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About Me

I'm Miranda. I'm too serious at times and need someone to try to make me silly. But once I've gotten over the stage of shyness you realize just how insanely ridiculous my logic can be. I LOVE reading, writing, drawing...the arts factor in my life with a big chunk of my heart and if you can't appreciate that, then it's just sad. I take every moment of my life and soak in the memories because I know I'm not promised tomorrow. I believe in God, I don't force my religion down people's throats though. And I believe HE is the reason I have lasted this long in this world, when times were dark and I couldn't see the light. I'm still learning to play my guitar. Though not very well at the moment. I've had my heart broken and betrayed before so I've lived a lot of life for my 18 years. People say I'm too mature for my age. Usually those people don't know me very well. I hold life with a sense of passion in the things I adore. You can see the passion in my eyes and bleed through with my words. My friends are my family and my life. If I didn't have them and God I'd be forever lost. I'm willing to an open mind. I've travelled a bit since my family is millitary. I'm graduting high school this year. I live my life with love for every person -though love is a hard word for my vocabulary-. I trust you until you give me a reason not to. And after you break that trust, it's hard to get back, if ever given another chance. I'm just a person trying to find a meaning in this life: happiness and love. Hopefully one day these things will be fullfilled but I'm not looking for anything more than another day to breathe at the moment.

My Interests

Anime
sketching
painting
music
random sparks of art in the ordinary life
walks at night
looking at the stars
walking in the rain
taking unexpected photos

I'd like to meet:

People who will change my life for the better. People who will share parking lot sunsets and at that very moment we feel we could live forever...as impossible of a feat that is. Someone to just lay there and look at the stars with me. A person to stay up and talk to me even when I'm a mess. A person who will love me for me and take me for who I am. A person so will stay honest even when I don't want to hear it. A person who will not turn their back on me. A person that I will try to do my best to protect and help as much as they do for me. If not more. People who impact my life and stay with me in memory long after we can spend time together in the same room.

Movies:

Movies with meaning
Movies that make you think and feel an emotion for
Something that you can relate to and want to watch over and over
Something that makes you feel amazed you were able to experience
Something with passion.

Television:

The only show I watch religiously is Scrubs

Books:

Anything dripped in fantasy that takes me away from this reality.
But my all time favorite book it Fahrenheit 451!!

Heroes:

Anyone who overcomes obstacles to become a better person.
Anyone who struggles with a problem and isn't conquered by it.
Someone who is willing to sacrifice everything they want for something they need.
My Grandmother is my greatest hero for raising 6 kids as a widow in a time where that wasn't acceptable.
For being there for me spiritually when she wasn't physically.
My sister is my greatest inspiration for her unique ability to make me smile and always feel great to know I have such an amazing sister.
I think we both look up to each other.
For my friends who put up with me being absolutely unstable at times and extremely insane about other things.
For the times they took me when I know I was being completely obnoxious and when I was in tears.
They are my family and my life support.
Thank you...you've made the greatest impact on the person I am and will be.
For the military and everything they do for us and for other countries.
For their sacrifices as great as their life.
I don't know if I could ever thank them enough.

My Blog

Is it really Christmas?

It's 2:23 am Christmas morning...and I can't sleep.I don't want to sleep. My mind is buzzing, not about the presents...majority is clothes I'm sure since I didn't give two shits about writing ou...
Posted by Pirate For Sale on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 11:40:00 PST

Congealed Cheese??

Miranda --[adjective]:Having the texture of congealed cheese'How">http://www.quizgalaxy.com/quiz.php?id=83">'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at http://www.quizgalaxy.com" style="color: #FF...
Posted by Pirate For Sale on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 02:50:00 PST

I can't promise this is a masterpiece (poem)

In the jagged tree of the fallen oak I rested for a moment Thinking possibly for a visit from your silent promise But broken yet again I walked away Hoping eventually this fantasy will end And as I cr...
Posted by Pirate For Sale on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 04:15:00 PST

I'm so pathetic

So my mother is a bitch...been gone al night and yelling at my step dad for being worried and aggravated for being home at 10:30 pm since she'd been out since about 1:30 this afternoon....eh heh... &n...
Posted by Pirate For Sale on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 07:50:00 PST

continued...

I'm not meant to hold my loneliness in a cup, but every time I cry I leave the floor a terrible mess. Paper hearts are strewed across the floor, their names worn and faded. But this one I hold...
Posted by Pirate For Sale on Sun, 19 Feb 2006 07:48:00 PST

My Adventures in the Mind of Psychosis

Here's a story...or something like it I worked on tonight...Valentines...inspiring me to write bitter stories...sad huh? I'd like feedback...thank you My eyes itch feverishly staring back at this dead...
Posted by Pirate For Sale on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 08:11:00 PST

It's hurting

So my little ridiculous infatuation I though that could have been more named Chris is over....He fucked some girl and admitted it to me...he said he was weak...whatever. I'm tired of it. Every person ...
Posted by Pirate For Sale on Tue, 31 Jan 2006 01:44:00 PST

Leaving it off tonight

Why the fuck don't people call me back when they say they will....I'm extremely annoyed at this moment because of built up anger...forced to go on a fucking vacation...away from work, school, and othe...
Posted by Pirate For Sale on Thu, 12 Jan 2006 05:34:00 PST

It won't stop

My heart won't stop beating. All because of one crazy night. And I loved it.
Posted by Pirate For Sale on Wed, 04 Jan 2006 09:30:00 PST

It's raining and I'm inspired!

I love late night conversations about nothing. They could last forever and I could just listen to pointless things that make me laugh continuously for no apparent reason. I love the rain and imagining...
Posted by Pirate For Sale on Tue, 03 Jan 2006 10:26:00 PST