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This Summer will never end...

An apology might help, but you can change your life without one.

About Me


Create your own Friend Quiz here Hi! My name is Summer. Summer Joy-to be exact, Summer Joy Murillo, to be more matter of fact...okay, that wasn't amusing. Anyway. I am a happy person most of the time. I'm trying to not let anything get me down anymore. I'm in the process of changing something about me every day for the better. And right now, I live for a living, getting in touch with existance and potential in that existance. There are so many things I want to do. I love writing; I want to publish a book of poetry one day. And, I'd like to come out with my own fashion line that is more than 3-d; something new. I love my family and the entire idea of family. It is so important to me. I graduated from Douglas Anderson School of the Arts. I was a creative writing major and I enjoyed every minute that I showed up. Enjoyed the times I was good, the time I ran from the cops, my favorite, in heels at that. Ha! And, the times I learned so much about myself, I miss it, a little, more than I thought I would. And, that's just a little, more than I thought I would write, and a little about me. tv layout @ foxylayouts.com! love / music / movies /
You Belong in 1975
1975 If you scored...1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! What Year Do You Belong In?
S Smart
U Unusual
M Modern
M Meek
E Exhausting
R Relaxed
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My Interests

writing, dancing, swimming, surfing, fashion, innovating, psychology, advising, spontaneity, bowling, reading, exercising, concerts, sushi, mending, sewing (not material), sleeping, waking, living...................................................... .............
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Summer Joy (Murillo)
Birthday: August 14
Birthplace: Jacksonville, eww... exciting
Current Location: sitting in front of the computer. -Jacksonville
Eye Color: deep dark brown
Hair Color: dark brown- not black, for those of you who believe other wise
Height: 5'5
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: Italian, Cherokee Indian, German, lil' Espanol, Italian. yes I know I repeated myself.
The Shoes You Wore Today: brown thong wedged heels
Your Weakness: you mean weaknesses? men, not boys, don't get me wrong, but it's gettin' better.
Your Fears: dying young, being alone, my poetry never being published.
Your Perfect Pizza: supreme or hawaiian
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: go to school
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: brb
Thoughts First Waking Up: Why did I stay up so late? (check the clock to see how much longer I can sleep.)
Your Best Physical Feature: my lips. mmwa...
Your Bedtime: I really should have one.
Your Most Missed Memory: Christmas with my family, us singing Christmas carols and seeing my grandpa's smile with such happiness. Everything seemed to change after that. tear.
Pepsi or Coke: coke (but I don't drink soda anymore)
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: both, single, group, then single seems to be a good combo
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: chai
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends on the time of the month
Cappuccino or Coffee: cap, but I love my frap
Do you Smoke: !
Do you Swear: no, cursing is bad...so many better words that should fill my mouth.
Do you Sing: love to sing
Do you Shower Daily: mmhm, I try
Have you Been in Love: yes, experienced the heart ache more though
Do you want to go to College: yes...planning to start soon.
Do you want to get Married: yes. "Some day my prince will come, some day my prince will come..."
Do you belive in yourself: yes...( and it's believe)
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: yes, (99.9% of the time guaranteed I think I am attractive, but it doesn't mean that percentage works for everyone)
Are you a Health Freak: no partially hydrogented soybean oil (look at your ingredients, it clogs your arteries, bad stuff)
Do you get along with your Parents: 65% of the time, but it has been getting better, when your lifestyle changes your parents start to trust you more.
Do you like Thunderstorms: oh yes, I crave them. the rain, the erotic thunder, sharp lightning. I find a sense of security in a thunderstorm.
Do you play an Instrument: for you are the only one I know how to play.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nobody likes me. :(
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no, don't really like oreos
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes, oh, yes. I want some now!
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: pshhh. no. well, I guess.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: not in the past month
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes, but that was in my naive days.
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: writing the best poem to complete my last book of poetry at an old age with great symbolism. but the rapture would be preferable. But really, just to die happy would be nice.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I want to market fashion, including my own fashion line, and be a published poet.
What country would you most like to Visit: so many. Australia/New Zealand-Italy-Ireland. never been out of the country so any of those would work.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: beautiful on you
Favourite Hair Color: strands to match those beautiful eyes
Short or Long Hair: depends on you, and your age, after a while long hair just won't look good on most 40 year olds)
Height: I like tall, but I'm good with you
Weight: healthy
Best Clothing Style: whatever matches that intriguing personality
Number of Drugs I have taken: oh gosh, the past, 2, if you include greenery
Number of CDs I own: not many, cause I've lost a lot, but I've got my Fav's. I love Limewire
Number of Piercings: my ears, and my nose
Number of Tattoos: 0, maybe one day, but it will have to be meaningful, not cause it's cool.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 0, I wouldn't be where I am and where I will be without my past.

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Music:

sample: The Cranberries, The Dave Matthews band, The Used, Taking Back Sunday, Further Seems Forever, Far From Eden, U2, Cold(well, a couple songs), Coldplay, 311, Sublime, Bob marley, The Fugees, Shinedown, Anberlin!!, Smashing Pumpkins, R.E.M., Green Day, Live, Story of the Year, The White Stripes, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Yellowcard, Mae, Verve Pipe, Journey, Bela Flek and the Flektones, Dashboard Confessional, Postal Service, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Incubus, Modest Mouse, Lynard Skynard, The Counting Crows, Jewel, Moby, a lil country, a lotta 80's, a bit of techno n such...

