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Hellvis......i.l.y.a.i.m.y

when in rome we shall do as the romains, when in hell we do shots at the bar

About Me


Night
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I'm 30,FUCK i'm getting old i wrestle in my spare time, i love to read, write and listen to music. i have several projects going on right now. I'm getting ready to publish a collection of my writings, getting ready to start a new band (crosses fingers) and working on a comic. I have an idea for a movie that i need to get scripted out so my friends and i can film it, i'm also a moderatly talented singer. I'm a gemini therefor i'm a SHITLOAD of trouble, but i'm FUN lots of fun, specially once i get to know you, and i'm better than jesus. If you don't know me i can be kinda stand offish, i may even come across as a bastard. I don't do it on purpose it just seems that way. Am i wierd, ABSO-FUCKING-LUTLY, i'm also loud abrasive and opinionated, However this works out in the long run as i will tell you exactly whats on my mind be it about you or about anything else, i don't see the point in playing fucking games, if i wanna play games I"LL TURN ON MY XBOX. NOW should you have ACTUALLY read this and WANT to contact me after this PLEASE have something to say, just telling me i'm cute or hot or any other form of cyber sucking my ass will get you denied wit da quickness. Do i have a type of girl, YES OF COURSE i love that whole goth rock chick look, BUT i don't give a fuck HOW hot you are if you are stupid i won't even bother. I love smart girls, and people with things to say and talk about, be it movies or most of all music as music is my life. I'm TRYING to be more friendly to everyone, but it doesn't seem to be "me". other than that i really don't know what to tell you as far as who i'd like to meet, maybe me from a diffrent reality just to see how things went diffrent. Perhaps me from the future so i can tell myself how NOT to fuck something up. OH AND JOSS STONE SHE'S FUCKIN YUMMY
"What came first, the music or the misery? People worry about kids playing with guns, or watching violent videos, that some sort of culture of violence will take them over. Nobody worries about kids listening to thousands, literally thousands of songs about heartbreak, rejection, pain, misery and loss. Did I listen to pop music because I was miserable? Or was I miserable because I listened to pop music?"
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My Interests


"Don't look don't look" the shadows breathe Whispering me away from you "Don't wake at night to watch her sleep You know that you will always lose This trembling Adored Tousled bird mad girl... " But every night I burn But every night I call your name Every night I burn Every night I fall again"Oh don't talk of love" the shadows purr Murmuring me away from you "Don't talk of worlds that never were The end is all that's ever true There's nothing you can ever say Nothing you can ever do... " Still every night I burn Every night I scream your name Every night I burn Every night the dream's the same Every night I burn Waiting for my only friend Every night I burn Waiting for the world to end"Just paint your face" the shadows smile Slipping me away from you "Oh it doesn't matter how you hide Find you if we're wanting to So slide back down and close your eyes Sleep a while You must be tired... " But every night I burn Every night I call your name Every night I burn Every night I fall again Every night I burn Scream the animal scream Every night I burn Dream the crow black dreamDream the crow black dream...

" Shut up! Our fathers were our models for God. If our fathers bailed, what does that tell you about God?

"Listen to me! You have to consider the possibility that God does not like you. He never wanted you. In all probability, he hates you. This is not the worst thing that can happen."

"Without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing.

"On a long enough timeline, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero."

"Its not until you lose everything that you are free to do anything "

""All the ways you wish you could be, that's me. I look like you wanna look, I fuck like you wanna fuck, I am smart, capable, and most importantly, I am free in all the ways that you are not.""

""Fuck off with your sofa units and serine green stripe patterns, I say never be complete, I say stop being perfect, I say let... lets evolve, let the chips fall where they may.""

"Fuck damnation, man! Fuck redemption! We are God's unwanted children? So be it!"

"Listen up, maggots. You are not special. You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake. You're the same decaying organic matter as everything else. "
"You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world."

