the way i feel |
..I feel betrayedI feel stupidI feel lostI feel hatedI feel depressedI feel disappointedI feel hopelessI feel emptyI feel uselessI feel angryI feel anxiousI feel sadI feel violentI feel flab... Posted by kill the dove that brings the love on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 10:21:00 PST |
cant make her understand |
My Mother has a extreme drinking problem and today me and my Mom had a great day then at night she does her usual routine and starts drinking her wine. Then it starts getting emotional. She always tak... Posted by kill the dove that brings the love on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 01:10:00 PST |
ITS A ITS A ITS A.... |
GIRL!... Posted by kill the dove that brings the love on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 04:06:00 PST |
arrrrrrrggggggggh |
I Swear at My Own Mothers House its so fucking unhealthy because 1 everyone smokes (i'm trying to quit for the little bun in the oven) 2 everyone but me drinks 3 everyone here is so unhappy!I've been ... Posted by kill the dove that brings the love on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 06:33:00 PST |
update... |
well muh bro is out. imma have to drop the charges cuz i did hit him first. but he fucking deserved it cuz he wouldnt leave me the fuck aloneanyways i got a sonogram on wednesday it was moving like w... Posted by kill the dove that brings the love on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 12:02:00 PST |
alcohalics piss me off |
ofcourse my mom wakes up. she tells me to pick up the tv i knocked over... she had put her dresser infront of her door and the tv was on it. i heared her saying "Caitlin help me" last night and i ran... Posted by kill the dove that brings the love on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 07:25:00 PST |
family violence |
okay. Last night my brother came hom at like 6am. he was drunk and he said he wanted to play music. i was watching tv & i was like "No Brendan i'm watching TV... come on dude i let you play from 7... Posted by kill the dove that brings the love on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 07:48:00 PST |
I hate my brother |
ugh.well yesterday i told my mom i didnt want to have the abortion. she told me i can stay here and have the kid as long as if i have nothing to do w/ sleepy.this morning my brother woke me up from h... Posted by kill the dove that brings the love on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 07:46:00 PST |
-sigh- |
well i found out that the restraining order only last 60 days. his bail is 6000 bucks so he's going to be in there for two months. my problem is that i need to find a place to stay. if anyone wants to... Posted by kill the dove that brings the love on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 12:45:00 PST |
god damnit |
god damnit. okay well i have this friend name bryan that said i could stay at his place till sleepy gets out. well i get there and relise i have to share a bed w/ him. i told him i was uncomfortable ... Posted by kill the dove that brings the love on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 05:51:00 PST |