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PUGGASHIV IS FUCKING DEAD

RIP. my father, my friend. forever in my heart.

About Me



About me:

About me:

My Interests



PublicationsArt books.
Monster Children.
Frankie.
Yen.
The Dirt.
Scar Tissue.
Monster: Kody Scott.
Marching Powder.
News Papers.

BuddiesEVERY WORD
RAW FISH & DARTS
RYAN NIX
NUMBER 1

Music:

ALWAYS:
The Cure.
AFI.
Against Me!
HIM.
Strung Out.
Counting Crows.
Every Word.

PLEASURING MY EARS NOW:
The Gaslight Anthem.
- Sink or Swim.
the Dear & Departed.
- Something Quite Peculiar.
Dustin Kensrue.
- Please Come Home
Anberlin.
- Cities.
The Ataris
- Welcome the NIght.
Tegan & Sara.
- The Con.
Fugazi.
- End Hits.

Heroes:

MY DAD
MSN: [email protected]
" I'll wake up around four or five.
Eat, shower and get dressed in about an hour's time.
Take my vitamins, check my messages, and call around some friends.
Make plans for dinner and drinks sometime after nine.
We're definitely going to call it in early tonight.
Need to dry out, take some time to clear my mind.
Before I know it here I am again, fucking 2 o'clock in the morning.
Standing in a bar with a drink in hand.
How low can you go before you can't turn around?
Seriously this is my last and final time, I'm making some big big changes in my life.
No you won't catch me down here again waiting to score, sweaty money palmed in my hand.
What are you cutting this with anyway?
'Cause I have got some really really big plans.
And today is the day I'm putting them into action.
Then before I know it, here I am again, fucking six o'clock in the morning.
Rolled up dollar bill in my hand.
How low can you go before you can't turn around?
I'm sick of feeling like I'm losing my mind.
Sick of doing the same things most night after night.
Sick of self-loathing and self-absorption, self-destructive narcissism.
I'm sick to death of being constantly fucking sick of.
I don't know who i can trust.
Thought there was us, but there is no one."

"Comment Link" is at the bottom of page, I fucked something up.
I'll fix it soon.
So give me a break.
Don't worry, your still number 1
HAHA
Hi Age!
"I have the choice, Drew"
"Nothing beats an imposing lobby"
- Dylan Stolzenhein
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My Blog

thinking of you thinking of me

what do i have to do to make you seewhat can i do to make us bethe love i have for you,to see you smile every day would be a dream come true.i know you know the way i feeland what you know is for real...
Posted by PUGGASHIV IS FUCKING DEAD on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 01:40:00 PST

HIDEAWAY BOTTLE

This bottle i hide behind, yet you seem to find me again.forever the the dreams of deaththe low feelings i can not fend.so you savour the taste one more timeanother hide outthinking tomorrow everythin...
Posted by PUGGASHIV IS FUCKING DEAD on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 10:12:00 PST

WEAK SMILE

my wounds will not healthis heart will not mendi lay unable to feelfeelings i can not fend.another slave to the sleepless night.i cant seem to breath my smile is weaklegs are numbno words i can speak...
Posted by PUGGASHIV IS FUCKING DEAD on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 06:45:00 PST

TIME AND TIME

i see your name, my heart jumpssleepless nightsmore and more commonhoping you'll return.you said we were amazingwhy is this so damn hardi cant learn to love againso for now and evermorei shall remain ...
Posted by PUGGASHIV IS FUCKING DEAD on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 07:08:00 PST

KISSING IN THE RAIN

Roses are blackened when your gone,the green fades from the grass.a kiss on the cheek to seal my fatewhen will you make this pain pass.i feel tonightless thru out my daysbreathless for those nightstha...
Posted by PUGGASHIV IS FUCKING DEAD on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 06:30:00 PST

IT IS WHAT IT IS

it's your eyes that light up my face,your laugh that gets me high.your kiss that gets me drunk,it's your smile i miss most.it's your voice that melts my heart,your touch that eases my pain.your scent ...
Posted by PUGGASHIV IS FUCKING DEAD on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 07:37:00 PST

SCARED AND SAFE

I thought I heard your voice today, no different then any other.So scared and safe with you,you watching over me, my father.I'm sorry I haven't been,it's hard on my heart,my eyes well and it happens a...
Posted by PUGGASHIV IS FUCKING DEAD on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 07:39:00 PST

DEAD TO ME

you broke a heartyou broke a friendshipi'm out of gasi'm out of soulmy love was theremy treatment was never fairbroken heartsmy friend to pick the bonesyou used my trustyou used my love enjoy your lif...
Posted by PUGGASHIV IS FUCKING DEAD on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 02:38:00 PST

FOR YOU

I never knew what you ment untill you were gone. The guiding light I never knew was there, the memories for my insperation. My pain I covered, pretending you were here. I now know you still, watchi...
Posted by PUGGASHIV IS FUCKING DEAD on Mon, 22 May 2006 08:29:00 PST

IMAGES

My dreams get filled up with images, images of a love worht dying for, a life worth linving, your life worth sharing. My smile gets weak when your not around, my eyes begin to bleed and grow a little...
Posted by PUGGASHIV IS FUCKING DEAD on Mon, 22 May 2006 08:25:00 PST