"Man, I see in fight club the strongest and smartest men who've ever lived. I see all this potential, and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.""
"We're consumers. We are by-products of a lifestyle obsession. Murder, crime, poverty, these things don't concern me. What concerns me are celebrity magazines, television with 500 channels, some guy's name on my underwear. Rogaine, Viagra, Olestra. Narrator: Martha Stewart. Fuck Martha Stewart. Martha's polishing the brass on the Titanic. It's all going down, man. So fuck off with your sofa units and Strinne green stripe patterns."

I adopted a cute lil' death fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

I'd like to meet:

..TR> The Master of Oral
You scored 91% Oral skill!
Your tongue is praised in several small countries. You have achieved with your tongue what barely any one has ever been able to accomplish. There is nonthing left for you to learn. Just licking/sucking your partners for you would be enough. God has truly gifted you with a golden tongue. Use it well my friend, it is a rare thing. Just remeber when ever your down, YOU ARE THE FUCKING SHIT AT ORAL SEX ! ! ! ! ! ! !
..TABLE>

..TR> My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: ..TR> ..TR> .. .. ..TABLE> You scored higher than 91%.. What Rejected Crayon Are You?

Music:


down tool, alice in chains, nothingface, machinehead, zepplin, Lolipop lust kill, BLS, Pantera, Portishead, Faith No more, Lovage, Project 86, Throwdown, Clutch, RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE, THE MARS VOLTA, DEMON HUNTER Corrosion of conformity, Avenged Sevenfold, Mr bungle Cellophane, Dent, Soundgarden, Temple of the dog, Gov't Mule,Handsom Boy Modeling school,In Flames, Mastadon, Weerd Science, ROOT, Sixty Watt Shaman, Life Of Agony, Shun, 12 Volt Negative Earth,IsisMudvayne,superjoint ritual, opiate for the masses,simon sez, Guns N Roses,SNOT,sevendust, Stone Temple Pilots, Soundgarden, Soulfly, Visions of disorder, Seemless, VHS or Beta, White Zombie, The zUTONS, Genisis, Phil Collins,Hatebreed, Drain STH, Mad Season, Fragile Porcelain Mice, Paradox 44 (rip and thanks), poison the well, Norma jean, BLOODSIMPLE, down the sun, HELMET, bury your dead, scissor fight, Static X, Rollins Band, asop rock, CKY, Tomahawk, Kyuss, queens of the stone age,strata, In Flames, Juelz santana, Slim thug, G-Unit. paul Wall, nelly, scissor sisters, Prince, type O negative, Ludacris, whitesnake,INXS,Aerosmith,ACDC,sepultura, the Cult, The Allman brothers, Billy idol, the Cure, Ministry, BIG MF STICK, Earth Crisis, Team Sleep, Pimer 55, downset, live, Coal Chamber, Guano Apes THE MIGHTY BLACK SABBATH, the Smithereens, Bruce Springsten, the Ides or March, the American Tragedy, Jeffersion airplan, the mamas and the papas, pat benetar, LL Cool JJ, 10 years, hurt, Don henly, the Black Crows, Neil Young, OneSideZero, Eddie Money, Flipsyde,the Apex Theory, Ra, Throwdown,Protest the hero,1000 foot crutch Q-UNIT!!!!!

Midnight Cowboy~You're an odd little duck. No one knows if you're
ever serious or being a smartass.

