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Melyssa

Feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion

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I am a proud Wiccan, my faith is stronger every day, my beliefs deepen each moment. I enjoy singing, playing bass gutiar, writting lyrics, short stories and I spend most of my time creating my personal Book of Shadows. (Wiccans know exactly what that is) Music takes up the rest of my love that Wicca faithfuly leaves empty. My top musicical and vocal insperations are as follows: Tool (Maynard's voice is out of this world) A Perfect Circle (cause Maynard is a God) Killswitch Engage (musical wonders, Adam D is a genius) From Autumn To Ashes (lyric masters) Rage Against the Machine (I just love thier rifts)
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Melyssa
Birthday: December 29, 1985
Birthplace: Mississauga Ont
Current Location: Brampton
Eye Color: Blue/Grey/Hazel
Hair Color: Red
Height: 5'5
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Newfie, Scottish and Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black height boosters
Your Weakness:
Your Fears: Loss of loved ones, drowning and big spiders
Your Perfect Pizza: Brcolli, extra cheese, green peppers and oinions
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get back into school
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: How much time do I have left to sleep?
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes
Your Bedtime: when ever the valume kicks in
Your Most Missed Memory: spending time with my mother everyday
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi of course
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither really, thier both so un healthy but mcdonalds would be the better one
Single or Group Dates: sure i like to date groups of singles
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: VANILLA!!!!
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: yup yup
Do you Swear: fuck yeah
Do you Sing: not as much as I should, but I love to
Do you Shower Daily: when I can, sometimes every two days
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: definately
Do you want to get Married: yes i do
Do you belive in yourself: once and a while
Do you get Motion Sickness: depends on how i'm moving
Do you think you are Attractive: you bet i do.... that was cocky, but sometimes I do think that... sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: I wouldn't say that, but I like to be healthy
Do you get along with your Parents: my mother yes, as for my father, I've convinced myself that I don't have one
Do you like Thunderstorms: oh I love them!!
Do you play an Instrument: I play the bass and I want to learn the drums
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: just last night!
In the past month have you Smoked: smoked what?
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope... been clean for alomost 2 years
In the past month have you gone on a Date: well my bf took me to the pet store, does that count?
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: nope... hate that place this close to Christmas
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: I haven't had oreos in forever
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: ewww nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: only to help my bf pack up his eqipment
In the past month have you been Dumped: not likely
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: i wish! but it's too cold for that now
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: just my bf's heart
Ever been Drunk: I couldn't tell you how many times I've been drunk
Ever been called a Tease: many a time
Ever been Beaten up: a couple times
Ever Shoplifted: you could say that
How do you want to Die: peacefully in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a famous director and phogropher
What country would you most like to Visit: Germany
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: boy~black girl~red
Short or Long Hair: boy~short girl~very long
Height: boy~atlest 6' Girl~5'3
Weight: boy~180 girl~107
Best Clothing Style: boy~baggy black cloths girl~tight black gothic cloths
Number of Drugs I have taken: can't tell you that.... cause I don't even know
Number of CDs I own: i think just over 100
Number of Piercings: 15
Number of Tattoos: 1
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I'll have to think about that
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My Interests

I'm into photography(mostly dark portriture), film and directing, art (painting, drawing, creating,wrtting lyrics, short stories, etc...(feel free to read my lyrics that i have posted, let me know what you think if you'd like)), My fave artist is Victoria Frances, (as you can see on my page background.)Music, big into music. I like being outside, mainly in the summer of course, where you can soak up some sun and show your tan line to your gothic friends, and watch them cringe lol. I play bass (god i love the sweet sexy sound) and i'm thinking about trying out the drums. the loudest insterment yet! but maybe i'll just start with a set of bongo's. I'm also a vocalist. i love to sing. but, it's all about practice, practice, practice! You really have to love something to do it so much. and my love for music fires my will to sing. Though I can be quite shy, but a shot of amaretto (or 2) will wisp that all away.

I'd like to meet:



I'd like to meet just about everyone I can! anyone who has a pasion for something that they can speak strongly about, i'd love to meet. I'm always up for meeting new people, and always wanting to hear new stories. I'm intresting in meeting more Wiccans, for I know there are millions of us out there, but our low profile tends to shy us into the shadows, and makes us hard to find. Don't think that I only want to hear from people of the Wicca faith, I am very open minded to every religion, as long as your religion does not condem my own, or does not agree with our "Harm None" rule.

Music:

I'm into rock, alternitive, progressive metal/rock, metal, hardcore, some screamo. I'm not a fan of emo, punk, rap, (though some rap i highly repect), dance, trance, etc. I've always tried to be open minded with music, just that most things don't move my soul the way they should. i feel that by far, the absolute most increadable band of all time that no one can ever bet is TOOL. Everything about that band is just amazing! Maynard is a god, and no one can change my mind on that. His voice is my lullaby, it just makes me melt. Then, thier runner's up are From Autumn To Ashes. Completely differnt sound, but very up bet, very talented, very musicaly informed, and great song writters. Also gotta love A Perfect Circle. Killswitch Engage has taken my heart, and In Flames lights my soul. Those are my favotrites, but I also like Kittie, Jack Off Jill, Faith No More, All That Remains, Every Time I die, Atreyu, Alexisonfire, Arch Enemy, As I Lay Dying, Chevelle, Cross Five Aprils, Deftones, Dry Kill Logic, Eighteen Visions, Fear Factory, Walls of Jericho, What Wishes Can't Mend, Hand to Hand, Hopesfall, It Dies Today, The Juliana Theory, KoRn, Metallica, Muse, Otep, Poison The Well, Rage Against The Machine, Rammstein, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Sepulture, Shadows Fall, God Forbid, Slipknot, Soilwork, Stone Sour, Thine Eyes Bleed, Underoath, Unearth, Lacuna Coil, Seamless and thats all i can think of right now.

Maynard James Keenen

Tool - Parabol/Parabola

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Killswitch Engage - My Curse

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In Flames - Trigger

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Lacuna Coil - Swamped

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From Autumn to Ashes - Milligram Smile

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Rage Against The Machine - Bulls On Parade

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Smashing Pumpkins - 1979

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Slipknot - Left Behind

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Movies:

Just to name a few; Natural Born Killers, Lost Highway, Muhalland Dr., Girl Interupted, Pulp Fiction, Snatch, Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrowls, Fear And Loathing in Las Vagas, Crank, Demestic Disturbance, Timeline, The Princess Bride, .... oh there are too many to name.

Television:

I really don't watch much t.v anymore, but Myth Buster's is the best program on the tube! or is CSI? guess it's a toss up.

Books:

Interview with a vampire is the best one I've read. Anne Rice is just amazing. Her discriptions and ideas just blow my poor little mind!! right now, I'm in the process of Timeline.it's a good book, really gets you thinking. makes me want to visit the past... but only for a brief time

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Heroes:

My mother and Maynard James Keenan of Tool

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My Blog

Lyrics

A Poem's StreamTears like acidBurn liquid thoughtsAs solified ashesScatter like flocksPossessed heartachesPrevail in dreamsAbsorbed hatredLeak from seamsThe fire ragesIn depths unknownMother's shadowN...
Posted by Melyssa on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 02:32:00 PST

Poetry

"Broken Wings"Her eyes are beautifulThen she began to cryHer heart is now broken in twoAnd all she can do is sighHer mind is furiousHer body in painShe may never ever healAlways stuck in vaineHow pres...
Posted by Melyssa on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 01:36:00 PST

More Lyrics

A DreamThese memoriesThey pass through meNever failing to reach my heartNo matter the struggleOr the effort I makeI'm still lost in limboNever to escapeOla sweet satisfationThere's nothing left for me...
Posted by Melyssa on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 01:23:00 PST

More poetry

StillnessWithout confusionLife is not realSometimesYou need to feelScaredWithout loveThere's nothing thereNothing to fearNo one to shareHopeHands painted redLike the ...
Posted by Melyssa on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 07:15:00 PST

Lyrics

ROTTINGDeath is somethingThat everyone thinks aboutHas the love that we sharedTruly run out?Who am I to say?If you still love meIf I still love youIs anythi...
Posted by Melyssa on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 07:13:00 PST

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Destroying DignityIt's never a good thingTo give away your soulSpeak loud and clearBe a man, play your roleI've trie...
Posted by Melyssa on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 07:07:00 PST

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"Remorse"All my lifeI've chocked on liesGiving and receiving regretsLong live the love I've sharedAnd the knife I've given to youI hope this world will treat you wellAs it smothers you in despairI hop...
Posted by Melyssa on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 07:04:00 PST

Lyrics

"Afraid to be scared"I'm not afraid to stand up nowI'm not afraid to fallI'm not afraid to hold onto youI'm not afraid to let goI'm not scared to wi...
Posted by Melyssa on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 07:01:00 PST

Lyrics

~The Future~Thoughts of my pastso fresh, so newmemories that haunt meand taunt me thoughEach day so passingand lasting so longmy heart bleeds wonde...
Posted by Melyssa on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 06:57:00 PST

Lyrics

October CryHelp!I'm falling down hillSlipping on a mud slideOh how I wishI would just hit rock bottomWhy is this?Talking me so longTo see what is blinding meWhy have IBe put through this?I love you so...
Posted by Melyssa on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 06:52:00 PST