Em[ily].™

I'd like to meet:

I want to meet a boy that who would play video games with me, who listens to my long rants and pointless stories, who won't mind my obsession with hello kitty, who would shout at the top of his lungs and say that he is the luckiest guy to be with me, who can talk about anything and everything and never run out of things to say, who isn't shy to hold my hand in public, who knows I act crazy sometimes and would not care, who has stupid moments with me and would laugh with me later about them, who would tell me I am beatiful, not hott, but most of all a boy who would tell me he loves me not only because I want to hear it, but because he means it. [ I am putting off having a boyfriend, I am not in need to meet him. ]
Crush this person!

Music:

Death Metal Screamo Hardcore

Anything On Blake's Ipod.

Movies:

The Notebook Jumper 1408 30 Days of NightFamous Bands and People I have Met. Stephen Baldwin Scary Kids Scaring Kids.

Television:

::GAMING GOAL:: To be able to go out there at MLG, and represent what GIRL gaming is all about.Jacob- My Angel in disguse; he saves me by reminding me everyday that hes worth living for.Sometimes I catch myself sitting by the phone waiting for you to call because hearing your voice makes me feel less alone. Both by (c)EmilyB S.F.A.M - Sister From Anotha Mister. A special bond My best Friend, Laura and I share. I will love her no matter what.

Books:

Goals *Go To Indiana This Summer For Three Weeks. *Kiss Jacob In the Pouring Rain. *Graduate. *Go To College, Averett University. *Become A Perfessional Photographer or Artist. *Marry The Love Of My Life.[Jacob] *Collect As Much Hair Assessories As Possible. *Go To MLG.

Heroes:

My meaning of a hero: A hero to me is someone that has changed my life or has influenced and inspired me in many ways. A hero is someone I can look up to as well as trust. Someone that I can depend on and know they will never betray me.Jacob If it was not for this boy I would have never knew what true love was and he changed my whole life and perspective on what true love is. I would not be where I am today as well if it was not for him. Even though he pisses me off half the time, I still care for him alot and even though we been through so much he will always be in my life. He is my best friend, what can I say? :] He is a whole lot of things I can not explain. I am still madly inlove with this boy and he is still inlove with me...so I would give anything to be with him again... I will never treat any guy the way I treated him. :] [ Mannn, I can not wait to see you.]Matt Matthew...to tell you the truth I can practically write a fucking chapter book about him. He knows how to make my heart smile and he knows the right things to say to make me laugh. Whenever, I am in a horrible mood hes usually right there trying to cheer me up and the thing is he does. I love the moments we have together and I always cannot wait to make more with him. :]He is fucking cool as hell.imSuck/Bryan He is my far away buddy. Bryan keeps me happy and sane and also stays up with my late at night and talks to me on the phone. He is such a charming guy and has a great way with words...in terms of, he gives great advice. He helps keep my mind away from the things that make me depressed and I do the same for him. I can not wait to meet him! Hopefully soon. Bry, I also love your face!Bradley Hmmm, Hmmmm, Hmmmm, This boy is pretty much wayyyyy more cooler than you. He wants the reputation of an asshole, but really his is a sweetheart. Bradley knows how to keep me smiling all day long and I love how he keeps me company and makes me feel great about myself. He isss a kid, but he's attractive as well as fasinating. :]Ulrich Ulrich...Ulrich...Ulrich...Hm. Let's just sayyyy. You are fucking rad as hell. [: He is such a goob it's halrious and his actings skills are fantastic. I love his crazy gestures and even though you messed up my xbox channel it's cool because I forgive you because I love you and you can scream better than I can. I cannot wait to see you in another play and you are amazing to hang out with. Ahem, also you have shiny, pretty hair and a nice face.Laura Can I say, sister from anudda mista? I know our friendship had been a little rocky, but I am very glad that we are fixing back to the way it was before. I honestly could not loose you at all and I would cry terribly if I ever did. You are gorgeous both inside and out and do not every let anyone tell you diffrent. Laura, you are my best friend off the bat...no matter what. I will always love you.Hannah Haha, I love the little conversations we have on the vocational bus after 6th period. Usually it varies from penises to just how our day was and I love it! I can tell Hannah everything and the great thing about it is that she understands perfectly well because she has gone through the same shit I have. I love how she listens whenever I need her and her goofy personality. Sometimes she reminds me of myself and I need that kind of best friend around.Haley Hehehehe, dude, I adore this chick so much. She has to be the awesome freshman everrr. This girl right here is a wonderful friend! She sticks up for her friends, talks to them, and knows how to keep them laughing. Heck, she does those things to me. She makes french I so much more enjoyable. She is so fucking pretty too, man. I envy her. Haley, we need to fucking hang, gurl!Shawnzee Even though he lives in Las Vegas now, he still has a great impact on me. I enjoy the talks on the phone and on myspace with him. Sometimes, I just want to kidnap him and make him come back. He is such a sweetheart and he so tiny, which makes him look cute.:] Also, thanks for making me smile everytime I talk to you and thanks for the future teaching of inlining.Beth This girl is my twin. We have so much in common that we pretty much declared that we are. She is fucking magnificent and she means so much to me. We are tied at the hip. If you fuck with her then you have to mess with me! My Halo Hero Nathan This niggy right here is my hero two ways on Halo and in reality. Fuck it! He is so dayum cool that he is bigger than a hero in my book, he is a legend. He is badass at Halo and even though he says he is not he is, Nathan is just being modest. He is a sweetheart as well and is purtyy handsome. Hehe. I like staring at him too even though he is cutting off his gorgeous hair and Niggahhhssss I have his pink floyd beanie. :]Blake Smith Extravigant is what defines this guy. He always keeps me entertained and happy at school and on the vocational bus. I love his spontaneous outbursts of silly songs as well as his educational talks about computers. To tell you the truth, he teaches me new things every day. Blake is a swell guy and knows how to makes people feel good about themselves...well atleast he makes me feel positive about myself...and I also apperciate him taking me to prom. That really made my life so much better.Cahleigh Haha, where to begin with. Hmmm. Well, this girl is stunning for one. :] She is such a great person and she knows how to make me smile and make me feel better when I am down. We have tons of fun together from being in Biology class to having a great time at the mall. I love this girl to death...so if you mess with her I will fuck yo ass up.Skippy Matt Even though it did not quiet work out, this boy is still pretty awesome. He is really fun to be around and he is very hilarious. Matt made me feel alive again and thank you so much for that. He makes were noises so watch out.