and so very soft we could sink here into my memories... this is how i remember you giggling naked happy, always cornflower blue. ...
Posted by desiree on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

indy kids...

i miss you so damn much. but at least i am missing you from somewhere warm...
Posted by desiree on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

more time, please?

i can't catch up or keep up. i'm meeting cool new people and i don't have time to hang out. several issues are ticking down to an explosion and i don't have time to take care of the problems. and ...
Posted by desiree on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

more dramatic in writing than real life... maybe the real point is just that i miss the beach

i squeezed a little harder, thinking i could choke you off in this anger, but found nothing remained. what had i been holding on to all this time? and how long had my hands been empty? i thought we ha...
Posted by desiree on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

update on the new tattoo idea

my new tattoo is started. it's what would remain of fairy wings after they were ripped from my back, leaving open wounds and bone and shredded pieces of wing. i like it, so if you're thinking that's r...
Posted by desiree on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

new tattoo idea...

at some point while i was in new york, i was staring at this girl's back cause she had one of those backless tanktops that makes a girl look like she is a half second from naked. anyways... even thou...
Posted by desiree on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

history of us and sinking in the present

i'm sinking slowly into a pit that oozes a slimy, sticky version of self-pity, thinking i'm alone and disjointed from all the clean dreams of what i want. alone in the way that hits you when you're so...
Posted by desiree on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST