Z RAMS

Hey, I'm Zach. I'm already finding it hard to think of anything to say besides things about my girlfriend, I've literally typed and retyped sentences about myself but I just don't know what to say. There really isn't very much I can say. Sometimes I like doing my own thing; just get lost with a pencil and a stack of paper and draw for hours...sometimes I annoy the shit out of my girlfriend because I want to talk to her so bad. I have no idea what to say. I love my girlfriend so much, none of you have any idea. Friends have said it's just highschool love; that it won't last through college. I say fuck them. I say they won't get an invite to our wedding. She means...she...(I literally have nothing I can compare it to in order for you to understand) I would be nothing without her. I love you Christy.
Christy
"I dont really know where to start - perhaps i'll start at the end" : ) From the first day i met you, i had a feeling inside that pushed me foward. I had no idea that we would be where we are now in the begining, but you can't look for love. It finds you. Every single feeling and emotion that I experience with you is something that I have never felt before with anyone.. And it's something that I am never going to share with anyone else but you. You seriously changed my life, and I'm a completely different person then i was before i met you. And I'm not saying that I changed for you, I'm saying that you brought out the real me when no one else could. "You gave me life, a reason to try" when i said that i meant it. I don't make any decesions before I take into consideration what you want and what I want to be able to give you. That goes with everything from school to working out, and in a year or so I'm going to have to make some big decesions. But I know that you are going to be right there with me, and I'm going to do whats best for us. Not me. Simply because I'm in love with you Christy, and I feel like I fall deeper with every word you say to me. Everytime our eyes meet, everytime you grab my hand. I don't know how else to explain it..And when you said that you look up to me like a hero, and that I'm your inspiration and that you strive to be like me everyday, there really is no words to describe how that made me feel. My heart just fell to the floor. I thought it was a dream, I never would of expected you to say that. No one has ever told me anything remotely like that, and I'll never forget the day you did. It's the only good thing that anyone's ever told me that's made me cry. It meant so much..and to you it was probably nothing. The smallest things you do mean so much to me. Like the way you look at me, you dont even mean to do it but when you do it says everything that you are afraid to tell me. And when we kiss it's just a dead give away. But knowing that you have never looked at anyone the way you look at me makes me feel...i dont even know how to describe it. I'm sorry it's taken so long for us to be together, but maybe we had to get a taste of what it's like with out eachother to fully appreciate being together. I'll always, always love you. 9/7/06
"Look me in the eye. Tell me that you love me. Hold my hand. Hug me whenever you want to. Kiss me every chance you get. Don't take today for granted. Because we don't know what's going to happen tomorrow. It's a just in case."