Which Mike Patton song are you

Movies:

Fight Club, the Crow, house of 1000 corpses, Devils rejects, Batman begins, the jacket, Sin City, Saw, X-men 1 and 2, League of extraordenary gentelmen, Porn, identity, Chasing Amy, Malrats, Dogma,Clerks, Hi Fidelity, The Matrix, Frality, The Butterfly effect, Alien, Predator, Fantastic Four, SPiderman, Termenator, man this list goes.."Anger">
You are Wrath/Anger! Wow... who got you so mad huh ?? You have serious
anger issues!! with a rage that seems somewhat
deadly, and a temper that is easily raised, you
are by far the scariest sin. You tend to let
the little things get to you, and are stressed
fairly easily - and woe be it to any of your
enemies. On the positive side, you're
independent, powerful and a definite leader, if
you could just control your moods! Congratulations on being the toughest!! ...and the
most independent of all the 7 deadly sins!
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Television:

The only thing i watch on tv is Heroes, and Lost, and Pacers Basketball

I"LL SQUEAK THE SQUEAK OUT OF YOU

Books:

YEAH CAL MCDONALD BITCH. if you don't know who that is READ SOME STEVE NILES.Fight Club, Choke, Survivor, Lulliby, Diary, Invisable Monsters, The Crow series, Comics, The Dark Tower series, Rising STars, Neil Gaiman, American Psycho, Hi Fidelity, The Hitchhikers guide to the galaxy, books about Zombies, Steve Niles
OH AND DON"T FORGET MY SECOND FAV STEVE NILES CHARCTERFUSED

OH AND WANTED BY MARK MILLAR

Heroes:

layne Staley, Maynard james keenan, Phil Anslemo, Robert Plant> Henry Rollins You have a sexual IQ of 157

When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.

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My Blog

wild and free

we were so young running free you just a little off parralle to me when we came together demons weep and at times i fell to my knees begging for kisses begging to breath you kept on running away from ...
Posted by Hellvis......i.l.y.a.i.m.y on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 03:11:00 PST

and it calls

reaction not the same now when it calls my name it says it will take care of me take away the pain that dwells within it seems this soul is cracking cold she took my heqrt then she took my soul yet da...
Posted by Hellvis......i.l.y.a.i.m.y on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 03:05:00 PST

unholy trinity

there sits a young boy playin in the light he can ask his father for anything and somehow know dad will make it all right oh how this youth reminds me of me looking ahead in laughter boundless to infi...
Posted by Hellvis......i.l.y.a.i.m.y on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 03:33:00 PST

journey to the end of the night

searchign for answers in this cavernous mind do you remember how you held that time it split and shattered a fragile mind if you remember this please remember me as i search for artifacts we buried in...
Posted by Hellvis......i.l.y.a.i.m.y on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 05:53:00 PST

Incorporeal

push your fingers through my head lean your face through my hand take it all then take my breath love it all then denounce my name this pain is precious leave me breathless why am i not incorporeal i ...
Posted by Hellvis......i.l.y.a.i.m.y on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 05:24:00 PST

anti-valintine

hey lovers......romance is miseryso take time to hurt the one you lovedrink thier tearspiss away the yearsits fun to be heartlessthe consaquinces be damneddoomed as you are toopsychos and stalkersmake...
Posted by Hellvis......i.l.y.a.i.m.y on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 08:23:00 PST

the abandoned

i have issues with rejection and issues with regret issues with depression over the one i can't forget i have issues with her name and how it taste on my lips but i've never been more honest than i am...
Posted by Hellvis......i.l.y.a.i.m.y on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 10:38:00 PST

looks like rain

it always looks like rain........inside my head inside my head it always looks like rain would it fill the hole in my heart wash away the things we arn't flood the paths we have made refresh the love ...
Posted by Hellvis......i.l.y.a.i.m.y on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 02:59:00 PST

political scientology

a pundant of lies to keep us through the night freedom dies not at the gallows snapping necks with a ballot pull the cockroaches line up in droves to usher in the end times vote with a bullet loud&nbs...
Posted by Hellvis......i.l.y.a.i.m.y on Fri, 30 May 2008 02:02:00 PST

with the night

in this darkness.  I hold presence. with the lost and profound. in the memory you crawl. seccond guessing all. for a chance to hold. the babydoll. only gave all i could. To make for a moment. al...
Posted by Hellvis......i.l.y.a.i.m.y on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 12:15:00 PST