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Josie

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About Me

So i decided to change my about me section b*c i wrote it at the beginning of the school year, and, well, a lot has changed since then.
for starters. I'm not going to NYU next year :( I'm actually going to attend Northwestern University, like an hour and a half away from home. Pretty weird. The girl who was destined to travel the farthest away from home is staying the closest. Trust me though, it was a hard decision to make, i think i cried for about 2 hours. My mommy dearest had to seal and mail the decision envelope to NYU for me, saying that i denied their acceptance. Turning it down was probably the hardest thing ive ever had to do. And trust me, even though I'm only 17, I've had to make some pretty tough decisions in my life. But I'm happy with what I've chosen and I think i'll do well next year. I sure as hell know I'm ready to P.T. F .O. of here... this town is seriously suffocating.
all in all though ive had a pretty kick ass year. lost some friends, made some new ones. and i have a shit load of memories and awesome experiences to back me up for next year.
Like my old "about me" section said... I'm living senior year to the fullest, and I'd like to think i've done a pretty good job so far. But starting next year I don't know how much I'm gonna dick around; starting next year i need to get serious. I've kinda screwed around for the past four years with ppl, well, not exactly intellectually stimulating. And though ive had fun, trust me, lots and lots of fun, and though I love the friends I've made, well, some of them... I think its time for me to
e x p a n d my horizons. Until then, however, I'm gonna let the craziness take control. I plan on not remembering this summer. Four months of purely fcuked up laziness. Because I have faith that when it comes time to be "studious," I'll be able to do that. When it comes time to let go, I'll be able to do that. For the first time in a long time I have faith in myself.
and that is the most important thing of all :D

My Interests

i miss my whamos...meh
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Joanna
Birthday: October 24th, 1988
Birthplace: Chi-Town
Current Location: Thrills
Eye Color: Brown, with black spots, its weird
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'5"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Lefty
Your Heritage: A-Z-N, im one eight thai
The Shoes You Wore Today: chucks
Your Weakness: shoes
Your Fears: snakes and failing
Your Perfect Pizza: cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: enjoy the rest of senior year
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: i don't do aim
Thoughts First Waking Up: Fuck
Your Best Physical Feature: um... my asian eyes?
Your Bedtime: never
Your Most Missed Memory: train rides with icp
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: m-donalds, they have fish!
Single or Group Dates: i work better in groups
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i like tea. period.
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: where?
Do you Smoke: ew
Do you Swear: too much
Do you Sing: sorry...
Do you Shower Daily: haha
Have you Been in Love: o god
Do you want to go to College: im asian
Do you want to get Married: someday
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive: ha- ask rachel
Are you a Health Freak: define health freak
Do you get along with your Parents: occasionally
Do you like Thunderstorms: ask dennison
Do you play an Instrument: i use to
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: i live for H20
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: went today
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: yea mr. nchs!!!
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: have u ever been to chicago?
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: on accident...
Ever been Drunk: riiight...
Ever been called a Tease: nope
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: on accident...
How do you want to Die: jumping off of the grand canyon. im dead serious
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: happy
What country would you most like to Visit: spain is next on my list
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: this is so...
Favourite Hair Color: shallow, but...
Short or Long Hair: i like emo boys, who are...
Height: taller than me, and...
Weight: have the "v-muscle"
Best Clothing Style: for boys- metro all the way
for me- i wear what i like

Number of Drugs I have taken: define drug, illegal, over the counter? this question sucks
Number of CDs I own: this one does too
Number of Piercings: seven
Number of Tattoos: none, yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i try not to regret things... but... too many

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song of the MOMENT FIX YOU
ColdplayWhen you try your best but you don't succeed // When you get what you want but not what you need // When you feel so tired but you can't sleep // Stuck in
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And high up above or down below // When you're too in love to let it go // But if you never try you'll never know // Just what you're worth Tears stream, down your face // When you lose something you cannot replace // Tears stream, down your face // I promise you I will learn from my mistakes // Tears stream down your face // And I...Lights will guide you home // And ignite your bones // And I will try to fix you

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Posted by Josie on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 08:56:00 PST