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†HOTRAWR

BE YOURSELF WHO ELSE IF BETTER QUALIFIED

About Me

My name is ♥ [M][A][R][I][S][S][A] ♥ I am a full-time college student that looks forward to learning daily. I am born and raised in San Diego CA. I love my family and friends. I thrive to new hott spots and meeting new friends! Lately I have been dreaming away into the reality for the goals in my life! change is on my side baby!I like being independent, hanging at beach and getting wild with the waves, dipping into a hottt spa with a mexican burrito, playing sports, partyn at the beach with my crazy friends, bbqing with the grillmasta & the boys, getting dolled up with my girlfriends, here comes trouble, skating pb, surfing law st, being challenged, abstract drawing, drinking red bulls all night long because we all know that they give you wings, sail boat racing with my pops, *wearing high heels and skate shoes on the same day, running to the beach, bikini shopping, eating tasty food like sushi, connecting with people of all shapes and sizes, doing the un-predictable so I wont be bored ;o) long road trips, dancing, working-out, watching discovery, family guy, or tbs, laughing without stopping, being optimistic, personality always counts the most in my heart. But be warned if you think kindness is weakness you'll get burned...Last but not least trying my best to keep my heart open to help out others in need through Gods love for them. I try to be a good Christian but sometimes I really mess up. I believe even when I fail. I guess self-discovery can go hand in hand with that one. Last year I traveled to Poland and Chiapas, Mexico to tell others about His love for them. This created my heart to look deeper at the world around me and step inside the broken. He speaks words of Mercy, Love, and Faith. "And be kind to one another, tender hearted, forgiving each other, just as God in Christ also has forgiven you."

My Interests

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It's only henna ;o)!

I'd like to meet:

♥ You never know who your next friend will be! Its either they like you, or they don't! :o) Thats how I can keep an open heart with meeting people. If you’re a complete mess or if you’re not the cool type I won’t just go with the flow with what other people say about you. Only dead fish go with the flow! See the BEST in people or else you will see the worst! I would rather you judge yourself, then to judge others! I would rather listen to what you have to say, than to what others say about you. If we never mess up or make mistakes in life than how boring would life be? Heck, we wouldn't even be who we are today! Life is about adventures..ahh yes, the Good the Bad and the Ugly! I strongly believe in this quote: "NEVER LOOK DOWN ON SOMEONE UNLESS YOUR HELPING THEM BACK UP" I know that my actions will always speak louder than my words. Therefore I must remember my words, than speak of my actions. By doing so I can grow and change for the better. All of us have the choice to make the right decision or the wrong decision. We decide different daily. Take it all into acceptance for who you have become and who you are becoming today. I like living on the edge of a cliff so be prepared for me to take a leap into the ocean! If you have not seen why living on the edge is fun, then you will never see the different views of the deep blue sea! Ps. "Easily, A man can have a thousand women, but it takes a real man to love a woman in a thousand ways" ♥ Marissa ♥ (A*I*M) LJHOTRAWRimg src="http://www.modmyprofile.com/worlds/262546.bmp" alt="You are now marked on my profile visitor map!"

Music:


Your Dominant Thinking Style: Exploring
You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name.
You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs.

An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles.
You show people how to question their models of the world. What's Your Thinking Style?
Men See You As Choosy
Men notice you light years before you notice them
You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky
You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter
It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait How Do Men See You?
You Are a Coy Flirt!
You're not so much a flirt as the type of girl who draws flirts in
While you look like you're just relaxing, secretly you've got your game on
A little look here, a little wink there... you give men the encouragement they crave
And in return, they flirt up a storm with you - while you just sit and smile What Kind of Flirt Are You?*You can travel the world But you can't run away From the person you are in your heart You can be who you want to be Make us believe in you Keep all your light in the dark If you're searchin for truth You must look in the mirror And make sense of what you can see Just be Just beThey say learning to love yourself Is the first step That you take when you want to be real Flying on planes to exotic locations Won't teach you How you really feel Face up to the fact That you are who you are Nothing can change that belief Just be Just be'cause now I know It's not so far To where I go The hardest part Is inside me I need To just be Just beJust be Just be Just beI was lost And I'm still lost But I feel so much better'cause now I know It's not so far To were I go The hardest part Is inside me I need To just be* "Just be" -DJ Tiesto I ALSO LISTEN TO DJ QUICKSILVER COLDPLAY BRIT JESS PAUL OKENFOLD STING 311 AFI DOUBLECLUTCH SAMMY QBERT ATB FELIZ DOUBLECLUTCH I REALLY LUV EVERYKIND OF MUSIC. JUST TRY ME.

