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sar-ah bear-ry

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About Me

IM me: xdevilxdollif you dont know, well now you know... im sarah bearry. got over 7 months clean. (whod have thunk it!) longest amount of clean time ive ever had. i want to be a drug and alcoholic councler for teens you sit there in your, heartach, waiting on some beautiful boy to save you from your old ways
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MY PHOTOBUCKET love is simply the looks, the gestures, the scent that i cant stop myself from sending your way to make you remember me always Love means nothing to you anymore, blood stains on the wall with disfigured forms / end me .. Could I end my life with a knife sharpened of problems sweet satisfaction of a night sky with horns a papercut bleeds like a cut vein could this sky open up and accept this tortured soul but my wings have yet to work change means nothing when nothing wants to changeim a mirror fucking image of no control
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Or Get Myspace Comments "We held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves." WiTH LOVE XOXOX SARAH i like love yougemini, swing sets, 3 legged animals, chocolate, mud, fights, swimming, kissing, cuddling, snuggling, holding hands, blowing bubbles, soda pop, chewing gum, rainbows, bumble bees, spiders, lady bugs, rain, lightning, bonfires, answering my friends phones, lying, sleeping, kitties, my care bear, music, dancing, drinking, eating, alcohol , caterpillars, hearts, blood, sewing, jesus, painting, oil pastels, stickers, razers, contacts, glasses, frogs, creepy animals, hair spray, my eye lashes, mascara, lip gloss, puddles, rain boots, cute boys, cute girls, friends, fighting, starting fights, making people cry, bandaids, flat irons, spring, lucky charms, nail polish, pictures, breaking stuff, being a child, slinkeys, boy bathing suits, scraped knees, sidewalk chalk, and more kisses

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Name: Sarah Bearry
Birthday: june 4 85
Birthplace: woodbury nj
Current Location: York PA
Eye Color: Honey
Hair Color: darker
Height: 5 7
Right Handed or Left Handed: to do what... generally right
Your Heritage: italian irish scotish english german
The Shoes You Wore Today: black
Your Weakness: dope
Your Fears: going backwards
Your Perfect Pizza: x cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: save money for a car
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: fuck
Thoughts First Waking Up: fuck
Your Best Physical Feature: you tell me
Your Bedtime: when i fall asleep
Your Most Missed Memory: woodstown kidzz
Pepsi or Coke: sprite
MacDonalds or Burger King: wendys
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: mixed
Cappuccino or Coffee: yuck
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: yes
Do you Sing: not well
Do you Shower Daily: fuck yea
Have you Been in Love: yea
Do you want to go to College: yea
Do you want to get Married: yea
Do you belive in yourself: today i do
Do you get Motion Sickness: not so much
Do you think you are Attractive: im not a 10 but im allright
Are you a Health Freak: nah
Do you get along with your Parents: for the most part
Do you like Thunderstorms: love em
Do you play an Instrument: used to play the flute. so no.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: nope
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: with my rommie!
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: unfortunatly
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yuck no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no too cold
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nah
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: yes, got caught once too.
How do you want to Die: stabbed a million times
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: councler of some sort
What country would you most like to Visit: italy. ireland.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: brown
Favourite Hair Color: dark
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: tall
Weight: medium
Best Clothing Style: whatever
Number of Drugs I have taken: a billion
Number of CDs I own: a few
Number of Piercings: zero
Number of Tattoos: zero
Number of things in my Past I Regret: regret nothing. move forward

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!23rd Psalm on drugs....... These tragic words, part of a twisted rewording of the beloved psalms, were discovered in Reidsville,N.C. in a car alongside a dead heroin addict.She was 23 years old."King Heroin is my shepard. I shall always want. He maketh me to lie down in the gutter. "He leadeth me beside the troubled waters. He destroyeth my soul. "He leadeth me in the path of wickedness. "Yea, I shall walk thur the valley of poverty and will fear no evil for thou,Heroin, are with me. "Thy needle and capsule comfort me. Thou strippest the table of groceries in the presence of my family. Thou robbest my head of reason. "My cup of sorrow runneth over. Surely heroin addiction shall stalk me all the days of my life and I will dwell in the house of the damned forever. The young lady also went on to say...... Jail didnt cure me. Nor did the hospitalization help me for long. The doctor told my family it would have been better and indeed kinder, if the person who got me hooked on dope had taken a gun and blown my brains out. And I wish to god he did. My god, How I wish it...... To all those struggling with addiction may you find peace and the will to keep living........a poem by Mandy R. - a TRUE friend I hope you know how much our time together has meant to me, I feel like ive made a really true friend, no matter where we go may our friendship always find us, and bring us out of darkness, weve cried on each others shoulders, weve made each other laugh! a lot! i'll miss you so much, but no matter what, ill always be there for you, i love you sarah. I LOVE YOU TOO MANDY! I MISS YOU!

