Charles

First and foremost I would like to share my friendships. I do always try to give the best advice but sometimes it my seem like it is not but we are all human and still have lots to learn. My friends that I have are the absolutely most precious people in my life. They mean so much to me. I will do what is takes to protect all of them. Those that take the time for me and ones that I have shared important things with in my life expecially my "Heros" I would spill my blood trying to protect at all costs. I am a very loving and caring person. Love Love Love to cuddle. I am a highly affectionate person. We are not all perfect in this world but there are those of us that ALWAYS try to do our best in everything. I always do my very best to be there for anyone that needs it. I have a very big heart. I very much Enjoy being around my friends and loved ones. It is disappointing that I cannot have BBQ's and get togethers as often as I would like. I am still learning like us all. There are so many things in life that we all get caught up in. It still amazes me how many games that are still played. People like playing with others hearts. I only try to do my best. Most of the time, I seems like it is never good enough. I am not even sure why. Take a chance on Love, some are so afraid or getting hurt that they mess up everything before anything has a chance to build. We have all been hurt so many times and in so many degrees. Maybe that is why people play games. They are afraid of love. In order to heal from a emotional wound in which keeps you from love, don't you think that it should be replaced and not forgotten? Our mistakes make us who we are. It is funny how many people judge us because of what someone says. In my opinion we cheat ourselves when doing those things. We each finally come to a point in our lives in which we know if we do not take the chance we may actually miss "the one" person that we are supposed to be with. Do not worry if you are not ready in your life the opportunity will have to come around again because at that time we were not ready for it. That is why we always end up in so many temporary relationships. We are to damn scared to take the chance. We have to take a chance on getting hurt in order to learn what real love is, we are only going to learn bits and pieces of love from all of our relationships through our lives. It is not an easy thing to just trust and Love someone most people are so blind with pain that they forgot what unconditional love even was. As easy as it seems at first, it is always hard for some to trust because of all of the times that we have been hurt. I know there is someone out there that knows that they want to take a chance too and keep looking until you find that person, do not give up, because we again would cheat ourselves. You should not allow jealousy to make a big part in the relationship especially with trust. Most have the excuse that it is not the person that they are with that they do not trust. It is everyone else. Funny how protective we are sometimes, but you know, if that person ever gets into the situation where those other people may not behave themselves do you think that they will be able to stand on there own if you have been protecting them thus far? I think not. I am very very protective in nature. Never think that you might change someone. That is the biggest game in the book, It is discusting to me. You should not limit yourself and your life by making judgements on people based by those opinions. I would hope that we all have the chance to find that person that can be there for us, be our best friend when we need it and give us the love and attention that we all require. Do not forget though that it all goes 50% in both directions emotionally. No matter how had we try and as much as we carry in a relationship our 150% is only still 1/2 way. I believe that to have a real relationship, and to really love ourselves we need someone to share our experiences with. We cannot grow if we are blinded behind our own opinions on life and love. Our lives can change or be taken from us in a second, we should never forget what we value in each other and we should never leave angry we may never be able to change the situation then. I lost mo mother when i was 19. We did not really have the best relationship. There were so many times that we did not even talk to each other for months. It is possible to talk about everything as mature adults. Lets live our lives with no regrets. There are so many things to do in life and soo much time that we waste being angry or upset about something. It is easy to get so caught up in the stress of life that we forget what it is like to go dancing. Life at times seems like a dance. I am passionate about dancing. I do not even make time to go to classes so that i can learn dances that I have not yet. Peace. I do not think that we are to far from it if we all realize what we may not have tomorrow because of a decision that we have made today. It is all to easy to say something in anger because for whatever reason we are hurt from something and we always lash out at people that we love. Never figured out why. We always want someone to be there for us when we need it. So we need to be there for others when they need us. 50%. Do you think that anyone will ever take the time for you if you never take the time for them? Drama drama drama everyone hates it, but we must be there for each other so stop creating it. STOP. Listen to the rain once and a while. STOP. Smell the flowers once and a while. STOP. Enjoy the outdoors there is not much of it even left. Do you realize that without plants and trees we would not have oxygen to breath. Without plants the mountains woulud fall apart. Without plants the earth probably would be flat. lol. Be glad that you are able to have your first breath when you wake up. Be glad that you even made it to work safely. You realize it is more dangerous to walk a flight of stairs than to drive a car? There are millions of things that we take for granted every day. We have all become lazy. Society tries to make things easy for us by telling us what to do and how to think. Please keep and eye out for the little things and I bet even as crazy as life gets you will be a happier person. We all wonder if true love exists, or if there is such a thing as destiny. I really believe that, YES, it is very very possible.I heavily enjoy being in the outdoors. Hiking, Camping, Fishing, Horseback riding. I ejoy sharing all of my experiences with friends and loved ones. There can always be a compromise between you and your partner you just need to be willing to give to each other our experiences and things we have learned. You do not have to go to the club to have an enjoyable evening with your lover and your friends. Now do not forget moderation can be worked out and it would be selfish of us to deny our partner some of the things that may help him take away the stress of everyday life. I hate realizing that there are so many people out there in the world where people never take time out to de-stress. It makes us angry and bitter when those things occur. It also makes us sick and we more or less create our own diseases like tumors by not taking the time to get rid of our stress.Sorry my thoughts are so random. I hope this helps with the fill in the blanks about me. Feel free to ask questions. Please leave messages. I am out with friends alot watching movies going to coffee. I try to not be home because I do not want to be selfish and not share in my friends experiences. Sometimes we just have to let loose and be a little goofy I mean really how fun is life if you do not make it enjoyable....mygen { Miscellaneous Properties } img { filter:none;} a:link img { filter:Alpha(Opacity=50);} a:hover img { filter:none;} .. .navbar {visibility:visible;} .navbar font {visibility:hidden;} table td div div font {visibility:hidden;}