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Esteban

I make it wet like nobody can*

About Me

Please don't try to understand me intellectually. I am not an intellectual, in fact I am anti-intellectual. I am not a philosopher, I am very anti-philosophic. Try to comprehend me. Listen silently with no inner chattering, with no inner talk, without evaluating. I am not saying believe what I say, I am not saying accept what I say. I am saying there is no need to be in a hurry to accept or reject. First at least listen - why be in such a hurry? When you see a roseflower, do you accept or reject it? When you see a beautiful sunset, do you accept or reject it? You simply see it, and in that very seeing is a meeting. If what I am saying has anything of truth in it, it will be understood by your heart. But the mind has to give way.

My Interests


my cats , Vermiculture, Summum , ORMUS, dancing to Creation's song , ORGONE, volunteering , Home, dancing, acting, health care, photography, producing, yoga, live music, photography , snowboarding, little things, exploring, climbing, being naked, scuba shaving , skinny dipping, modern mummification , heavy winter clothes, aikido , Raw Food, shaving , Alchemy, entheogens

I'd like to meet:

Solitary people who can live with themselves as easily as if the whole world were there with them.
People who can enjoy themselves like innocent children.
People who live for understated pleasures.
People who share their cookies.

^Sages^
~Free Spirits~
@Open minded wackos@
*Mind Mavericks*

People who prefer to talk face to face.
People who speak their mind.
People with quiet minds.

You are at ease with whatsoever is. You are not worried about doing anything, because you think, "Life is such a long affair, why worry? Why get in a hurry? There is no need to run."

Music:

shpongle, kphi , jam bands , galactic, bjork, zion i, dub, rock, doors, hip-hop, de-phazz, trip-hop, the doors, lounge jazz, thievery corporation, secret agent/spy music, 16hp, dead can dance, ccr, jazzanova, jefferson airplane's white rabbit, affinity, johnny cash

Movies:

Angel's Nest ..

Five West Theatrical Trailer

This is the full theatrical trailer for the indie film "Five West". I landed the lead role in this masterpiece.

Five West Teaser Trailer

This is the teaser trailer for the independant film called "Five West". The scruffy guy in scrubs is me. :)

Television:

Weeds, Heroes, Battlestar Galactica, Firefly

Books:

Earthly Bodies & Heavenly Hair, Whole Health for Happy Cats, Hidden Nature, Micro Eco-Farming, Four Season Harvest, The Sunfood Diet, The Practical Handbook of Plant Alchemy,The Acid Alkaline Food Guide, SUMMUM: SEttOM , The Tibetan Book of the Dead, Sexual Ecstasy from Ancient Wisdom , Osho's Book of Secrets, Dancing Naked in the Mind Field , Sage Creak Gang, A Natural History of the Senses , Liber LI, New Millennium Magic , Too Many Techie Books, 777 , The Qabalah, The Bible, Yoga Sutras of Patanjali, The Book of Mirdad , Conversations with God

Heroes:

People who surrender their life for something greater then their own personal wishes, wants and desires.

My Blog

Humble Mumble

This song chorus hit me today and I didn't even hear the song. Events of the day sort of just queued it in my mental jukebox. Funny how that happens.Andre: Ahhhh I stank I can, I stank I can The funk...
Posted by Esteban on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 08:45:00 PST

True Intimacy

If your intimacy is helping you to grow and become mature then it is positive and good and healthy, wholesome.    Intimacy means that there is no privacy.  You don't carry anything pri...
Posted by Esteban on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 11:34:00 PST

One day

I had this dream years ago that Bjork wrote about. The only person I could identify on the aeroplane with us was Fred Durst. Sitting about three rows back on my right. Wish I would have this dream aga...
Posted by Esteban on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 01:28:00 PST

The last year.

So I'm sitting here reflecting on the fact that I will have been with IBM for a year now. It just boggles my mind that it went so fast. I figure I need to stop and reflect on everything that has happe...
Posted by Esteban on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 11:39:00 PST

What I did in the Army

Ah this brings back some memories... won't say they're good ones.3 Rnd Mission The dreams won't stop. Perhaps too much B6 and B12 intake. Eating crappy food like icecream and calzones... dam...
Posted by Esteban on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 08:27:00 PST

2012

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7NOOBaZBjw Folks there's conscious art here*...
Posted by Esteban on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 11:10:00 PST

Fifth Gear T-Rex

Wow I had the most intense vivid dream last night. I don't dare tell anyone about it or I may get indicted if that shit actually goes down. It's one of those repeat dreams. I've had two different reru...
Posted by Esteban on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 08:21:00 PST

David Wolfe Raw Foods UNLIEASHED! Hollywood 2006

Ok so I'm going through my camera photos and found a picture of a page from some book I took. At the same time I'm listening to David Wolfe videos on YouTube.Check it... Yoga tradition, as emphasized ...
Posted by Esteban on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 10:49:00 PST

Rolling along nicely

Well I'm in love with my new greenhouse. It's simply amazing to see all the living things enjoying their life in there... growing so fast* I wasn't digging the debt so I decided it was time to reduce....
Posted by Esteban on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 06:28:00 PST

LMFAOBBQ

Check out this video: Super Slow Motion Punch Fest ...
Posted by Esteban on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 11:01:00 PST