I'd like to meet:

A beautiful girl can make you dizzy, Like you've been drinking jack and coke all morning. She can make you feel high, Full of the single greatest commodity known to man: Promise. promise of a better day, promise of a greater hope, promise of a new tomorrow. This particular aura, can be found in the gait of a beautiful girl. In her smile, and in her soul. In the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like it's gonna be ok...If you have love in your life nurture it and keep it safe! You never know how long you will have it, but however long it is know it's value. Never expect anything in return for your love, always give it freely!EMILY

Music:

Salem county all the way just a small list:




Random Facts *i have 2 different shaped eyes ;0) ones circular and one is oval *i have the highest ass crack you'll ever see *my tongue is extremely wide *i can touch my nose with my tongue *i have really small pinkie toesmy first attempt at using oil pastels
Quotes i like "I could learn photography. That could be something to want. I could photograph children. I could have my own children. I would give them yellow roses. And if they got too loud, I would just put them some place quiet. Put them in the oven. And I would kiss them every day, and tell them you don't have to be anybody, because I would know that being somebody doesn't make you anybody anyway." gia"this is your life, and its ending one minute at a time" "Hello my name is distance, and i really dont care if i never wake up again. HELLO MY NAME IS DISTANCE AND I REALLY DONT CARE IF I NEVER WAKE UP AGAIN!"She's finally seen she's a beautiful girl with a smile so grand she could stop the world" from autumn to ashes"

Movies:


Jay skating some mmmm movies!:

Television:


Disorder Rating
Paranoid Disorder : High
Schizoid Disorder : Low
Schizotypal Disorder : Low
Antisocial Disorder : High
Borderline Disorder : Very High
Histrionic Disorder : High
Narcissistic Disorder : Moderate
Avoidant Disorder : Moderate
Dependent Disorder : High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder : Low

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Books:

novel of love and addiction in Australia another novel of love and addiction in china

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Heroes:

My Granddad 5/25/25- 1/9/06 Sam Porch 3/9/85- 1/8/05 grandma Carly, kenny, Mike, Lou and Karenme and granddad me and paulie!i miss you fergison darling! hehe

My Blog

sometimes you gotta give in to win 5.28.08

so i called pawlie. no answer. left him a message. 10 minutes later i text him. and he responded! hehe. go figure. so im going to jersey on the 7th and 8th. i want to meet up with a bunch of people. i...
Posted by sar-ah bear-ry on Wed, 28 May 2008 11:23:00 PST

blat blat blat!!! youre all dead.

i got to watch someone puke today. side effect of shooting dope. let me tell ya, it was fucking sexy! NOT! more like fucking GROSE!   so i know that when i used to get high, i would deny the fac...
Posted by sar-ah bear-ry on Tue, 27 May 2008 12:10:00 PST

5.22.08 shit happens. </4

im like bawiling out!!! i was looking at a bunch of friends pictures and it hit me how much i really miss everyone. like yeah i dont want to be in York. but i'm not going anywhere.i got a lot going on...
Posted by sar-ah bear-ry on Thu, 22 May 2008 08:37:00 PST

IMA DOOMED MUTHA TRUCKA

i recomend all chicks read "hes just not that into you" written by Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo. its so awesome! it changes my views on dating guys. its mutha truken awesome i was walking to th...
Posted by sar-ah bear-ry on Fri, 02 May 2008 01:09:00 PST

uughhh 4.26.08

im confused. i dont know if what im doing is right. im scared shitless. mutha trucka. i guess i'll have my answer soon though. im praying hardcore about a lot of shit thats going on. i have a lot of p...
Posted by sar-ah bear-ry on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 12:32:00 PST

life is so amazing today! 4.24.08

i felt really down on myself the past couple of days. like, non-stop crying! emotions galore!!! i chaired the AM meeting today, and afterward i felt so much better. i got some new pictures up too. the...
Posted by sar-ah bear-ry on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 10:55:00 PST

is this what you want? sometimes i wonder 4.15.08

god i am so obsessed with the distillers music!!!! fucking brody dalle is so mutha truckn hott. shes powerful. seeing her up close is so fucking awesome. im like in total bliss right now. i dont know ...
Posted by sar-ah bear-ry on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 01:06:00 PST

im scared in this library!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO i was just sitting here and theres this couple sitting next to me, and they start making out... im like "ew" so i dont know i look over at them making out and the dude is straight up stareing at me...
Posted by sar-ah bear-ry on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 01:36:00 PST

this is what i thought, i thought youd need me 4.8.08

i got people calling me non-STOP!!!!!!!! its pauls birthday! i love him so much. he was always the person i looked up to most in life. hes such an awesome person. i love him with all my heart. it feel...
Posted by sar-ah bear-ry on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 12:59:00 PST

my mind isnt totally fucked after all ;0) 4.5.08 <3

i am so fucking happy right now. i got a lot of messages for so many people, and they really give me strength to continue living. i was talking to a girl and she was telling me how she felt dead insid...
Posted by sar-ah bear-ry on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 01:05:00 PST