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Janezanaddict

In this birth you will discover all blessing. ~Eckhart

About Me

"The earth is not an arid plateau of health and comfort, but a great sprawling female with velvet torso that swells and heaves with ocean billows; she squirms beneath a diadem of sweat and anguish. Naked and sexed she rolls among the clouds in the violet light of the stars. All of her…blazes with furious ardour. She moves amongst the seasons and the years with a grand whoopla that seizes the torso with paroxysmal fury, that shakes the cobwebs out of the sky; she subsides on her pivotal orbits with volcanic tremors." ~Henry Miller
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I am: Mama, Wife, Dreamer, Poet, Bohemian, Intellect, Arm-chair philosopherI am: The product of my experienceI am: A good human being all aroundI AM And that is what matters the most
Let your love flow outward through the universe, To its height, its depth, its broad extent, A limitless love, without hatred or enmity. Then as you stand or walk, Sit or lie down, As long as you are awake, Strive for this with a one-pointed mind; Your life will bring heaven to earth.
poetry: Is the breath in my lungs...air that I breathe...reason for being...my eyes on the world....the most beautiful sunrise....swimming in stars...
"Anyone who has waded though love's turbulent waters, now feeling hunger and now satiety, is untouched by the season of withering or blooming, for in the deepest and most dangerous waters, on the highest peaks, Love is always the same." ~Hadewijch of Antwerp

My Interests


God, motherhood, spirituality, mysticism, being a compassionate soul, individuation, tea of all kinds, poetry, the music of the world, shining a light, practicing peace, seeking wisdom, being accepting and adaptable, silent films, natural medicine, photography, books books books and more books.

I'd like to meet:

People who love to read...people who have opinions...people who aren't superficial...people who live in or around Fayetteville and NW Arkansas. If you know who Henry Miller is then I love you already! I have such an amazing bunch of friends! I have been truly blessed by the presence of so many free-spirited, fun loving people in my life! Thanks to every single one of you for being YOU!

I WANT TO LIVE... WHERE SOUL MEETS BODY

The greatest achievement is selflessness. The greatest worth is self-mastery. The greatest quality is seeking to serve others. The greatest precept is continual awareness. The greatest medicine is the emptiness of everything. The greatest action is not conforming with the worlds ways. The greatest magic is transmuting the passions. The greatest generosity is non-attachment. The greatest goodness is a peaceful mind. The greatest patience is humility. The greatest effort is not concerned with results. The greatest meditation is a mind that lets go. The greatest wisdom is seeing through appearances. ~Atisha

"Empty yourself of everything. Let the mind become still. The ten thousand things rise and fall while the Self watches their return. They grow and flourish and then return to the source." ~Lao Tzu

May these vows and this marriage be blessed. May it be sweet milk, this marriage, like wine and halvah. May this marriage offer fruit and shade like the date palm. May this marriage be full of laughter, our every day a day in paradise. May this marriage be a sign of compassion, a seal of happiness here and hereafter. May this marriage have a fair face and a good name, an omen as welcome as the moon in a clear blue sky. I am out of words to describe how spirit mingles in this marriage.~Rumi

I have a thousand brilliant lies For the question:How are you?I have a thousand brilliant lies For the question:What is God?If you think that the Truth can be known From words,If you think that the Sun and the OceanCan pass through that tiny opening Called the mouth,O someone should start laughing! Someone should start wildly Laughing –Now!~Hafiz

Music:

Rilo Kiley, Jenny Lewis, Sigur Ros, Brian Eno, Kronos Quartet, Antony and the Johnsons, Animal Collective, Rufus Wainwright, Leonard Cohen, Tom Waits, Iron and Wine, Ravi Shankar, Sage Francis, Jolie Holland, The Be Good Tanyas, Peter Gabriel, Tangerine Dream, Mogwai, John McLaughlin, Tool, Bela Fleck and the Flecktones, Jaco Pastorious, The Postal Service, Cat Power, Victor Wooten, Mazzy Star, The Flaming Lips, Kaki King, Death Cab For Cutie, Pink Floyd, Spiritualized, all jazz is good jazz, blues, instrumental, classical, bluegrass, folk, progressive, acoustic, down tempo, trance, ambient, experimental, indie, anything with SOUL!

