Welcome :)
The Following profiles are FAKES...
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewpro
file&friendid=111366000
http://www.myspace.com/brunettes_are_better_07
http://www.myspace.com/aubreyfoxx
http://www.myspace.com/michelle90210
www.myspace.com/jencemapoo22
Please, if you see a faker of me tell me!
I want to change the world with my writing... I want to open a few eyes so people will see beyond themselves and their little problems. But it is ok to put yourself first every once in a while. Just remember, there are people out there who need you more than you do.
"Don't let anyone, even your parents break you. Find good people who care about you and surround yourself with just them. If you can't find them at first, find good music and fall into it, let it hold you until they come."
-Davey Havok
The Following Is Not A Test
I listen to ALL types of music. I listen to punk and rap... do I have to dress the part? No. "OMG you're a poser/ wannabe" WTF your the "wannabe" (lame word) if your going around and watching MTV videos and copying the style of your favorite artists. I say be your own before you come running along my side to spit in my path.
Religion
Ok I did it, I have found GOD, read my blog about it if you want to know "what's up" hahaha
Well I never pray, but tonight I'm on my knees
My Hopes
I want to become a
Model.
NO, I'm not a model!...yet. (That is my biggest a furthest dream. I'm thinking the most difficult too.) But I have my mind set on it, I'm not giveing up! No one better try and stop me. I want to be a Victoria's Secret Angel, I know thats really pushing it, but I have to set goals.
Yes, I do want to become a singer,I love singing (singing since age 7) It gives me a natural high. I don't want to be a one hit wonder,I want to be around for years, And write my OWN music.
Life
I do want I want when I want the way I like it. I'm a believer in living life to the fullest. I do what satisfies me. It's the little things I appriciate, so I make time for my friends and welcome them with open arms if they ever need a helping hand or place to stay. I'm easy to get along with as long as you understand my sense of humor.
Myspace
I have myspace to communicate with people. I'll promote music I'm interested in, and that goes for art and clothing lines. I am, although, here to talk to people. Don't be afraid to send me a sweet comment, I don't bite... hard. So lets make myspace OURspace.
Love
Love, I found it and lost it. I think I fall in love to easily. When I like someone i ignore all the flaws. Then the little relationship ends and I am completely heart broken and blame myself. I guess you can say I read love novels too much and have high expectations. I was told that a few times. So I decided to give this guy a chance and once again.. I'm fucked over. I think i've given up. I'll wait for someone to make an effort to get to know me and not the other way around. i'm not looking for love on myspace, so please spare me.
Death
I fear it. I have a big family. I've lost a lot of people. I think about my death everyday. When I was 14 my uncle came to my house to borrow something. I was the last person to ever see him alive. He was murdered that day. The cops came and took me out of school to question me, since then I haven't taken my mind off it.
Random
I do have bad intentions from every word I say. I'm not to be played with. Every move you make sets a trigger in my mind to help me understand you. I have standards for friends. I'll except you once you prove to me you can be trusted and no longer feel the pain of insecurity... so let the razor cut the soft spot on your heel.
This is not enough to feed the hungry
Don't blow my sunshine... I want the effing HARSH truth, not some pretty lie. And if you're going to message me saying some bull I don't particuarly care about, you're going to receive a few choice words from me. And eventualy be blocked. You're a waste of space on Gods green earth if you're going to judge me from this. I say, grow a brain big enough to comprhend me. Use this context to figure what's going on with my mind... Try to surprise me. Don't try to bring me down. I'll just label you as a loser with nothing better to do than take someone down with you. I don't believe it's lonely at the top. It's lonely at the bottom. There's a reason people are there.
I talk way too much for my own good. Off with my head !
I don't believe you can fall in love once. There is no 'one great love' (if you're religious perhaps your love for God)
I'm not high maintenance like most people think. I'd rather earn something myself than have it handed to me, expecially by a man. I like to know I work hard for what I get. I like to think I spend my money wisely. (I do love Seven Jeans though; it's a fit thing)
We've all been dying since the day we were born
I don't believe 'great minds think a like". I think every one functions differently depending on personality. True personality comes out when you're alone. That is why I don't judge people. We know NO ONE. We can't walk around in someones mind, although we wish we could.
"I do not agree with a word you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it"
- Voltaire
I am a strong believer in freedom of speech. So say what you want where you want. I love the first ammendment. If America did not have it, I would not be here writing in the first place.
MY small 'wish list'
I wish there were more 12 year old girls on myspace.. wow, things get better with AGE!!
I wish more junior high girls dressed like Paris Hilton.. and threw up after every meal like her
I wish people never read my profile then asked me what I like to do... since it's not all over here
I wish more people would tell me what to listen to... you all have snappy taste
I wish more bands would add me... since they are all so good
I wish more people said,"omg I hate labels" and then continue on saying "I hate punks/emos/gangsters ect." ... your all so smart and witty
I wish I got more invites to New York parties... I'm there every weeked!!
I wish more people shared the same name like "Dirty Little Secret"... it's so like ORIGINAL!
I wish more people at school would call me conceited... I so am
I wish I could meet up with every guy who tells me to... you all are just so awesome! OMG!!
I wish more people would send me messages like "What's up?"... the answer is NOTHING
I wish more guys would ask if I was single... I never talk about guys on here
I wish more girls would used me... I'm your ragdoll
I wish more people would tell me to add them... my add button is so hard to find
I wish more people would ask me why I haven't replied...
I wish more guys posted pics only of their 'sixpack'.. damn that's hott!
I wish more people had weed as their profile background, we all know your IQ level now!
I'm thinking maybe I should take my own advice every once in a while.
It takes a lot to actually develop a friendship with me through myspace. I am interested in good looking people. I know that's shallow but I can't help it. You have to grab my attention some way.
Ok girls this wont be up long... I have naturally black and curlly hair. I use all Bed Head hair products... I shampoo every other day... my hair cut it a long mullet :)... When I do my hair I just straighten it with a Chi. I get tons of volume by using hair spary and teasing, its very simple. Just use a fine tooth comb. I usually dye my hair using a cap of platinum blonde or a weave of platinum blonde and dirty blonde :).. any other questions just ask me... and yes I do curl my hair but not often because it looks like Curly Sue :)
I may seem like a bitch from what you've read on here, but I'm not. I'm one of the goofiest people you'll ever meet. Ask any one of my friends. I find humor in everything. I'm glad to bring a smile to my friends faces with my witty sarcasm. They have learned to love me. So love me or hate me, I'll stay just the same.
So in conclusion... I stay as real as possible. Indeed I do try to make a good impression, but my idea of a good impression may be complete opposite of yours so it can and probably will back fire. so what is the use of trying? Ha ha ha!
If your stomach feels weak the my work here is done
