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Secrets Keep

In with the tide and out to the stars...

About Me

Don't go back to sleep.
Watch the door,
watch me.
Too much mascara
runs when you sleep.

I'm not afraid of standing still
I'm just afraid of being bored
I'm not afraid of speaking my mind
I'm just afraid of being ignored
I'm not afraid of feeling
and I'm not afraid of trying
I'm just afraid of losing
and I am afraid of dying
I'm not afraid of being sick
I'm more afraid of being well
I'm not afraid, put the gun in my hand
I'm just afraid it'll hurt like (hurt like) hell
I'm not afraid of screaming
and I'm not afraid of crying
I'm just afraid of forgetting
and I am afraid of dying
I'm not afraid of looking ugly
I couldn't care what they say
I'm not afraid of happy endings
I'm just afraid my life won't work that way
I'm not afraid of forgiveness
I absolve you, everything
I'm not afraid of lying
but I am afraid of dying
Without you, yes I do, and I hope that you do, too
Without you, all I do is sit and think about you
What color are you?
BLUES are motivated by INTIMACY, seek opportunities to genuinely connect with others, and need to be appreciated. They do everything with quality and are devoted and loyal friends and employers/employees. Whatever or whomever they commit to are their sole (and soul) focus. They love to serve and will give freely of themselves in order to nurture others lives.BLUES, however, do need to be understood. They have distinct preferences and occasionally the somewhat controlling (but always fair) personality of a confident leader. Their code of ethics is remarkably strong and they expect others to live honest, committed lives as well. They enjoy sharing meaningful moments in conversation as well as remembering special life events (i.e., birthdays and anniversaries). BLUES are dependable, thoughtful, nurturing, and can also be self-righteous, a bit worry-prone, and emotionally intense. They are like sainted pit-bulls who never let go of something once they are committed. When you deal with a BLUE, be sincere, make an effort to truly understand them, and truly appreciate them.
Take this quiz
I'll tell you something
I am a wolf but
I like to wear sheeps' clothing
I am a bonfire
I am a vampire
I'm waiting for my moment
But my words like silent raindrops fell,
And echoed in the wells of silence.

My Interests

Ocean tides, twilight, ivy, randomness, innocence, thunderstorms, mental illnesses, never driving through Texas again, tattoos, Salem witch trials, maraschino cherries, serpents, symmetry, moonlight, Greek mythology, singing in the car, red hair, graveyard statues, caffeine, A Killer in Me, the darkest hour before dawn, deep lyrics, Ireland, scary carnival music, dragons, the color blue, fairy rings, samurai, open diary, Fix Me Now, glitter, stars, honeysuckle, driving aimlessly, coyotes, demons, reflections in eyes, profoundness, sharks, sunset, heat lightning, Roger's ashes, prisms, midnight, memory, black and white photos, mascara, Haiti, fire, acoustic guitars, willow trees, True Love Waits, Lilith and other mythological demons, amaryllidaceae, streetlamp light, destructiveness, the Cherokee, cigarettes, hurricanes, wild horses, stilettos, jukeboxes, graffiti, Spanish moss, stairways, crescent moons, lucky bamboo, temptation, spiders, Human Behavior, constellations, getting lost, Malibu and pineapple, web md, Chestatee river, sugar highs, prisoners of the white lines on the freeway, dive bars, procrastination, 75 degree weather, seriousness, etceteras...

I'd like to meet:


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Lilitu
How to make a secretskeep
Ingredients:
5 parts anger
1 part humour
1 part empathy
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of wisdom
Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Music:


Angry girl rock: Alanis Morrisette, Ani Difranco, Angelfish, Belly, Bjork, the Breeders, Fiona Apple, Garbage, Heather Nova, Hole, the Indigo Girls, the Innocence Mission, Jack Off Jill, Kidney Thieves, Letters to Cleo, Liz Phair, Sheryl Crow, Snake River Conspiracy, the Sneaker Pimps, the Sundays, Tanya Donnelly, Throwing Muses, Tori Amos, Tracy Bonham, etc.

70s & 80s: Aerosmith, B-52s, Blue Oyster Cult, Bob Dylan, Bob Marley, the Cars, Cat Stevens, the Cure, David Bowie, Dire Straits, the Eagles, Elton John, Elvis Costello, Emmylou Harris, Fleetwood Mac, Heart, Led Zeppelin, Joni Mitchell, Paul McCartney, Paul Williams, the Police, the Pretenders, Rod Stewart, the Rolling Stones, Santana, the Smiths, Soul Asylum, Stevie Nicks, the Talking Heads, Van Morrison, the Violent Femmes, etc.

Motown, soul and blues: the Band, Chaka Khan, the Commodores, Sam Cooke, Tyrone Davis, Earth, Wind and Fire, Emotions, the Gap Band, George Clinton and Parliament, Etta James, KC and the Sunshine Band, Kool and the Gang, Curtis Mayfield, Keb Mo, the Ohio Players, Otis Redding, the Shirelles, the Staple Singers, the Temptations, Bill Withers, etc.

