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509

All you need is love

About Me

I can be simple or complicated, sweet but bitchy as well. I am the perfect me. Accept me for who I am... if you are here to judge, then I don't need you in my life. Words can cut deeper than any weapon, so choose them wisely. Otherwise, the ones you love are the ones that bleed. Love and hurt go hand in hand...to truly love, you must know hurt. No one wants to hurt... but we all have. Let it go. Live every day as if it is your last. Love as if you have never loved before... you never know when it can be taken from you. I learned that lesson the hard way. Free yourself of the regret, pain and burdens you carry. It is the only way to truly be alive. laugh, cry, love, hate, feel.... LIVE. Never have to ask the question 'what if?' Regret is a waste of energy.

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My Interests

Life, love, passion, tears, knowledge, strength, truth, power. I am always seeking to learn and grow. To become better than I was yesterday.

I'd like to meet:

I love everyone for their individual self, without all the games and masks. So be honest and show me your true colors. Otherwise, don't waste my time being artificial.

Music:

sarah mclachlan, tiesto, okenfold, delerium, korn, stone sour, jewel, natasha bedingfield, holly brook, hope, bjork, markus shulz, paul van dyk, starkillers, kate havnevik, ATB, dido, dj encore, slipknot, frou frou, NIN, lords of acid, beastie boys, kaskade, BT, crystal method, kitty, evanescence, motorcycle, blue october, saliva, 30 seconds to mars, robert miles, pendulum, chris cox, dj irene, enigma, deftones, Darude, Benny Banassi. MUSIC IS LIFE!!!

Movies:

awakenings, notebook, fight club, donnie darko, queen of the damned, hero, kill bill, riddick, vanilla sky, boondock saints

Television:

evil tool that turns your brain into mush

Books:

death be not proud, angel in the making, erotica series by anne rice - beauty, anything regarding the study and interpretation of dreams - they are the window to your subconscious mind.

Heroes:

my angel mother, my amazing son he truly - is my ultimate teacher, my sisters - one is an angel and the other is beautiful but broken, my brother - so strong and so fragile at the same time, my father - who has always done the best he knows how. My best friend and love of my life, Shayne.

My Blog

Tragedy

She was the embodiment of perfection. Not in the ways society would classify as perfection. She had the sweetest soul I have ever experienced. She had the most gentle hands and loving touch I have eve...
Posted by 509 on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 02:32:00 PST

Numb

Have you ever felt just nothing really at all? I feel nothing really anymore.  When I become numb like this, it scares me a little. Like maybe by not feeling anything now, I am going to feel so m...
Posted by 509 on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 04:35:00 PST

Journey

What a beautiful journey, you have seen the best and worst of me. From that night that this all started, to where we find ourselves now - apart. All the love and the pain. It's an unforgettable story ...
Posted by 509 on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 05:57:00 PST

disappear

I am sorry. I have to disappear from everyone for awhile.
Posted by 509 on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 02:49:00 PST

Shaken

Have you ever experienced loving someone so much that they instantly become a huge part of your life without you even realizing it? I envisioned him always being here. Every plan ...
Posted by 509 on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 09:00:00 PST