~♥‡♥*EMERALD*♥‡♥~

~Well before i tell anyone more about myself I just want to thank Robert from the top of my first four *MYSPACE* friends for being a real loving friend to me through all of my ups and downs.THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU........ ~I am fifth generation (off the horse) Cherokee/Irish. Born and raised in the South West~part~of~the fourth largest city~in the~U.S.~Houston,Texas.I'm a Accomplished Freelance Muralist (Artist).5'6~91~Lbs...Small~right!~Maple Redish Brown Hair,Brown Eyes.(D.O.B.7-27-83).If anyone runs across my comments on any of the Loving Annabelle music video~*MySpace*~sites~.Anyway If the other end has any questions?.Or if the other end must know more.Just message me it may take time for me to talk about this sadness.Of love notes from August 98-03 and pix from 98-99.For my My Space friends please understand.I only treat people in the way i want to be treated no!!more!! no!!less!!.Also I can't hold in too much pain in my soul after 9 years.Anyway Keep in mind I am just a person who wants to share my love of music,life,and fun.To all of the *MySpacers* always love one another hope you all had fun reading about me.Also I'm successful in my life & work.I'm very grateful for all the support.Anyway I know it is too late for everthing.Only because my emotional issues are on a continuous basis.Keep in mind we as people all have emotional issues.However Mine are just too deep at times.We are all just people on one boat called life.Someone teach me how?we can all be different if we all have the same emotions!?.How come every time a teacher sees a sad student they have to hook! up! with them.If you feel my vibe drop me a message.In my opinion it is much easier for a female teacher to have sexual??relations with a female student.Then a meal teacher date a female student.With out anyone finding out about it.In my case she & I took proactive measures at that time.To cover up the truth from everone but our familys.Too much years have past.I know it's crazy but I don't ever want to see her hurt.Too much years have past for any of this to matter.The truth is everyone has moved on in happiness.Anyway I have a bad heart & low blood pressure so what the fuck do I care!.I just hope anyone who was in Lee High School with me.Or anyone from my past never takes a look at this.Because if that took place I would be in very deep shit!!.She the teacher is still teaching in Houston,Texas.I know I had a break down.However at the same time I~think?~that~I'm happy now~that~we all have good lives.On the other hand I don't care who knows.Because my Mother Velia died of Cancer in my arms.On April 16,2007 @8pm.it's alright because I stayed taking care of my Mother.For five years!and youtube has been my only friend at this time.As for my (ex-teacher/friend).I left the school she worked at.So she could keep the license to teach.Also so she could keep the respect of her students & faculty.I continued my spirit education on a Reservation in Gonzalez County.She my ex~teacher/friend.Did tell me to promise her to keep this secret.Because what she and I did was very private and confidential.I just hope she never knows that I revealed this sad secret.Of abuse @ home & school It's not true the soul never heals with time.All this that you have read was just a break down I'm sorry!.To My Space I am very grateful!.Anyway my pain my life I am so very very sorry!.For sharing so much about myself.I'm not a strong person but I know that God is holding me..Once agin I send my love to all of you *MySpacers*.Now I have set myself free to God and this earth.Of the secret that was killing my soul.Goodnight Mom may God hold you always.ø¤º°°º¤ø~(~_~)ø¤ºº¤øHERES SOME WORDS OF- CHEROKEE~SPEACH~BECAUSE~WE~ALL~KNOW~THE~CITY~IS~ALL~ABOUT~BI G~WOM~POM~PERHAPS SOME DAY~WE~WONT~NEED~LOTS~OF~WOM~POM~TO~LOVE~ONE~ANOTHER.IF YOU FEEL YOU NEED TO TALK TO ME!~LIKE I SAID I'LL~BE MORE THEN HAPPY TO ANSWER ANY QUESTIONS?~THAT THE OTHER END MAY HAVE.ø¤º°°º¤OH!~YAH!~LESBIAN~OR NOT~THOSE WHO!~TREAT ME LIKE SHIT!~IN TIME WILL WANT ME!!~IN TIME!~AND THATS THE TRUTH!!~¤ø»»ø¤º°°º¤ø¤º°°º¤ø»»ø¤º°° º¤ø¤º°°º¤ø»»ø¤º°°º¤¤ø¤º°°ºº..ANYW AY LIKE I SAID MESSAGE ME ON YOUTUBE!~OR ON MY SPACE.ALSO MY E-MAIL ADDRESS IS*[email protected]!.!.~ALSO IF YOU READ MY PAGE CLOSE.I WANT TO KNOW~ON YOUTUBE!~ALL~I CAN SAY IS I'M NOT THE ONLY GIRL OR WOMAN.TO GO THROUGH WHATEVER I'VE GONE THROUGH.I'M JUST THE FIRST TO COME CLEAN.HOWEVER!~ON YOUTUBE!~I THINK?~THAT I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO HAD A REAL~AFFAIR~WITH MY TEACHER!.ANYWAY~THAT IS WHY? I'M ON YOUTUBE! MOST OF THE TIME.ALSO MY E-MAIL ADDRESS IS~*[email protected]*YA!~I COULD GIVE HALF A FUCK WHAT PEOPLE MAY THINK?~OF SAYING ALL OF THIS ABOUT MY LIFE.SO FORGIVE ME PEOPLE OR DON'T FORGIVE ME..I REALLY DON'T GIVE A SHIT..LIKE I SAID MESSAGE ME ON YOUTUBE!~OR ON MYSPACE.MY GOD GIVEN NAME IS~*EMERALD*~SPIRIT NAME IS~*LITTEL BLUE BIRD*~PRAY~FOR~ME~~*LOVE~ONE~ANOTHER~ALWAYS*!~*EMERALD*~~Tha nks to Katherine Brooks,and the cast . For working on this film . Its nice to know someone understands . The way life is sad at times . This film was life for me in 9th . grade . Anyway very awesome work on this film~~