Current, regular, indie and misc: 311, A Perfect Circle, Aesop Rock, Atmosphere, Badly Drawn Boy, Barenaked Ladies, Ben Harper, Beck, Ben Fold's Five, Better than Ezra, the Black Crowes, Bubba Sparxxx, Butch Walker, Cee-Lo, Chris Isaak, the Cranberries, Damien Rice, Dashboard Confessionals, Dave Matthews Band, Dido, Dilated Peoples, Dixie Chicks, Dose One, Edwyn Collins, Erykah Badu, Esthero, Eve 6, Eyedea, Foo Fighters, G Love and Special Sauce, Gin Blossoms, Green Day, Hot Hot Heat, Imani Coppola, Incubus, Jack Johnson, Jedi Mind Tricks, Jimmy Eat World, Johnny Cash, Lennon, Lisa Loeb, Live, Lovage, Luscious Jackson, Mark Knopfler, Marvelous 3, Mindless Self Indulgence, Nelly Furtado, Neutral Milk Hotel, No Doubt, Oasis, Outkast, Patsy Cline, Pete Yorn, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Sage Francis, Sheryl Crow, Smashing Pumpkins, Sublime, Tenacious D, Tonic, Tool, UB-40, the Velvet Underground, Weezer, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Youngbloodz, Ziggy Marley, etc.

Movies:

In no particular order: the Labyrinth, True Romance, Natural Born Killers, Ghost in the Shell, Vertigo, the Nightmare Before Christmas, the Phantom of the Opera, the Phantom of the Paradise, Hero, Legend, Freeway, Thinner, Donnie Darko, the Secretary, Nightmare on Elm St (and the rest of the series) Vanilla Sky, the L-Shaped Room, the Princess Bride, Monsters, Inc., Ice Age, the Good Girl, Hellraiser, Requiem for a Dream, Rosemary's Baby, Dawn of the Dead (1978), Misery, Rope, Kids, Pulp Fiction, the Usual Suspects, What's Eating Gilbert Grape, Stand By Me, Benny and Joon, Se7en, American History X, Crash, Fargo, Sling Blade, Broken Flowers, Solaris, the Goonies, An American Werewolf in London, Fight Club, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Taxi Driver, Harold and Maude, Lolita, etc.

Television:

InuYasha, Samurai Champloo, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, the Venture Brothers, Harvey Birdman, the Oblongs, Friends, Will and Grace, Laguna Beach (did I really just admit that?), Roseanne, CNN, the Weather Channel.

Books:

The Witching Hour, Lasher, Taltos, The Vampire Chronicles, Violin, Belinda, Galilee, the Great and Secret Show, Everville, Imajica, the complete Works of Edgar Allen Poe, Gerald's Game, IT, Thinner, Even Cowgirls Get the Blues, Skinny Legs and All, Still Life with Woodpecker, the Bell Jar, Dracula, Femme Fatale, Harry Potter 1-6, Cat's Cradle, Slaughterhouse 5, Look Homeward Angel, Where the Red Fern Grows, Twilight Eyes, Dark Rivers of the Heart, the Funhouse, the Call of Cthulhu and Other Weird Stories, the Historian, Lolita, Less than Zero, American Psycho, the Rules of Attraction, Fight Club, Choke, Naked Lunch, On the Road, Them, Blonde: A Novel, Bellefleur, Foxfire: Confessions of a Girl Gang, One Hundred Years of Solitude, Prozac Nation, The Bell Jar, White Oleander, The Pact, Girl Interrupted, The Virgin Suicides, etc.

Heroes:

Lilith, Anne Rice, Clive Barker, Tim Burton, Herb Ritts, Francis Ford Coppola, Sylvia Plath, Shirley Manson, Robert Frost, Ansel Adams, Tori Amos, Bernie Taupin, Hayao Miyazaki, Jack Nicholson, Quintin Tarantino, Oliver Stone, Stanley Kubrick, Stephen King, Sydney Chadwyke, Cat Carmichael, Phil Secrest, Porter Griffith, my parents.

My Blog

Exploring

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Posted by Secrets Keep on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 05:49:00 PST

Are you pickin' up what I'm puttin' down?

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Posted by Secrets Keep on Mon, 14 May 2007 11:40:00 PST

Each day [and I'm wondering why]

And I'm the heart that craves, and the brain that annihilates dreams with thoughts of responsibility. My heart is by the river in summer, waiting for the leaves to fall through the honeysuckle-thick b...
Posted by Secrets Keep on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 01:11:00 PST

Grey

The sky is greythe sand is greyand the ocean is greyand I feel right at home,in this stunning monochrome,alone in my wayI smoke and I drinkand every time I blinkI have a tiny dream,but as bad as I amI...
Posted by Secrets Keep on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 03:03:00 PST

Gravitron

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Posted by Secrets Keep on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 10:41:00 PST

listlessly

I can tell you from experience,it wasn't what you hoped it was.Wake, wake, you're dreamingeyes heavy with sleep's promise.The serpent's sleeping,girl, run.I can tell you from experience,it's never wha...
Posted by Secrets Keep on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 12:54:00 PST

forever my muse

Silence seemingly slowly sews seams,to keep the secrets locked in closetslocked with twelve fucking deadbolts.And I remember what you told meabout regretsAnd I remember your smile,hiding teeth that le...
Posted by Secrets Keep on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 11:26:00 PST

10/22/01

Words like kisses spilling from my open lips. Tastes like honey glitter wounds used as sweetener. Used to be sweeter. Sweeter but now just bitter. Sometimes bitter. Sometimes sweet. Sweet like sunlig...
Posted by Secrets Keep on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 11:25:00 PST

Send me dead flowers every morning

The Halloween wreath I made. It'll be better when it gets some spider web and spiders....
Posted by Secrets Keep on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 08:27:00 PST

Today

Train tracks down the ground, horizonwinter's on it's icy wayseems so clean, for such a deathly stateand I stare down the tracks, 'til they meld with the ground.Let go, he said,and I've been unablemem...
Posted by Secrets Keep on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 01:26:00 PST