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About Me

"The alchemists, who in their own way knew more about the nature of the individuation process than we moderns do, expressed this paradox through the symbol of the uroboros, the snake that eats its own tail. ouroboros, has been said to have a meaning of infinity or wholeness. In the age-old image of the uroboros lies the thought of devouring oneself and turning oneself into a circulatory process, for it was clear to the more astute alchemists that the prima materia of the art was man himself. The uroboros is a dramatic symbol for the integration and assimilation of the opposite, i.e. of the shadow. This 'feed-back' process is at the same time a symbol of immortality, since it is said of the uroboros that he slays himself and brings himself to life, fertilises himself and gives birth to himself. He symbolises the One, who proceeds from the clash of opposites, and he therefore constitutes the secret of the prima materia which [...] unquestionably stems from man's unconscious." (carl jung)

My Interests

life and death. patterns. meaning.

I'd like to meet:

douglas hofstadter, david lynch, erzsebet bathory, nicole blackman, dexter morgan

Music:

KMFDM, Christian Death, Psyclon Nine, KGC, Velvet Acid Christ, Garbage, etc.

Movies:

inland empire

Television:

dexter

Books:

the basic eight (daniel handler), blood sugar (nicole blackman), story of o (pauline reage), wasteland (francesca lia block), lost souls (poppy z brite), tao te ching (lao tzu), the waves/mrs dalloway (virginia woolf), violet to vita (collection of letters from violet trefusis to vita sackville-west), invisible monsters (chuck palahniuk), lolita (vladimir nabokov), the perks of being a wallflower (stephen chbosky), battle royale (koushun takami), virtual light (william gibson), pride and prejudice (jane austen), wasted (marya hornbacher); any poetry by anne sexton, sylvia plath, nicole blackman, galway kinnell, the poemfone poets.

Heroes:

erzsebet bathory, rozz williams, david lynch, nicole blackman, dexter morgan

My Blog

things i love right now

breathing firebritney spearszero carb rockstarscouchlifeall of shea’s shea butter bath products.. who else buys products with their name?? love.writing on my eyebrows231 gang...
Posted by The Notorious Keda Joy on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 10:15:00 PST

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it seems no matter what i do, i'm up till four or five in the morning. there's just too much to learn, to read, to see, to steal, to stalk.i've been thinking maybe i'd be more spiritually satisfied in...
Posted by The Notorious Keda Joy on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 04:03:00 PST

i see the end

i've watched season one of dexter a zillion times and now i just want more. screw not having cable. also, if you havent noticed, i'm turning into a hermit. just letting you know. it's not personal, i ...
Posted by The Notorious Keda Joy on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 09:13:00 PST

NOTE TO SELF:

self,do not open the dishwasher while it is running and stick your face in it. that is stupid.xoxk
Posted by The Notorious Keda Joy on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 02:36:00 PST

girls and corpses

...is the coolest site. on the same thread, am i weird for being turned on at Bodies? or just super uber goth?life now consists of: -work: standing around talking about sex and crackheads and having d...
Posted by The Notorious Keda Joy on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 11:29:00 PST

insomnia, i swear.

- - - - - - Your Life: The Soundtrack - - - - - - - -So, here's how it works:Open your music player (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).Put it on shuffle.Press play.For every question, type the song t...
Posted by The Notorious Keda Joy on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 02:24:00 PST

please destroy me*

just got back from Ye Olde Redlands... CRRRAZZZYYY times there.. wow. yeah. so now it's back to seattle, and it's weird.. things are changing so fast and i have no idea how they're going to work out...
Posted by The Notorious Keda Joy on Mon, 28 Nov 2005 01:45:00 PST

whatever you say.

i'm kind of freaking out lately. like i'm having a midlife crisis or something. does that mean i'll only live to forty? i think it may be a post-therapy crisis. i have two more sessions left and i'm D...
Posted by The Notorious Keda Joy on Fri, 30 Sep 2005 12:14:00 PST

shoot me down, i'll shoot you up

wooooaaahhh i dunno if i can deal with this new myspace blog layout dealio... life has been.. intense. lots and lots of work. i went on a *business trip* to chicago, which was freaking awesome. but t...
Posted by The Notorious Keda Joy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

mae's virus is catching!

1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long...
Posted by The Notorious Keda Joy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST