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Gunther

every minute of each hour is like 60 nightmares

About Me

My name is Gunther, I am no one. I am clinically, and worldly depressed. I posess not one ounce of happiness in my existance. Every morning I awake to find I'm even sadder than I was only hours ago. I feel sad for not only myself, but for those around me. I am the keeper of the rainy days, and of the dreariest winters. Not only do I live and breathe in complete and utter sadness and despair, I also create nothing less. The world around me is mine alone, and I am my creator. I am my only existance. I am my only friend. No one but myself can save me now, for I have no ties to rest of you. What I once was before no longer remembers me, and I am sure I barely remember him. I am more alone than the furthest star from earth. I am buried beneath the infinite tears that flood the deepest oceans. I am the light that no one sees. I am no one, and for that I am truly aware that this is my curse, my weakness, my inability to fend off the only truth, which in this world, belongs to sadness.

My Interests

Listening to depressing music. Watching sad movies. Drawing sad pictures. Singing sad songs. Walking alone on the dark depressing streets. crying.

I'd like to meet:

happiness

Music:

Moby. senead o'conner. enya.

Movies:

anything that makes me cry

Television:

anything on lifetime or hallmark channel

Books:

learning not to jump, by leapold vanderstein

Heroes:

andy kauffman

My Blog

enough about nothing

Upon the ledges of window panes and rooftops standing quietly among the busy streets below me, my feet are standing, hands are trembling, both are at edge above the distance beneat...
Posted by Gunther on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 04:10:00 PST

Depressed

Today was a better day, I actually smiled, which is a little odd for me. I was watching tv and saw the new Hulk Hogan reality show. There was this one part that made me laugh, but then a commercial ca...
Posted by Gunther on Sat, 13 Aug 2005 06:00:00 PST

Dying Grass...by Gunther

I wrote a poem today, I call it the dying grass.   Dying Grass, by Gunther Look at the fields of dying stems as they reach for the water that the rain won't bring for days. I'm sure by the time ...
Posted by Gunther on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST