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j-j-jonah

i don't believe in just love

About Me

About me huh? Here I go...Fullerton is my lifePoverty is my anti-drugMy sister's future is what I care forI used to believe in loveNow i try and live itI dare you to try and sum me up in wordsWhat would be left is mere syntax and remarks of confusionI look at my past and go blindI hate realityBut living it is my dreamLyrical persuasions control my thoughtsEmotional targets hang at my heartHealing is a processToo much of a cost if you ask meBut nobody doesSo I continue on thinkingWhatever my heart desiresAnd yesIt is none of your businessThat's the simple truthI love my sleep"I'd rather imagine my day than live it"That’s what I thinkIs that enough?If notThen dig deeperFartherBeyond the depths of my soulBut no matter how far you goI shall remain a mystery_____________________________________________________ _____ I wonder who actually reads this stuff except for people who are overly obsessed on trying to read into other people's minds....I'm actually not all that serious as the above composition may imply... but yeah I love poetry and free writing and stuff like that so. How I got to where I am was a two thousand dollar loan, a back pack, and one hell of a determined mind. I'm in my second year at Cal State Fullerton majoring in Computer Science, emphasis in game design, ( I swear I'm not a nerd!) hoping to succeed in whatever that course can take me toward. Well, I'll try and add more as the days go by.... so yeah! <3
"Ignore the truth and accept all the lies, but flip it around so it makes sense in your eyes..."
"Forget the past, but remember today, if only time can tell, then there are no words to say."
I am the founder of www.Medspot.tk

My Interests

Educating myself and others

I'd like to meet:

Anyhow, I realized, I really do want to meet more people, probably more people with similar interests to me. I don't have any friends who like to play basketball, and that would be nice for me to find a friend who's into that cause I'd love to get back into playing again (RIP Candy Legaspi-my only friend who played ball with me). I love literature, independent films, and art. I'm not great at drawing and painting, but I love going to museums and just admiring the talents of others, which brings me to music. If anything, music is almost my life... kind of lol. I LOVE music. It's probably one of the few things that can snap me into different moods so quickly. So people who sing, rap, play an instrument(s), give me a message, I'd love to here from you. I also like people who are firm within their beliefs on anything... wishy washy opinion holders are considered to be lost children to me. I'd like to meet someone with great planning skills... cause that's always a good quality to have. Maturity. Enough said. Umm who else would I like to meet... Well I would NOT want to meet whores, sluts, etc... they just ruin other people's lives, including their own. I HATE people who use others aka taking advantage of the nicer people in life. FUCK them. hmmm I think I may be done. peace."Celebrities" I'd like to meet: Justin Long Dante Basco Ryan Merriman Shia LaBeouf Jonah Hill John Cho Katherine Heigl Jennifer AnnistonBands I'd like to meet: Matchbook Romance eh I'll continue my lists when I have timeI love Degrassi. RIP JT... :)HappySlip is my family lol and many other filipinos. Trip

Music:

People who play their own instruments and sing wellJOMI.. width="425" height="350">.. .. ..>

Movies:

I hate pornCheaters, The Debut, Saved, My Sassy Girl, She's the man, Grandma's boy, Donnie Darko, The Nines, Kung Fu Panda... I actually don't like movies too much, but I'll come around to it hah

Television:

cable is too expensive... TV will rot everyone's mindbut I've come to like a select few shows: Friends, It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia, Jeopardy, and of course... DEGRASSI lol

Books:

Journey to the Center of the Earth, What My Mother Doesn't Know, A Wrinkle in Time, Impulse, The Alchemist, Think and Grow Rich, Missed Fortune 101The Bible (although I'm not so religious anymore...)

Heroes:

Those that help me

My Blog

Turning 21 (Please read friends)

People have been asking me what I did for my 21st birthday... so I intend to respond with what I did and what I am planning to do now that I am 21.On my 21st birthday... around midnight and throughout...
Posted by j-j-jonah on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 09:52:00 PST

Marriage

Can be done online???awesome
Posted by j-j-jonah on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 12:38:00 PST

Maktub

Do you believe in the universe?I do...And it's good.Green lights a go!
Posted by j-j-jonah on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 12:32:00 PST

In Loving Memory

Songs of remembranceTimes in changeHeart aches constantNothing is the samePlease let life be graciousMisery wants to healLife is only shortMemories I want to feelRest in peace foreverEarthly shadows r...
Posted by j-j-jonah on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 10:45:00 PST

Some people

deserve it..... O yes they do
Posted by j-j-jonah on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 07:51:00 PST

Become a Better you

So, I got to reading this book called "Become a Better You", and it's just spectacular. So here are the 7 steps on how to become a better person: Keep pressing forward. Be positive toward yourself. ...
Posted by j-j-jonah on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 10:28:00 PST

Beatsteaks

Break it up break it up,before you break downi'm not happy, whatever that meansi can't let you go, i've built my world around youwhat do you think about me and you?yell at me, yell at me, c'mon say so...
Posted by j-j-jonah on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 11:44:00 PST

here i am

I just want to be happy
Posted by j-j-jonah on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 04:39:00 PST

Sana...

Sana maulit muli, ang mga oras nating nakaraanBakit nagkaganito, naglaho na ba ang pag-ibig moSana maulit muli, sana'y bigyan ng pansin ang himig koKahapon bukas ngayon, tanging wala ng ibang mahalKun...
Posted by j-j-jonah on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 04:22:00 PST

Fragile

I've been walking around all day,Thinking.I think I have a problem,I think I think too much.I've been taught to hold back my tears,And avoid them.But you make pain into something I could touch.I've be...
Posted by j-j-jonah on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 10:25:00 PST