About Me
Profile Edited by MPS MySpace Editor 2.0Profile Edited by MPS MySpace Editor 2.0My name is Jared. It may sound familiar and you've probably seen me around hanging out at Club Halo, Temple, Bizu, Greenbelt or Prince of Jaipur... I don't know what else to say since Im really not good in doing this... I'm not very good with describing myself but Im just a simple guy who happened to have had an extraordinary job (details left out) but that was like ages ago. I'm of mixed race, my dad's Chinese and my mom is Spanish-American, so I look more like a mongrelI'm very down to earth, you're average guy. I'm also an environmentalist; I'm a member Greenpeace so I value my planetAfter all my failed relationships and after being from hell and back, I feel that I have grown more mature than I was 5 years ago . . .I know people say all kinds of things about me (some are true, some are false, and others are just plain vicious, malicious rumours spread to discredit my name) but they really have no idea of all the shit thats been on my life...all the work, the fighting, the bitchiness and the love... I am not expecting all my love affairs to last for long, nor am I fooling myself that my dreams of meeting the right person who would love me for who and what I am would come true. Being used to short-term romances, I anticipate more to come, though am not saying that that is what I'm looking for because I dread the fact that it happens because I seem to meet all the wrong people at the right time or the right people at the wrong time. . . . .THERE IS A LOT OF SADNESS IN MY LIFE, AND THERE IS NO WAY THAT I COULD LIE AND SAY THAT THERE ISN'T, THERE ALWAYS HAS BEEN BUT SOMEHOW I'VE FOUND WAYS TO SURVIVE...Through all the pains I keep reminding myself and telling people close to me that I'll be fine, but deep inside I'm not, but I know I'LL SURVIVE ANYHOW. . . . .TO MY CLOSE FRIENDS: Miss you all!!! I'm terribly terribly sorry for not hanging out with you guys for the longest time; I've been pretty busy w/ work and this thing called LIFE... I miss our Temple Bar, Wasabi, Olive, GB3, Bizu and Segafredo moments!!! We need to PARTY again! I miss our nightlife and wild crazy adventures, sleep-over, binge drinking and of course the NEVER-ENDING SHARING OF OUR PATHETIC LOVELIVES, the endless search for true love and affection, AND OUR NEVER-ENDING BATTLE TO LOVE AND BE LOVED IN RETURN... Though we now have our own worlds to move around on, new people to hang with, new faces and places to be with and to go to, I hope things will remain the same with us all. You guys will always be in my heart and a part of me. THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LOVE, CARE AND SUPPORT that you guys have given me through the ups and down of my life. Thank you for always being there for me when I needed you all the most. I shall cherish every moment we all shared together... I hope we could hang as how we used to... MAY THE ANGELS PROTECT YOU ALL, SADNESS FORGET YOU AND MAY GOODNESS SURROUND YOU ALL. My love and prayers to all of you... Cheers to y'all!!! GRACIAS A LA VIDA, GRACIAS AL AMOUR, POUR ESTAR CONTIGO. . . .TO NEW FRIENDS: Eow! Wassup? T'was a pleasure to have met your acquaintances. It was great to have worked and to be working with you guys. I hope the friendships we started would bloom to greater heights. Like a flower starting to blossom, may our friendship bloom as well. I thank you all for your kindness and concerns. Lets all PARTY!!! Lets live our lives to the fullest. LET'S MAKE A MEAL OUT OF LIFE! IT SHOULD BE SURPRISING, TEMPTING, MOUTH-WATERING, FULL OF SPICES, UNPREDICTABLE AND ABOVE ALL DELICIOUSLY GOOD! I hope we could get to know each other well... Let's chill out sometimes . . . .TO THE MOTHER OF MY SON: I'm not sure if you'll ever come across this page but I'm hoping that you will. And if in case you do, I want you to know that I WANT TO SEE MY SON... I never knew that you were carrying my child when we parted ways, I only found out through your friend, I tried my best to get in touch with you, so don't accuse me of being a bad father! Whatever it was that we fought about, LET US FORGET ABOUT IT FOR THE SAKE OF OUR SON! In the