FalLâ‚¬nAnGâ‚¬L ~SanZo~ Keshia, Charlotte and Vala

About Me

When I RP "anything" with people I like to use non-god-modded characters. If your godded and I RP with you, consider yourself deleted.

If you want to touch a broken soul hold my hand, if you want to hear a sad story you will never know listen to my words, if you want to destroy my world tell me you love me, if you want to end all the pain pull the trigger.

I am the person you don't like, I am the person you make fun of, I am the person in the corner of the room, I am the person that cries at the smallest things, I am the weak one in life, I am turely loving.

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I use Yahoo! for my rp account, so I know when a comment of message is recieved. My replies are quick.
Abandoned life with long forgotten memories, the sorrow and anguish of a lonly soul, my face was but a mirror, it only showed what you wanted to see, you wanted your happiness, I had given that too you, you wanted your selfworth, I gave you mine for your friendship, the time we spent together has been a farce, the fake friendship and smiles, you only saw yourself, I knew this time would come, my suffering and heartache have ended, I knew you were a fake friend, but I thought you could see thru your shallow shell, I wanted you to see the real me, I wanted to be remembered, I wanted to be loved, I wanted an existence with meaning, I hated being a mirror, I hated being used, my life has been nothing but misery, but that all means nothing now, I have become my own mirror, this red passionate mirror that was inside me, why am I such a joke, I see my own reflection, the pain in my wrists dwindles, my vision has become cloudy and blurred, how all the fakeness has become real. &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp

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Family

Her childish playful demeanor and cute smile with big green eyes on a freckled face, Her long dark red hair flowed down her back as she stood there wearing her dress, She wore black shoes polished bri...
Posted by FalL¬nAnG¬L ~SanZo~ Keshia, Charlotte and Valance on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 12:51:00 PST

Innocence of youth stolen

I don't know what I did wrong and why am I here taking this beating, She took another hard drag of her cigarette as she pointed me to the bed, She stood in place watching me tear up and shake me head ...
Posted by FalL¬nAnG¬L ~SanZo~ Keshia, Charlotte and Valance on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 12:51:00 PST

The forgotten tear

I watch this stool below me lying on the floor as I slowly sway from side to side, It hit the floor with such a force when I kicked it out from under my bare feet, Everything is flashing before my eye...
Posted by FalL¬nAnG¬L ~SanZo~ Keshia, Charlotte and Valance on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 12:51:00 PST

Dream world

I lie here in my medicated haze of blurred vision and pain not felt, My body remains numb to the outside worlds' torture and torment, I lay here relaxed lost in my visions of my tainted desires and fo...
Posted by FalL¬nAnG¬L ~SanZo~ Keshia, Charlotte and Valance on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 12:51:00 PST

Destruction of my reality ~ twisted

I watch this person from afar looking but never touching, They never know I am here and they see right through me, My imperfect and tormented life has no place in his, I dislike the person I watch fr...
Posted by FalL¬nAnG¬L ~SanZo~ Keshia, Charlotte and Valance on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 12:51:00 PST

nothingness

I feel so empty inside and so hurt, this pain isn't real its only my imagnitaion, my stomach feels like it is in knots, I can't eat anything I don't want too, my hands shake as I think about how it en...
Posted by FalL¬nAnG¬L ~SanZo~ Keshia, Charlotte and Valance on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 12:51:00 PST

feeling

Why does it hurt so bad, my stomach is twisted in knots, all she said were four little words, I feel so alone, so distant and unreachable, I want to hide in a corner and cry, my hands a...
Posted by FalL¬nAnG¬L ~SanZo~ Keshia, Charlotte and Valance on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 12:51:00 PST

hated

I hate the person in front of me, I hate that smug smile, I want to just rip your jaw off and pull your teeth out, those blue eyes stare at my, you are not beter than me, I want to stick a knife in yo...
Posted by FalL¬nAnG¬L ~SanZo~ Keshia, Charlotte and Valance on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 12:51:00 PST

cold steel

Anger is all I feel, I hate myself for being so mad at everything, holding this cold steel in my right hand I run my left againt it, click click click it comes to a stop, why does happiness alway...
Posted by FalL¬nAnG¬L ~SanZo~ Keshia, Charlotte and Valance on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 12:51:00 PST

"emo" poem

The despair and loneliness, standing over her cold body I looked in my soul, all I could see was my painful mourning, the tears never came out, I touched her face only to feel the empty shell that was...
Posted by FalL¬nAnG¬L ~SanZo~ Keshia, Charlotte and Valance on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 12:51:00 PST