"Into every life a little rain must fall"

Movies:

Into the Wild, Waking Life, Henry and June, Holy Smoke, The Dreamers, High Art, Surviving Picasso, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, The World According to Garp, Ten to Chi To, The Secretary, The Abyss, Dead Poets Society, What Dreams May Come, The Wall, Donnie Darko, Basquiat, Brother Sun Sister Moon, Vincent and Theo, Kill Bill Volumes 1 and 2, Legends of the Fall

Television:

The Daily Show, Antiques Roadshow, Bizarre Foods

Books:

The Urantia Book, Henry Miller, Anais Nin, Hermann Hesse, The Tao of Pooh, The Wisdom of Thich Nhat Hanh, D.H. Lawrence, Tao Te Ching, The beautiful poetry of Rumi, Hafiz and Rabindranath Tagore, books on Zen, Christianity, Buddhism, Taoism, Mysticism, all poetry. I have a very large collection of Henry Miller's works which I treasure with all of my heart.

Heroes:

Meister Eckhart, Henry Miller, Ferdinand Cheval, John Muir, Chris McCandless
If I speak in the tongues of men and angels, but have not love, I have become sounding brass or a tinkling symbol.And if I have prophecy and know all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.And if I dole out all my goods, and if I deliver my body that I may boast but have not love, nothing I am profited.Love is long suffering, love is kind, it is not jealous, love does not boast, it is not inflated.It is not discourteous, it is not selfish, it is not irritable, it does not enumerate the evil. It does not rejoice over the wrong, but rejoices in the truthIt covers all things, it has faith for all things, it hopes in all things, it endures in all things.Love never falls in ruins; but whether prophecies, they will be abolished; or tongues, they will cease; or knowledge, it will be superseded.For we know in part and we prophecy in part.But when the perfect comes, the imperfect will be superseded.When I was an infant, I spoke as an infant, I reckoned as an infant;when I became [an adult], I abolished the things of the infant.For now we see through a mirror in an enigma, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know as also I was fully known.But now remains faith hope and love,these three;but the greatest of these is love.1 Corinthians 13: 1-13

My Blog

I Am Part Of The Load

"I am part of the loadNot rightly balancedI drop off in the grass,like the old Cave-sleepers, to browsewherever I fall. For hundreds of thousands of years I have been dust-grainsfloating and flying i...
Posted by Janezanaddict on Sat, 08 Nov 2008 07:46:00 PST

On the Deathbed

"On the Deathbed  Go, rest your head on a pillow, leave me alone; leave me ruined, exhausted from the journey of this night, writhing in a wave of passion till the dawn. Either stay and be forgi...
Posted by Janezanaddict on Tue, 04 Nov 2008 07:05:00 PST

Ocean Oneness

Silence is round me, wideness ineffable;White birds on the ocean diving and wandering;A soundless sea on a voiceless heaven,Azure on azure, is mutely gazing. Identified with silence and boundlessness...
Posted by Janezanaddict on Sat, 01 Nov 2008 12:11:00 PST

Snared by the Beauty

My soul cries out,Snared by the beautyOf the formless one.As I cry by myself,Night and dayBeauty amassed before my eyesSurpasses numberless moons and suns.If I look at the clouds in the sky,I see his ...
Posted by Janezanaddict on Wed, 29 Oct 2008 06:55:00 PST

You Know This Well

"All things are too small to hold me, I am so vast In the Infinite I reach for the Uncreated I have touched it it undoes me wider than wide Everything else is too narrow You know this well, you who ar...
Posted by Janezanaddict on Sun, 26 Oct 2008 07:15:00 PST

If You Forget Me

I want you to knowone thing. You know how this is: if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash or the wrinkled body of...
Posted by Janezanaddict on Sat, 25 Oct 2008 07:36:00 PST

Sermon Nineteen

"Surrexit Autem Saulus De Terra Apertisque Oculis Nihil Videbat" "This text which I have quoted in Latin is written by St. Luke in Acts sbout St. Paul. It means: 'Paul rose from the ground and with op...
Posted by Janezanaddict on Fri, 24 Oct 2008 10:47:00 PST

Love’s Apocalypse, Love’s Glory

"One breath from the breath of the lover would be enough to burn away the world, To scatter this insignificant universe like grains of sand. The whole of the cosmos would become a Sea, A sacred terror...
Posted by Janezanaddict on Thu, 23 Oct 2008 07:32:00 PST

Utopia

Utopia Island where all becomes clear. Solid ground beneath your feet. The only roads are those that offer access. Bushes bend beneath the weight of proofs. The Tree of Valid Supposition grows herewit...
Posted by Janezanaddict on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 06:40:00 PST

I Am Much Too Alone In This World, Yet Not Alone

"I am much too alone in this world, yet not alone     enough to truly consecrate the hour. I am much too small in this world, yet not small     enough to...
Posted by Janezanaddict on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 09:34:00 PST