short time that we were together, I did loved you, but we both didn't know where we both were heading, our relationship was a roller coaster one, it just took a matter of days before we moved in together and though friends were judging our relationship as out of pure lust, we managed to defend it calling it love. God knows how sorry I am for what led to our separation, and in my heart, the mourning never stopped since OUR LOVE, THOUGH STRONG WAS DEFEATED, NOT BY HATRED BUT BY A SINGLE WORD CALLED PRIDE! I don't know if breaking up was the right thing to do though we contrasted each other in every single way and deep in my heart I did loved you and tried to patch things up with you, and God knows how much I wanna see you and my son. . . . .TO ALL MY EX-LOVERS, FLINGS, AFFAIRS AND RENDEZVOUS: I know that I've had many for this lifetime, some are now enemies, others are still very good friends... I WOULD LIKE TO THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE... The love you people gave when we were still together was enough to carry me through. EACH OF YOU GAVE A DIFFERENT MEANING TO LOVE for me WHICH MADE ME OPEN MY EYES AND HEART ABOUT LOVE AND COMMITMENT IN A NEW LIGHT with each relationships I've entered. Some lasted for years, others for months, and a few for weeks, but no matter what you may think, I did love each of you with all my heart... I TRIED TO GIVE EACH OF YOU THE VERY BEST PART OF ME, BUT MY BEST WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU... Some cheated, others just left due to the fact that they are just immature to handle a relationship, thus they bail out at the sign of trouble or argument, and others stayed on, doing their best to save the relationship... No matter how it ended, no matter what went on after, I thank you all for giving a part of you to me... I know I have hurt some of you, I know that in the course of the relationship I have lied a couple of times, hidden some secrets, even cheated in some cases... I am so sorry for the pains, the lies, deceits and heart aches this has caused each of you. I guess I was too immature back then, now I beg your forgiveness... JE SUIS DESOLEE, MERCI BEAUCOUP POR VOUS'AMOUR... May we all still remain as friends . . . .TO CAMPBELL SOUP: Hey sweetie, THANK YOU FOR SEEING SOMETHING IN ME THAT OTHERS FAILED TO SEE. Our relationship which lasted for quite a while has been out of pure love... I THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME when I needed someone to complain to, to share my joys and sorrows and my success. YOU HAVE TAUGHT ME THE TRUE MEANING AND VALUE OF LOVE... I'VE LEARNED FROM YOU THE VALUE OF TRUST, HONESTY AND RESPECT, regardless of nationality, race and ancestral background. Thank you for spending much of your time with me, I KNOW THE EFFORTS YOU POURED INTO OUR RELATIONSHIP since we are soooo soooo far away from each other, but no matter how far the distance, YOU STILL MANAGED TO GIVE ME YOUR TIME, LOVE, TRUST, HONESTY, RESPECT, LOYALTY AND EFFORT. Muchas Gracias mi Campbell sopas for all the long conversations via long distance phone calls (thanks to AT&T Wireless and PLDT) I MISS OUR 8HOURS PHONE CONVERSATIONS... I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU AND ALWAYS WILL BE... mwahugz, always Jman. . . . .TO MY ENEMIMES AND DETRACTORS: I'm a down-to-earth person, kinda snobish at first impression, so you really hafta know the real me to judge me but then again, who has the right to do so since we're only human. No one in this world has the right to do so since he/she is not my creator. I know people say all kinds of shit about me but they really have no idea of what goes on in my life, all the work, the fighting, the bitchiness, the love and all...So what I say to my detractors, FUCK OFF! Get a LIFE!!! I KNOW MYSELF BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE so I don't give a damn what you guys may say coz I know what's real and whats true about me. My detractors can say what they want and believe what they please...AS LONG AS PEOPLE TALK ABOUT ME, WHETHER GOOD OR BAD, IT'S STILL FREE PUBLICITY, AT LEAST I'M BEING TALKED ABOUT, WHICH MEANS I'M FAMOUS SO MY LEGACY WILL LIVE ON FOREVER. . . . .
