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Lauren (QUEENY) Crucifix

If I think more about death than some other people, it is probably because I love life more than the

About Me


I'm Queeny and i love Alkaline Trio with a passion.Don't try to argue with me about them, you'll lose! They saved my life when i needed someone the most. I owe everything to them. As you will grow to see, I'm very obsessed with Harry Potter. Why? because it's amazing. I dream of that world and pretend i'm in it when i go to school. no not pathetic, just an amazing imagination. My body is not a temple I hate it and i don't care what you have to say about it. I hate it when a guy calls me "hot" or "fine" if you tell me i'm gorgeous, pretty, cute, i'll giggle and pretend i don't like it but i really do, i just don't want you to know. I'm just stuborn like that. I do come off as a bitch and a hardass sometimes. Or i just don't come off at all. People Look up to me and My friends mean more to me then anything in the fucking world. I would put my life on the line for them. I do Everything i can to make sure they're happy and have someone to talk to. I know ALL about heart break honey, no need to go running away from it. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Some have to learn that the hard way. Trust me, i'm one of them. Don't Think you know me because you don't. I'm more complicated then a fucking Rubix Cube.I'm ANYTHING but pure baby. I have sex, i drink on occassion and i smoke all the time, I have tattoos and my nipples are pierced. I'm a unique mother fucker. You aren't. Get over it. I USED TO cut, i love my scars and when i die, I'll be in dimonds in a marble bathtub with slit wrists. ODed on coke. I hope you come down with
something
they can't diagnose,
and don't have the cure for.


THE DREAM BOY: This boy would hold my hand and not worry about his friends making fun of him because he knows he loves me. A boy who's truthful and can I trust. He'd keep a watch over me when i fall asleep. My boy likes alkaline trio and singing along while dancing. He doesn't mind hanging out with my friends. This boy never gets jealous. He protects me from the monsters in my closet. The one guy who doesn't mind showing me off. the guy that doesn't lie to me to make me feel better. He does the sweetest things such as dancing with me in the rain and taking me sweet places just to sit and talk. The guy who's look tells me he cares for me more then anything. the boy who in a crowd full of people would squeez my hand to let me know he's thinking of me. He loves to cuddle. A guy who's willing to kill for me. Where a thousand miles would be shit to walk if he's walking to hold me. He'd recite lyrics from my favorite songs by Brand New. He'd kiss me out of the blue and tell me how much he loves me in front of everyone. this boy is perfect.

- - - - cut here- - - - - THE FRIENDS!!!:::: JANNA BOO!
KELSEY DARLING!
BRIDGY!

My Interests

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MY HEROES!!My Wahoo:

She meansthe world to me. she's the only friend i can call a TRUE friend. She keeps herself real and doesn't change no matter what the fucking world has come too. Aubrey, I love you bby. You'll always be my number 1 girl. elizabeth Bathory

My Blog

There's Only So Much One Person Can Take...

Before They Break....     If you were to watch me day by day, you'd see the torture that i'm going through. My insides are dust. My blood has long since been drained. i'm fucking ...
Posted by Queeny on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 07:42:00 PST

Jaked on Green Beers

It's been a long time since I've been close to you It's been a long time since I've been sad. It's been a while since I've really spent time with you Wish I could take back the times that I had. The o...
Posted by Queeny on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 05:50:00 PST

The other species of human

Ever thought about it? not female.. not male.. perfect. I think about it when times like these role around when guys screw you over and chicks aren't good enough. Call me fucking mental but if there w...
Posted by Queeny on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 09:59:00 PST

My Loves....and hates

Wishful thinker with the worst intentions I was driving home today and down the street from my lovely abode I realized that this family is absolutely PERFECT (Well.. in the family sense anyway). The f...
Posted by Queeny on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 08:39:00 PST

Blue and yellow

waste some time with you   so your probably wondering why i named my blog after a song by a band? It was our song. Crystal and I. Anyway.. I'm sitting here and i was remenicing in the past. I loo...
Posted by Queeny on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 08:41:00 PST

You People Really piss me off...

FUCK YOU So you come to my page and steal my icons, pictures, etc, and don't give me a hint of love.I HATE YOU! You take my ideas from my page and say they are your own. How would you feel?...
Posted by Queeny on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 05:46:00 PST

The Love of Pain

Dead End Girl Dead end girl on the outside looking inon a dead end world in which she cannot live. And she'd love to leave for someplace all aloneand she'd love to live far from every face or nam...
Posted by Queeny on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 10:07:00 PST

Shall I explain?

In a past post I stated a few things noone really knows about me. I never came around to explaining myself so i'll try now.little things about me no one really knows... I like everything. Boyish girls...
Posted by Queeny on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 01:29:00 PST

panic and the aftermath...

When it comes down to it, I have a pretty good sense of sanity. Although I don't play well with sharp objects I do know how to contain myself. Lately though i've been freaking out and having...
Posted by Queeny on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 09:52:00 PST

Trivial things...

  So me and my good friend Cassandra Marie are out of hair spray.. it may seem really pathetic to you but when it comes down to it, hair spray is ecential for making a girl look good! ah yes i k...
Posted by Queeny on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 10:40:00 PST