Movies:

Dr Maurice Rawlings - NDE - To Hell and Back


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Hey Friends, This video hosted by Dr. Maurice Rawlings, a noted cardiologist, investigates life after death and his experiences with patients that actually saw 'the other side!'*"GiveMeREALDontGiveMeFake"* Group URL: http://groups.myspace.com/givemerealdontgivemefake.

Books:

A FEW QUOTES I AND OTHERS HAVE WRITTEN: This is one of my fav quotes my friend Tina once said to a couple of cops @ a party "You can't come in here my father is a lawyer, you need a WARRANTY!!" ;o)! "I believe that my mistakes can meet many, but my testimony can change many." "If you show me reality, I'll show you how to dream" "DANCE as if no one's watching, SING as if no one's listening, and LOVE like you've never been hurt" -Anon "Courage doesn't always rawr. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow." "Perfection not at it's best" "Beauty can only look so much" ”Without Sight, what will you seek from within your Heart?" "Every woman must prepare herself to earn her own money, in her own purse." -K.O. "The best way for a person to have happy thoughts is to count his blessings, not his cash" -Anon. "Believing in yourself, is more then seeing yourself." "The whole meaning of Prayer is that we may know God- OSWALD CHAMBERS " Create in me a clean heart. O God" -PSALM 51:10 "Poor and content is rich and rich enough" - WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE "Friendship is like money, easier made then kept." -SAMUEL BUTLER "Oh, Lord let me not live to be useless!" -BISHOP JOHN de STRATFORD "I am not a big fan of the saying "Birds of a feather flock together" because then you would judge me by who I tend to flock with and visa versa. Whoever made up that saying must have been a total bird lover." -†HOTRAWR™

Heroes:

THE HOMELESS NOT THE HOPELESS

My Blog

FOR NICHOLAS AND OTHERS THAT NEED HOPE IN THERE LIVES.

Here's a little something I wrote for a friend of mine, and for anyone else who reads this and is hopefully touched~As a dog wags its tail.  As a cat silently sleeps.  As a bird sings in the...
Posted by HOTRAWR" on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 01:09:00 PST

WHACK! A GOOD CLEAN JOKE!

Normally i dont read lonnnng jokes because i like jokes that GET TO THE POINT. butttt this is really cute! -marsxoxA 6-year-old and a 4-year-old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what?" says th...
Posted by HOTRAWR" on Thu, 31 May 2007 07:52:00 PST

I HAVE A DREAM, THAT WHEN YOU FIRST MEET SOMEONE.....

 I HAVE A DREAM...THAT WHEN YOU FIRST MEET SOMEONE YOU CHOOSE TO SEE THE BEST IN THEM! IF YOU DONT SEE THE BEST IN THEM, YOU WILL SEE THE WORST IN THEM!How can you really get to know someone when...
Posted by HOTRAWR" on Tue, 22 May 2007 06:39:00 PST

Add your own Quotes

"A man can have a thousand women, but it takes a real man to love a woman in a thousand ways""Until philosophers are kings,, or the kings and princes of the world have the spirit and power of philosop...
Posted by HOTRAWR" on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

To Marry A Blind Man

  ..> To Marry a Blind Man ..... I think i'm convinced that i want to marry a blind man. So that way he always feels, listens, and speaks to my heart. We will talk and listen to eachother al...
Posted by HOTRAWR" on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 01:33:00 PST