hmmm..... my life is very hectic ... all the time .. i long for the serene beaches .. (or flathead lake ) i thouroughly enjoy any moment of silence that comes my way , yet i enjoy nothing more than the voices of my children singing ( particularly kaylas rendition of the song in the beginning of 'the wedding singer' 'you spin me right round,baby right round like a record baby....' honesty and loyalty are very big ticket items for me, i dont like to sugar coat things for people and i hate it when people beat around the bush or avoid telling me what they want to say , especially if they think they are doing it to "save my feelings" just say what ya wanna fucking say if i dont like it , i dont like it. it is , what it is, ya know? i dont like to hold grudges ( yet their are 1 or 2 betrayals in my past that i am still working on letting go of..)but if i have a disagreement with someone i can usually forget and move on with in moments....i like to think that i am good at accepting people for who they are but i do sometimes have stereo typical feelings towards people, but i always feel bad about it afterwards....yep so thats that for now.....
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oh yeah and i still believe in true love, the kind that sparks a fire in your heart makes you feel like your the only 2 people in the world....and you speak your own language without ever saying anything, i believe its the little things that count , like my first love, asking a baber shop quartet to sing to me as they walked by... or sitting on a bridge together blowing bubbles into the river ... sharing the simple pleasures of life with someone who appreciates them as much as you do.....i know its out there , i just gotts find it , ya know ( haha donna joke "ya know")
