MAESTRO aka: THE.white.WONDER.

From nothing to something, from nowhere to somewhere, yet everywhere is somewhat the same as the place before. Searching for originallity in a sea of redundancy. My whole life I've being looking for an answer, only to find that there is no answer to be found. Life is about the moment, there is no answer if there is no question? Why are we here? What is the purpose of our lives? ...Fuck it, no-one knows the answer to life or the reason for our existence. And anyone who says they know the answer is in denial. For the purpose of living is to learn, and to claim to know the answer would restrict one's ability to further their knowledge of the human experience. The understanding of our emotions and thoughts is something you can only understand through experience. Fear and Love, the only two emotions that distinguish us from the rest of the life in the world. And the only way to live life is to experience these emotions to there fullest potential through human interaction. That's where I get confused. I can't get away from this overwhelming feeling of inadequacy that controls our society. Almost as if every original idea I've ever had, really had not been original at all. What makes the way I think different from the thought processes of my peers and predicessors. "Everywhere I go, I hear the same old song". The same types of people, the same type of groups, the same trends, and the same situations nothing ever changes. People and their experiences in life, trials and tribulations we all must surpass on our way to paradise, without these experiences we would know nothing of paradise. For those who's lives are driven by fear rather than love, continuously hiding. These experinces inhibit t one's ability to look at life in a positive light based upon the knowledge of the omnipresent dark of this world in which we live. They will never be able to be truely enlightened, for they live in a confined world of self suffering. A recluse imprisioned by one's own painful memories of past experiences. These people stuggle through life dwelling on these experiences, stereotyping future or present situations based upon them. They trap themselves into the same routines and surround themseves with the same people. If everyday is going to be the same for the rest of your life then what are you living for? I live for the opportunity to enjoy the company of good people and the beauty of the world that we take for granted. I live for the chance to experience life. You always have a choice, there is always a way to survive through the night for tommarow will bring another day along with another chance to make wiser choices. Light creates shadow, wherever light is present the dark is lurking waiting for its chance to cloak everything in despair and confusion. Light brings hope and clarity, but hope and clarity are only momentary, for all good things come to pass. Faith is the light that guides us through the dark, faith is the hope for better days. And faith doesn't necessarily mean one's faith in God. In a sense, I believe we are all our own Gods, therefore we must have faith in ourselves when faced with the questions of morality and rightousness of one's actions. I personally believe in God, I believe in karma, I believe in myself and what I know is right. That's how I was raised. I understand there are two sides to every story, darwin's law, for every action is a reaction, for every positve there is a negative. For every good experince in the conscious and unconscious world there is something just as bad effecting the world in a recipricative manner. Negative thinking manifests into negative situations, and the same goes for positive thinking. That's why I understand why religous people pray so much. Prayers are nothing more than concentrated periods of positve thinking. We are all effected by the world in which we live, some simply choose to ignore the evil of man-kind by submiting to the system in which they are controled and taken advatage of for the rest of their pointless lives. Settling, complacent with their purpose in the world of being a functioning member of society. The rest of us who recognize the reality of the situation and understand that we are born with nothing and it is up to us to come together and make the change that will inspire the revolution that will lead to further equality among man-kind. To not try to better our situation would be a tragic waste of potential. It only takes one match to start a fire... THUG-LIFE ...ONE LOVE to all the withered roses....