Movies:

comedies, horrors (some), questioning life, psychologically intriguing, drama, action packed, "What Dreams May come" "White Oleander" "Vanilla Sky" "Fight Club" "Office Space" "October Sky" "Donnie Darko" so on...

Television:

The O.C., Gilmore Girls, One Tree Hill, Real World, That 70's show, Will and Grace, Wheel of Fortune, Jeopardy, my soaps, (Days of our Lives and Passions)
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Books:

poetry: Stephen Dunn, Jeanette Winterson (My Fav's)books:The Scarlet Letter, White Oleander, Magic Hour (Susan Issacs), The Outsiders (S.E. Hinton) C.S. Lewis... ............................................................ ................................................. ............................................................ ................................................. I Come Home Wanting to Touch Everyone By: Stephen Dunn ............................................................ .................................................... The dogs greet me, I descend..................................................... ................. into their world of fur and tongues..................................................... ............ and then my wife and I embrace..................................................... .............. as if we'd just closed the door........................................................ ............... in a motel, our two girls slip in.......................................................... ............ between us and we're all saying...................................................... .............. each other's names and the dogs........................................................ .......... Buster and Sundown are on their hind legs, ................................................... people-style, seeking more love........................................................ ........... I've come home wanting to touch....................................................... ........... everyone, everything; usually I turn........................................................ ..... the key and they're all lost........................................................ ................... in food or homework, even the dogs........................................................ ..... are preoccupied with themselves, ............................................................ ..... I desire only to ease........................................................ ............................ back in, the mail, a drink, ............................................................ ................. but tonight the body-hungers have sent out................................................... their long-range signals..................................................... ........................... or love itself has risen....................................................... ........................... from its squalor of neglect..................................................... ....................... Every time the kids turn their backs....................................................... ....... I touch my wife's breasts..................................................... ........................ and when she checks the dinner...................................................... ............. the unfriendly cat on the dishwasher.................................................. ........... wants to rub heads, starts to speak....................................................... ........ with his little motor and violin--.................................................... ................. everything, everyone is intelligible................................................ ................ in the language of touch, ............................................................ .................. and we sit down to dinner inarticulate................................................ ............ as blood, all difficulties postponed................................................... .............. because the weather is so good........................................................ ............
You are Psalms.
Which book of the Bible are you?
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Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.
Your Hidden Talent
You have the power to persuade and influence others.
You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.
The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.
Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think! What's Your Hidden Talent?
You Are 25 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act?

Heroes:

Jesus(when I hit rock bottom, he was the only one to turn to), my brother, J, a wonderful guitarist, my brother, Firefighter Tyler a.k.a. Spiderman, then there's Batman, Superman, you know...

My Blog

April 17th-Shame on you, SHAME ON ME

Wes broke up with me. Didn't see it coming. Goodbye my almost lover. I don't want to let you go. Your fingertips across my skinThe palm trees swaying in the windImagesYou sang me Spanish lullabiesThe ...
Posted by This Summer will never end... on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 07:13:00 PST

Speechless

In the cellar of seduction the symbols slumber. Sound has no echo. It has become a sensation of breath on skin. The time passes equally, night and day reversed. Waking to dinner. Finding the mor...
Posted by This Summer will never end... on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 09:39:00 PST

I'm not giving up, I'm letting go.

You aren't the person I loved, the person I cared for. I would say man, but I believe that would be too sophisticated. I know you don't care if I was not around anymore. So, I will no longer try. I wa...
Posted by This Summer will never end... on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 08:39:00 PST

you're my phobia

you're my nerves. my nausea. my lack of breath. my smile. my clothes. my makeup. my clock. my future. my present. my past. my future? what should I say when I see you again? What should I fear, or s...
Posted by This Summer will never end... on Tue, 22 May 2007 03:53:00 PST

In dedication to my past me and former friends

A man should never be ashamed to own he has been in the wrong, which is but saying... that he is wiser today than he was yesterday.  ~Alexander Pope, in Swift, MiscellaniesThe only real mistake i...
Posted by This Summer will never end... on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 05:21:00 PST

You're my Key (written by Summer)

                                    &n...
Posted by This Summer will never end... on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 11:31:00 PST

Finally is never Final (This sequel will continue...)

It's time. The alarm always goes off. Sometimes you can't wake up. You're stubborn. You claim you're too tired. The truth is you'd rather face the day by sleeping it away. There are things you won't...
Posted by This Summer will never end... on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 08:39:00 PST

A Valentine haunting by "Goodbye Tomorrow"

(this song makes me think of you)   i never meant to leave deari just thought i would arrivebut it seems here i'm never quite alivewhere you are the room won't fill with lightbut an absence that ...
Posted by This Summer will never end... on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 02:09:00 PST

A poetry plee

Get up, move. I feel imobile. you didn't call.   You sound like a teenage girl that hates her her life. She lives in a movie. But, I don't hate it. I despise the situations in it. On a hunt to ...
Posted by This Summer will never end... on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 04:23:00 PST

Please. Don't.

I didn't know this would hurt so soon. I didn't know it was possible for me to screw up so quickly. For things to go this way. I just hope they don't end like this. I don't want it to end. I didn...
Posted by This Summer will never end... on Mon, 29 May 2006 07:26:00 PST