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RACHEL WHAT?!?!
: zimms0x
: /alizim
i'm ali and DAMN it feels good to just be alive.
don't think if you read this little paragraph you suddenly know me. you will never know who i am, only a hand full of people do. I live for good times. I don't need anyone's help, anyone's sympathy, or anyone's opinion. I like to go by my own rules, i stand on my own two feet. I follow my own heart & MY own decisions, & no one can get in the way of that. I tend to isolate myself from a lot of people around me, just because almost every single person in this world is in some way fake, & i honestly do not need those kind of people in my life. As sad as it is, no one can even keep a promise; no one can be trusted. But yeah, i know people are gonna read this and just assume im a bitch, or i don't know what the hell im talking about, but im just a brutally honest person, and im afraid of being betrayed, used, and let down. Not special or anything.. im far from perfect. i've taken time to finally realize that life IS full of disappointments, and realized who my true friends are, and who's out there to let me down. But it helped me alot in the end. It's better to face the cold hard reality instead of dreaming of what you can& cant have.
-*Welllll now the other stuff that people like to read. I love late afternoons! and i love sleeping, eating and watching movies aha:D
I curse, i trip, i have an annoying laugh, i have conversations with people when their not listening, i love not being 'perfect'.

My familys fuckin insane sometimes but i love them. My friends mean everthing to me. im loyal and determined. i love meeting people so don't be afraid to holllaa. i'm mostly nice to anyone and everyone, i won't reject you in person so dont be afraid to talk to me. i swear i don't come off as a bitch :] yet sometimes i can be. It's not that hard to get close to me, friendship-wise. But it's very harder to gain my trust. & if anyone disappoints me, lies, stabs my back or turns on me.. i guarentee you'll never be on my good side. 
if you have read all of this, then talk to me :).